ok i kinda blur. forgot 2 add in sth!
to all teachers who constantly nvr gav up on teachin us..
Happy Teacher's Day!!!

teacher's dae

okay theres a freakin lots of ting 2 rite 2dae!!!
i try 2 summarize evryting =x lol.
den ytd nite fold straw hearts!
ya noe dat type one..
n den fold till 12am ++ lor.. =x nvm lar.
gettin used to slpin late huh. lol
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In e morning i took 2 later 859 bus! cos i olways will take earlier bus one.. den 2dae donno y i so slow lor. maybe cos very tired` den woke up later lor.. bout 6.05am.. usually is 5.55am =x 10minutes difference means a lot huh! haha. so i went to sch! at 1st i tot i could jus stay at parade square n be a normal student for once n enjoy e whole teaher's dae concert wif my fren.. n den! i've got 2 go council room 2 touch up on e awards n stuff yea? lol. i a little sian diao huh.. den at 1st couldnt c huiyi anywhere. almost tot she din come 2 sch.. but im sure no matter how sick she ish.. she will come for e teacher's dae after all e efforts we put in mah!!! keke, okay! so we did evryting n carry everyting 2 e hall's backstage!!
Wen we reached e backstage.. kena shocked lor! we saw our teachers in uniforms!! i mean we knew dat they'll goin 2 do dis item liao la.. but seein them in uniform ish shooo.. SO CUTE! =x seriously lar. lol! n i find it funny dat i can walk pass mr d.goh in e bckstage w/o noein he is mr goh!! cos he look so much like a student.. or perhaps i was blind? LOL.. so fun lor. rite, n i admit mr cheong is cute alrite!! =x a little nia lar.. mayb dats e reason y he won most charmin award mah hor ppl? =p n den e performance, woah`!!! so nice sia evryting!!! c liao oso very gan dong lor e performances. n efforts put in.. hoho! e teachers relli liked e performance too lor i can tell =p hee! all 4 e teachers yea =x
Band got perf.. i watched it! yea i WATCHED it instead of being in it! its great watchin e concert.. cos its been long since i watched a concert frm a stundents pov.. =x haha! quite nice lar.. band played a song for you n YMCA =x cool sial!!! so e awards r as followed let me type it here.. =x i memorized it like siao oreadi..
Most photogenic: Mrs Jalil
Most enthusiastic: Mr Tsung [[W0OH0O!!]]
Most jovial: Mdm Ho
Most fashionable: Ms Yeo
Most charming: Mr Cheong CL
Star-look-alike: Miss Karen Ong
Student-look-alike: Mrs Lee
Youngest at heart: Mr Chantira
Coolest: Mr Guru
heehee.. i siao liao =p of cos siao! teacher's dae is OVER!!! yay!! alle nites spend in stayin at council room until freakin late and stayin up late oso! whee!!! over!! ms chitra sae wan treat us pizze huh.. =x haha` siao liao!! very happie lor! okae n now 2 annouce my personal stuffs.. test results!` =x
Maths: 7.5/15 (how sarks can it get? =x but i will work hard de 4 dis subj)
English: 13/25 (okay another sux de results.. at least i passed)
Science: 15.5/30 (okay wth? i DID studie de lor. haix)
Chinese: 61.5/100 (YAY man! even teacher sae me got improved =p)
History: 9/11 (hohoho! my BEST subj liao huh)
Dnt: 13.5/20 (don relli hav any comments 4 dis..)
Geo: unknown yet =x
now i wan rite another part of my post! =x bout my return 2 my pri sch..
returned 2 yps aka yishun primary school 2dae!! so many my last time de fren all there oso huh.. miss em! =p but hor.. very cold liao leh? donno.. feel weird weird de sumhow. except 4 few of mah frens hu's still as fun as ever alrite! =D hee` den went wif two of my fren 2 go walk walk northpoint nia.. lol!! den we were like sian diao until siao liao! =x so went 2 my fren.. AKA april!!! shes a bball player in her sch sia.. mai siao siao =x so obviously we went her house take bball 2 play lor.. power huh she.. 3 pointer chop like wat onli!! den my another fren shelby so sai! cos in april house play playstation.. den anyhow luan luan lai.. haha. 6pm den got home =) quite fun lar. aldou overall its boring. =x hey yea! wat crap! haha.. yawns. wanna slp le i guess.. I GUESS.. bb

yay

finallie can post. haiz. anyway hu will bother bout my blog? e best no one come read den i can rite wateva bullshit i can. actually felt like deleting dis one initially. but too lazee 2 delete oso. don even hav a mood 2 joke. mood 2 tok? mood to do my stuffs. jus wanna fall into a deep slp 4ever. mite as well die? but die seems 2 cruel. i would rather slp 4ever n not wake up at all. *wonders wat will hapen 2 e frens/family around me if dis realli happens* lol. hu noes eh? i guess no one would giv a damn lor. like wat wp asked me ytd wat would be my reaction if i knew he died. =D hoo.. at least wp noes i would cry lar. ok mayb not cry i'll jus be astonished 1st. =x haix, unpredictable life. lol.. oooooooo` so many fake smiles nowadaes. so wat if its not jus a fake smile all dis while. wat if its a completely fake person. an outerior 2 cover e interior of e true hurt self. =D hey no sweat. not tokin bout myself, but m i? o.O woo! diaon, heck cares lar. i don even care myself hu e hell would care mah? lol. fun thoughts. fun fun fun. tired now. if onli i can slp 4ever. =D zZz.

i think im siao!!! to think i hav time 2 post here wen im sppose 2 be doin math like siao yea? =x but i've gone mad ardy.. eben sen many "morning" sms to a lot of ppl! hahaha~ whee.. math portfolio u sux big time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

learn how 2 fly!! haha`

wah now listenin 2 my current fav.song! break away by kelly clarkson. =) haix.. e songs i like always kinda reflects my thought yea. lol` haix, still need 2 do a lot of math ting 4 my math portfolio which i donno how!? haix. wth lar. tomorrow sure stay back till 7pm liao in sch. haa.. tues teacher's day ya! =D donno whether wan buy prez anot.. =

wanted to belong here, but somethin felt so wrong here. -
haii, dat lyrics so nice.. its really wat i wanted 2 sae.
But when I'd try to speak out Felt like no one could hear me.-
another sentence of e song. =)
smiling e whole way thru` wanna speak out.
felt like sayin everyting out.
but life aint goin so fine thruout.
wanna break away too. =
haix..
forget it.
i'll go on as usual.
n so does life..
every step u make..
chges e future.

haix!

haiyor, now so slpy yar.. lol!~ cos tired mah` do so many things in sch 2dae, haha.. woke up late but still got to sch on time wor lol.. den went 4 band!! n hor.. actually i go band practise like siao liddat de lor seriously.. den band finish liao wan fall in den i n salleh in our section got call out huh.. cos our sl sae we nvr ask her 4 permission wen we go toilet.. i was like HUH lor, cos i got ask de mah.. den she said dat it was b4 dat ting happen cos i went euphonium section which was like jus beside our section 2 practise lor? haiyar heck lar.. punish den punish but i not pissed off by my sl lar.. haix. =x runnin better den fallin in anywae.. =) so i'll rather get punished yea? at least wen runnin can release stress.. yea! under extreme compressed stress!! hoho! ok! den durin sectionals zhuen giv me one of e gunbound prepaid card huh! =D but use liao lar.. he where got so good until so siao? =x jk.. but i told him i wan e card mah.. den he relli jus giv lor.. very cute huh e card =x n summore now i haben install back my gunbound after reformatin my s2pid comp.. yawnss!! donno y i'm here writin my post.. i still doin my ipw powerpoint! n yea thanks chris 4 doin so much too =) but huh! dat aiman! wan kill him liao! he haben do anyting for our ipw except keepin e file =.=~ haha!! on mondae mus call everyone 2 stay back yar.. =x n i guess i wun be goin hom as early on mondae again, teacher's dae awards HABEN complete sia.. imagine dat haha!! 2dae do e awards until hand wan break sia =x somemore i ardy quite tired after band mah~ b4 band run 2 rounds.. after band oso run 2 rounds.. cool sial~ den durin band mr neo donno sae wat sai 3rd clarinet frm cop become bronze, wan shoot him sia.. like sh!t de leh` den wen he ask me 2 tune hor.. tune den tune lar, mus keep sayin my name out n sae dis n dat huh!? wats wrong wif my name? i noe he tokin 2 me liao mah` still keep mentionin my name.. s2pid sia!!! n oso we played e sai music score [a song for you] its like so s2pid.. 2nd n 3rd is acompliment.. jus keep played 4 beat notes.. plae n plae.. e most shang ever. but den e notes for us so freakin low plae liao mouth pain like ah siao sia.. summore hold n hold!? arghHh. i got ulcer le wat he wan somemore?! zZz. hoho. gonna die rite now. =)

heehee

haha! jus now i over-concentrated on wat happened 2dae dat i left out some details.. okay!! my chinese ting xie got 102/100!!! HAHAHA~ woohoo!! whee!!! OLEH~ oleh~ OLEH!

WAH TIRED SIA~

ello!! =x tired tired dae sial.. ytd nite slept at bout 12.40am? cos i was piain my math exercise book lor.. cos book check, den i alwaes don do hwk one.. so now i get 2 suffer lor, i was doin math till 12.40am! sian diao~ its like frm afternoon i've been doin till so late ya noe? =x ok i was distracted in e midst of doin math lar of cos =p haha.. den 2dae mornin i woke up n i was like bLur.. i even panicked!? cos i tot i din do my sci wb hwk!! its supposed 2 be hand up on nxt mondae.. i guess i donno wat i thinkin in my mind until i go siao. =/ haii, n yea i'm still sad over some loss of my songs =x argh.. my avril album, jay zhou, cyndi.. evonne albums.. sial!!! haix, den 2dae in sch was like jus doin hwk like siao lor, even purposely skip recess to go library 2 do math. nvm lar, i'm gettin used 2 goin on an empty stomach 4 breakfast n lunch dese few daes. theres so many tings 2 do. okae at least i'm quite "safe" now. i completes my cme, lit n music proj! now left wif ipw n chinese? =/ haa.. but donno leh` e diskettes nowdaes donno wth is wrong all e comp like cannt open it one lor. s2pid!! sht lar. den 2dae english lesson is so oh man.. FUN!! yay! 1st time eng so fun de lor~ i was like laffin all e wae! hoho! den later on i continued doin math after sch.. finally do finish liao den got 2 eat.. 4 e 1st time!! but oso eat not much de zzz~ after eating immediately go council room arh.. CUT N CUT e ppr~ n 2 think i tot i had enuff frm copyin e math exercise book.. sial~ my hand gonna break liao. somemore tml got band lor, i sure energy half-drained liddat haha. den IF MR NEO SAY ME i will dL 4 sure liao.. he not in rss donno wth we doin oso den anyhow sae we don practise our instru.. think we got so much blardy time 2 prac? i wan 2 prac oso cannt lor, dats y i din even bring my instru home. aiya heck lar. i'm drifting awae frm band seriously. i jus.. not dat into band now jus like wat nat said. its not sth dat i look 4ward to now.. not anymore. =) n i guess frm now on after band i wun be goin out wif em anymore! hmm.. sumhow i feel dat its quite waste time.. n i've NO more time 4 dis.. got to do sth useful.. n so tml gonna stay in council room after band n pia!!! alwaes donno y suddenly jus sneeze n sneeze again!!! wenever i liddat hor.. mite be someone cursin me!!! hmm.. *starts thinkin hu will curse me argh* Zzz!

YESH!~

yesh!! i finally get 2 post sth. okae so dis few daes my comp's internet was like erm.. sark? lol.. den cannot go internet until ytd.. but ytd 2 tired till fall aslp quite early lor. =sn now here i am. doin my math n half-energy gone.. donno wat i was doin in sch walkin here n there wif huiyi lookin 4 ms chitra n doin e teacher's dae stuffs.. crap =x den in e end huiyi called off e meeting lor, den i ji tao sian diao.. den she complain 2 me sae lunch wat nvr eat.. "as dou i got eat sia" i can go diet liao lor havin empty lunch dese few daes. bless me =x haha.. ok so theres like a whole lot of tings which happen wen i wasn't online but.. no strength 2 continue typin everyting outside oso.. bleh, okay.. so i'll end here. =)

sian day`.

Today all e lessons very nice! e teachers all very good good one, haha! 1st is miss lim sc~ her lesson onli got test liao den finish! lol!~ summary one, about climbing mount everest one.. hoho, den nxt got mt! actually i like mdm koh teachin u noe, it jus seems better.. BETTER den miss sim our ex-teacher of cos, but den i think she oso very difficult teachin us.. cos not all students listens 2 her, n most of e ppl in our class r anti-chinese =pp bleh! so we managed 2 "tok" mdm koh to postponing out spelling to tomorrow cos 2dae relli very rush lar n everyone cannot make it. haha, alrite now i'm almost dyin cos i donno how 2 do my chinese compreh. =/

nxt was sci lesson! siala!! so interesting sia! was payin so much attetion to sci lor, miss fu is still as good as last time~ okay mayb betta, lol. =) at least i din fall slpy durin her lessons lor. =) but den math can dieee.. donno y lor, mayb ish mr goh's voice make me feel like sleepin liao or wat but relli cannt make it onli wen he teachin e other chapt on e circles tingy den i manage 2 pay more attention as its "nicer"? :D

aiyo n i relli don understand. my ex-pri sch classmate holdin bbq at her block there mah, den its like shes expecting me to call ppl 2 go!? its she organize one den wen become me help her organize one.. wat onli yar. summore on dis sat.. after band. i'll probably be slpin at e bbq =/ if i got go, haben even confirm yet =x bleh!
*things to do. councillor teacher's dae stuff.ipw proj.cme proj.music proj.literature proj.* gosh =.=

haii

ytd nvr post =x lol! once reach home i jus slp liao. no energy at all, in band i was cryin cos 2 slpy/tired =x den even ask tissue frm vanessa 2 clean my tears =/ lol!! den syu was like laffin den i think some of em c me cry tot wat happen =x.. haha in band yawnin all e wae wen mr neo teachin others mah, even wen he come clarinet obviously wen he ask wat happen 2 us n y we plae like sh!t i wanted 2 tell him we tired wat. lol, run here n there no eat recess or lunch u sae leh. bleah =/ den wen mr neo ask ME whether got bring home clarinet prac anot last wk i feel like tellin him dis "was i even there last practise excuse me?!" liew, s2pid lor. mayb dat dae i got attitude prob wif ME or HIM. dats it =x don wanna sae anyting more..

so e teacher's dae voting tingy had officially began.. well ytd it began. dats y i ytd tired like siao lar!? somemore morning mus go freakine arly 2 pass huiyi voting forms n stuff.. very cham yar?! =\ n 2dae ain't any better, morning about 2 go 1st lesson d&t after e flagraising oso cannot!? a teacher called us n ask us 2 help her run an errand. =/ so huiyi told me 2 help e teacher while she look 4 ms chitra! so i ran 2 music room.. got ava room keys frm mr low.. wen 2 ava thearte pass 2 e pe teacher n den went 4 d&t!! somemore got TEST sia!? lol!~ but lucky is open book test x= muhaha. den in d&t practical classes i quite dL zhuen again. donnon wth sia he sometimes, he say help me drill e donno wat hole den drill until omg lor, cannot make it one lor, somemore e metal rod mus cut until like siao one leh(aldou is kx help me cut de) n den zhuen go n make spoil dat rod!? wtf lor. at dat time i wanted 2 jus take e rod n throw awae in front of him n don care bout e d&t work liao lor. but in e end he got help me make a new one =.=~ dou i still quite bu shuang.. haii =s literature got project liao. =.= script writing den act it out. liew how many project e sch wan giv us? got ipw, cme, literature project liao yar. n i believe still got more liao lar. lol

den ipw quite ok as usual =x very funny laff till peng, but after stayin inside e it resource room for 2 long den e air-con super cold somemore go back class liao feel so warm n wan die =/ e feeling of fever =x damn sux sia! haha =/ haii.. die die.. =x now bth wan slp liao, but many hwk liew. haii ='(((((

SO JIAN!

2dae so s2pid sia. morning got latecoming duty! yawns. den went for sci lesson! is miss fu teach liao! not mrs chua anymore. aldou we kinda prefered mrs chua now.. ms fu come back make us feel better oso =x lol!~ learn a new chapt lar.. sounds! diaon =x den mus i design council tee.. hz say i must. but i relli no ideas 4 it. = my designs so lousy ask me design~ sekali like sai yar. lol!~ so after sch! i've no idea wat 2 do 1st. we went 4 ipw lessons 1st, mus stay back a while lor - donno y but i find dis yr's ipw sickeningly boring n i'm so like uninterested in it. bleah!!! after ipw i manage 2 grab a bite afterall! =x den realized i left my black file in class.. so huiyi n i ran.. 3rd storey sia.. den take liao ran dwn staffroom find ms lim sc to file tings. we were like SO HOT!! haha. even wen ms lim saw us she was like shocked. cos we were perspiring a lot. esp huiyi lar~ she get tense up freakin easily too =x somemore there was math test oso at 2.30pm. ms lim even told us if we had no time 2 file den nvm.. so g00d huh! 1st time. haha! so we faster file finish liao approach mr goh somemore 2 ask question bout math graph. den president councillor oso there help us fan as.. like i said, we were super HOT/WARM!? haha

finally it was time 4 test yar!!! went in quite excited/nervous. lol! den i donno how i do lar. but not relli dat confident. still got a feeling dat i'll fail =( haii.. after test we went 2 celebrate by eating ice cream =x e auntie sell outside sch one. lol lame lar =x but good tings don always come 2 an end. huiyi looked at me wif dat eyes of hers n i noe wats gonna happen =.=~ she wans 2 paste e poster around e sch!!! liew..! u've no idea how many poster they r lor. somemore mus walk e whole sch n paste n paste!? somemore by dat time was bout goin to 4pm. by donno wat time we finally paste finish(almost) n huiyi finally annouced dat we can go home. ok not "we" initially there were oni ME N HER PASTING. like wth lor?! 4 hands onli.. haha! in e end justina they all come help us out. n i guess we did things faster =) donno y but i still feelin damn warm n fustrated now =x haha!

after pasting n all e rubbish tingy~ went cwp wif sarah. dis time she eat kfc i look at her. wat onli sia. den after eating kfc.. go walk walk cwp =/ go ice lemon tea, x-craft, minitoon.. den at minitoon we wanted 2 buy bracelets. share one~ blue n white. so we bought it n wamted 2 cut e strings to seperate e bracelets mah. den we both no scissors~ n i was like very fan =x so i go n kinda break e bracelet while tryin 2 pull e string =x!? haha!! wan peng sia.. den i xia dao. =x so decided 2 be very jian! we go back minitoons den act innocent n sae we din realize one of e bracelet was broken! so she exchange a not broken one. muhaha! i feel so jian sia.. waliew~ lol!!alrite. so we had another prob after solvin e bracelet probs. we needed 2 cut open e string 2 exchange e colors mah.. so guess wat now!! sarah suggested we go inside some stationary shop den anyhow grab a scissors n use it lor =x at 1st feel so ps 2 do dat ya!?? lol! in e end we did it!! so cheapskate de!! 2dae so enuff! absolutely OVER. =x

wtf =x

zZz!!! here i m runnin a allergy. i was like sneezin all e wae donno y. but not flu lor. =/ den jus now donno restart my comp how many blardy times as e whole comp keeps laggin wen i open internet explorer. i was like wtf~!? damn pissed ardy lor. jus now ate dinner at kfc wif mich. wen nuts seein some bball guys =x as usual. e white color number 11. bleah =p

den tml i donno wth i goin 2 do. got 2 stay back 4 ipw immediately after sch as instructed by teacher. den after ipw got math test well?! n den still needa c miss lim 2 file e black file tingy. wth!! i donno go where 1st lar, but e math test is a must definitely. still got council meeting later on. well.. i guess i don wan eat lunch, don think will hav any appetite anywae. argh, gonna revise 4 my math now. *sneeze*

lol.. zzz

alrite. 2dae quite a lot of things 2 rite bout. 1stly! went 2 sch freakin early in e morning! cos 7.20am mus reach n zhuen wanted me 2 meet him earlier cos he cant manage 2 carry e f.horn n basson together. can u imagine how heavy it is?! okie.. so 2dae i had 2 do some ushering 4 e n5 cluster tingy.. a lot of mt teachers frm other schs came 2 attend some sort of a discussion or presentation =/ quite nice lar. it was held in e ava thearte, so me huiyi shirin n hakim were e onli usherers.. n i was e onli one hu din go 2 band! =x bleah! me huiyi n shirin were like wearin e blazers which were.. HOT.wah seriously lar. i almost faint sia cos we were like sitting outside e ava thearte there, being e "receptionist" den poor hakim got 2 go dwn alone 2 do usherin.. hes e onli boy =x lol! finally all e teachers came!! n we finally get our break. sort of.. we went inside e staff room n sat there 4 a while! =x honour sia! cos got one teacher very good den let us inside chit chat.. n poor hakim was still stranded there outside e genereal office! lol.
so it was bout 10am n we r allowed 2 hav our break till 11.45am. but we oso hungry mah.. den teacher let us go sewin room there eat e food sia! so shuang huh.. its actually some sort "leftover" but still hot lar.. n we desperate 4 food liao so jus eat lar!.. after eating we donno wat 2 do.. kind of.. we wintened 2 look 4 miss chitra, but find her like crazy oso cannt find.. in e end huiyi even had 2 call her hp =/ it was a LONG break sia, at 1st we went inside e ava 2 c wat e teacher's tokin bout. in e end we realize we wouldnt be interested in it.. so we decided on goin 2 e council room 2 enjoy ourselves! yea. 2gether wif hakim huiyi n shirin! we sat inside e council room 4 like one hour wasting our time. i listened 2 radio.. shirin made some fone calls.. huiyi drew pics of her fav.teacher.. n hakim was playin games on my hp. Woah =x relli peaceful time there lor. =)
ok! n wen e break was over.. we ran up e ava thearte as we tot dat we were late. instead we were TOO early. e powerpoint presentation was like still goin on n on.. but we went inside n sat there n watch it.. even hakim oso, aldou hes malay n cant understand e chn language.
N den e moment we waited arrived! e powerpoint presentation was over n e teachers were all given a sovenier! wah e sovenier verie big one lor lol!..
so wen everyting finally ended, we went back 2 e council room 2 return e blazers 2 its original cupboard! so HOT lor. overall! e whole event was great lar! aldou feel tired like siao but quite interesting lar. haha, okie.. so dats not on li all. theres a part 2 storie 2 it. wait till i rite it here. ARGH. =x
[[part 2]] terrible sia!! if i wasn't a good fren i will not hav stayed 2 help huiyi!! i sppear 2 be her assistant or wat lor. but no pay lar! lol. we waited 4 miss chitra 2 finish her lessons n handed her e poster 2 photocopy. n ms chitra said e poster was not dark enuff so we cannot photocopy it dats y she wan us 2 go draw over e poster. huiyi n i were like.. HUH. cos its seriously requires lots of effort somemore our energy were like half-draijned due 2 e usherin n stuff. = so me n huyi sat by e piano. n we started tracing over their poster. relli difficult lor. me n huiyi were like laffin 2 ourselves somemore wen we traced over it. we're laffin cos we tot we were s2pid n oso tryin 2 convince ourselves dat we can do it. haii! =x
after doin bout everyting we finally got 2 get back home or wateva. but i went 2 sher's house lar. 2 plae!? =x haha.. so theres still many details bout wat i did in sher's house. but no more energy 2 rite out liaoo.. so 2 bad =x cya

lol

at sher house now.. her keyboard so small!!! how 2 type fast huh liddat. lol!! played mahjong most of e time! yawns =x 2nite den post more..

ARGH. fustrated!!!

`+((its owaes e same. wen will it chg?))+ hey i'm askin e question back at myself again i guess.. wateva it is i tell myself. it'll always end wif a question mark.. =/ sounds weird. syu wanna quit band. quitting band. i'm too hopeless n useless to make an improvement.
dats wat she think it is.. certainly not. if u're jus sick n tired of e conductor's scoldin n stuff den dats relli 2 weak of u. a person hu jus sae he/she is quittin jus like dat u think its worth it? if it was me i'll prove e conductors wrong alrite. 3rd clarinets here n there? so wat? wth man. 3rd clarinets not contributing n all e shiddy stuff e conductor told us. well so? as long as u noe u try ur best can ardy lar. so scared 4 wat? wan scold let em scold lar. i noe mr earl can scold until make ppl seems pathetic but one daes if he does dat to me i'll practise n prove him back ok? if it still doesn;t works out i'll stare at e conductor everytime he conduct n diaon him lar? i mean it. even if someone cant plaes don need 2 sae them until like "hopeless" n "useless" dis sorta tings rite? he said dat to one of our seniors. hear ardy oso feel damn angry lar. cos personally i take comments like that very seriously. i relli put it to heart. no offence sia, so if i c someone like scoldin ppl until so lousy i will feel very f up oso. cos dat person hu is scoldin others haben even spare a tot 4 others' feeling. so syu.. wateva e conductor saes, spit at them if u don feel ike listenin 2 their comments? n i mean it gurl, idiots hu don spare a tots 4 others r e most sucky n idiotic moronic f**kin arse in e whole world. cos they simply sux. =) jus practise hard! n sure can make it. don quit over dis. theres relli no reason for dat. u're oni feelin lousy cos of e words of e conductor. jus pretend u r hearin some dogs barkin n everyting is ALRITE. okie? =)

sleep sleep sleep.. zzz

hi! finally posting a proper post 2dae. 2dae was kinda boring. very normal lor. =X go school study play talk.. den after school went kfc wif sarah lol.. we talked like we wat onli huh!? we stayed there n tok n tok about lots of stuff! yea. a LOT. as dou in sch we sit beside each other liao tok not enuff huh lol.. =x ok ok. den went home n slp like pig haha =x slept for about 2 or 3 hours so shuang huh! den 2dae zhuen's gb acc tio hack oso. s2pid lor.. i was e one hu discovered his acc tio hack =x i said hi to his acc "insanelad" wen i was in gb yet e person in his acc which is e hacker go n say "sht i hackin his acc" cos he replied hi to me!? s2pid rite! so sad yar.. zhuen's robot x 200k gone =/ if is me acc tio hack i will curse dat hacker until he die sia.. i make sure he will not get awae scot-free sia! wth! lol.. still need 2 make another poster for e teacher's dae stuff.. haii.. tired leh!? zzz~ 2dae art luckily i pia =x i hate bringin home sketchbook lor.. den dat mr goh keep sayin if nvr do finish by 2dae mus stay back, wat rubbish onli.. so sad sia sarah =x she sae 2dae wan online finally.. =x but in e end she cannot.. donno wats wrong wif her internet.. aiyo, den sae ish me curse her cannot online de dats y she canot online~ haha! cos i keep sayin she sure cannot online de! =x hoho.. not my fault huh!? =x

yar n rr tag my board askin true frens exist anot? actually i can't relli giv anyone e exact answer. it all lies in urself whether u wan 2 believe dat theres a true fren dat exist in u anot.. mayb its jus dat ppl cant accpt e fact 2 trust in another fren already jus faded cos of reasons? lol. =D go draw poster n do history liao. bubbuai.

... =sss

todae not relli in e mood 2 update. tired n almost dead =s n so.. wun post anyting liao. BYEBYE!

argh!

now quite late liao huh.. i need coffee soon! even after slpin in e afternoon 2dae.. lol~ tomorrow sch reopenin liao.. very sian somemore start wif wednesdae. yawns! doin my comprehension like mad sia.. its so difficult.. all about SALT. haha.. as dou i noe a lot bout salt liddat.. s2pid huh!? now so sian diao liao lor.. actually still got math hwk.. but haii.. haben touch it yet.. lol!~ shuai ge =x haha.. n 2 sae e truth, i hate copycats!!! =x arghh.. zzz

back frm malaysia sia! HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!! came back in time 2 watch e ndp! =) dis yr ndp oso very nice yar.. every yr oso very spectacular de! esp. e fireworks ^-^v ok so actually i went 2 malaysia.. a place call kukup! =S nvr heard b4 rite.. i oso 1st time heard b4 -_-` so i went there by bus, took few hours onli` slp in e bus till very shuang huh.. n i kukup we r actually stayin in a resort. n its not a very posh resort =x one room 4 double-decker beds lor. but got air-con =/ lol! aiya jus pretend dat i'm stayin in a attap house onli dat its like thrice betta den e original lol =x yay! e sky in malaysia is kinda nicer den singapore one! cos its CLEAR. haha. relli clear.. =) absolutely no clouds c liao very nice =/ n den i can directly c e sun u noe! aldou spoil my eyes =/ but relli damn nice ^^" woah ytd i din online a lot of ppl suprised sia! cos i suppose 2 be "online queen" mah.. everydae sure online one! bleah~

well, at kukup i had crabs in my meal 4 almost breakfast lunch dinner n supper. SHIOK huh!? -_-` feelin a little slpy rite now.. cos dat nite wen i had supper.. relli HEAVY supper.. i went 2 lie dwn on my bed at e resort there lar.. den listen radio! yay! i'm suprise dat perfect 10 reception still so good in malaysia. can listen sia! XD n den bout 10pm ++ i got up frm bed den go out 2 e "hall" play mahjong wif my relative till bout 12am++ i plae till so toot liddat sia! haha!~ i oni plae b4 computer one e mahjong =x real one not relli plae b4.. so finally wen i felt slpy n wanted 2 slp.. guess wat? i COULDN'T!? wth lor. e other "tenants" were singin karaoke like theres no tomorrow. serious lor!? i so had enuff! den somemore my bed facin e wall.. its like.. over e wall is e karaoke "singers" singin their HEART out i suppose!? den i totally cant slp! =/until bout 3am or so wen i tink they stop singin? haha. crappy lor.

den dat dae wen i 1st arrived at kukup.. i saw dis guy. he was wearin long sleeve red shirt n a chocker/black necklace lar.. SO handsome + cute sia! omg.. relli c liao can faint =x he ish wat i call shuai to me lar! =p *hu ran hen xiang ni* by evonne. muhaha! SO shuai lor.. cos to me a guy hu wear those sort of necklace r typical shuai ge =X den i like keep lookin at him like some hua chi(idiot) liddat. but i guess he din notice lar. OR did he?! x= keke! i feel dat he ook like toro somehow =x somemore he is those tanned de.. =x aiyo i gettin biantai sia! but anyway shuai is shuai!! ^^" too shuai le!!! omg!~ serious lar.. i don usually go bonkers for shuai ges (exception 4 camp instructor 4 e sec 2 camp) but dats relli oni e time wen i said someone is shuai! =p other den dat.. nah! =x dat time swo concert e nat n sarah go siao 4 e oboist =x but i don like! not shuai =x ahaha! but den hor.. e guy i saw hu was in e same tour grp wif me all along.. waliewwwww!!! =x but i guess now cannt c him liao.. he probably stay somewhere very far frm yishun =(( lol! haii =X

ok so 2dae wen i finally got e chance 2 come back home~ (dis is home~ truely~) haha! singapore! yay! on e bus i almost faint sia.. donno y. headache until i wan cry =/ luckily i got radio 2 listen budden sometimes e radio plae those rap de songs make my headache even wOrse den i die die.. lol!~ den i ewnt 2 e custom.. LIEW. so angry sia tink of it =x e ppl all push push wat sai!? tink wat? fun huh? even if older den me i noe i mus show respect. but behaviour like sai liao i oso heck care =x damn idiot de lor, i scolded dat word lor =x damn angry sia! =x nvm! don tink bout e bad tings.. tink bout dat shuai ge~ XD heehee.. =p

byebye

haha! i'l goin 2 malaysia early in e morning now! muack! =x miss all ppl here =D be back on mondae.

haha FOTOS!

in e parade square. redness!
yay! decided 2 post fotos up here as i got them 2dae =)

hoho! me n sarah wearin caps n wristbands! =D taken after e performance! n after we WON! whee!

n e best foto 4 e last.. lol! our class 2/5!

awae for 2daes? =x

its saturdae! finally 2dae no band can slp late late at home! feel so shuang. lol!~ watched my fav tv show *peach girl* ok dats about all for my boring saturdae! aldou i knew dat sarah n mich went 4 sectionals n yet i din go! feel so shuang =x i biantai liao! =x

haha! kaywen suddenly instant msg me in msn tell me dis..
Dude whatever says:
do u know yor group performace tt day was really nice as they ar at the same time very good co-operation
n den he went offline! bleah! but thanks anyway! feel relli happie =)

haha! bleah. lalala~ okie.. so i wun be posting 4 bout 2daes startin frm tomorrow! goin 2 malaysia.. heehee =x aldou hwk all empty.. oso donno how.. mus either pia/or do it now. oh yar.. check out some interesting urls like dis one =) www.xiaostar.com/proper_use_of_english.swf
haha~ its kinda censored =x but not relli much of a big deal. jus watch it 4 e fun of it? =D yea. n so i'll be gone! don miss me! =p *bhb sia*

happi? =x

whOo! 2dae celebrated national day in sch! 39th yr sia! it was kinda enjoyable. yea =) everyone was in red! even huiyi's favourite teacher k.o! =p haha =x hmm.. reached sch a little early den usual! bus came early so i went early~ haha! den ytd nite i kinda cannot slp.. donno y.. not cos i excited lar, wats so exciting bout national dae? =X den wen i finally got 2 slp i had dis WEIRD dream sia! let me explain it duh! =p

so e [[dream]] goes..
its a scene where my class 2/5 was kinda in a dilema
we had a battle against monsters! =/ yea!
n i broke my leg unfortunately.. ((in e dream rmb?))
so our class was to sen out a representive each time a monster appear inside another small room.
we've got 2 fight out wif each monster ourself!
ok ok.. so about a few of our class ppl were ardy allocated their room 2 fight each monster!
den left me n a few gals haben yar..
somemore my leg was broken ((in e dream))

so i was kinda reluctant 2 FIGHT!

n in e end i asked sarah 2 help fight e monsters instead.
n den i woke up frm my dream 2 go 2 sch -_-`
*don laff yar. dis dream relli existed in me*

donno wat s2pid dream dis is anywae! lol
sarah ended up laffin like nuts wen i told her bout it!
but seriously i believe dat each dream contains a hidden meanin to it yar! =p

alrite! continue writin bout e national dae celebrations! so as u may noe, our class is involve in e performance yea?! =p all of us were kinda nervous. alamak, natural reaction mah ppl! =p yea! so e dance went on well! i suppose. i was starin at e audience.. donno leh~ i tink i'll soon get used 2 it cos of e flag raising.. den can get rid of my stage fright soon huh. n so after we danced! we got dwn frm stage n watched other classes n e npcc performed. 3/6 was fantastic.. theirs was e one which impressed me lar.. e most.. haha! =p aldou one will owaes tink dat his/her own class is e best mah, npcc's performance was great lor! i mean.. relli! aldou i noe they copy a few of e bb move.. but nevertheless! its nice! :D i found hakim n yeong yuan shuai 4 e 1st time!!! hahaha.. wearin sunglasses den so cool mah.. dotz =p after e npcc perf they started 2 annouce e results! we got so excited wen e consolation prize was not ours.. but den wen e 3rd prize wasn't us either.. we tot 2nd prize wouldnt be 2 bad 4 us. but wen 2nd prize wasnt us either.. we [[SCREAMED]] sia! we were like so totally HAPPY! eben e boys were happi. lol! or so i tot! they should be lar aniwae! yay! n so we got dis big prize 4 our class! 2/5~ so happi! 4 e 1st time in dis whole month i felt glad. jus relli glad. =) heehee..

okok.. dats all yar? gonna watch durian king on channel i soon showin at 9pm! cya! :D

extremely sad + depressed + unhappy + wateva freakin mood there is rite now.

lol.. another post 4 2day. i felt like i got 2 post sth. wats happen wen ur fren betray ur trust? n is relli very sad case. =( i don wanna noe a ting. jus very sad. on e verge of tears. emotional freak huh me? nvm. tings jus meant 2 be dis wae den i no comments. i'm terribly out of words 2 express mahself dis few daes. she asked me a question which left me kinda dumbfounded. "m i ur true fren" or sth liddat. sure everyone is. but wat left me speechless was wen she asked me 2 tell her y i avoidin her n another of my fren.. lol. prety obvious isn't it? i can't stand bein e "extra" or odd one wen theres 2 ppl. it relli leads 2 nothin. yea? n 4 e word "counselling" i'm like.. wth? if ppl were to be counselled dat easily n understand everyting n try 2 get a hold of their life. tink again. =) e world would be e best planet in e universe if dis ever happened. haha. anyting. wateva. hu cares? =D dats wat i'll rite. or mayb e word "nvm" it gives a great significant meaning 2 a sentence wen u asy dat. never mind. its jus 2 words, but everytime i sae dat. i tend 2 realize i'm actually jus tryin 2 avoid wateva i'm havin in mind. its not dat i don wanna open up 2 u all. but its not time yet. in actual fact i don seems 2 be able 2 accpt u guys. sorri. - someday, maybe.

yay!!!!

alrite man! tomorrow national day celebrations! Oleh! goin 2 somewhere in malaysia.. hoho! but very tired sia. =.= haii tomorrow early giv us go home but still got councillors meeting huh~ =( 4 teacher's dae celebrations one. jus now slp 4 donno how long again! wen will i ever hav enuff slp lor. haii.

frens r drifting apart.
they're like small island stranded on e vast ocean.
carryin treasures.
but unknown to others.
- hohoho! i'm so crappie!! diaon..

haha. my frens havin sectionals in sch earlier on. but i chose 2 go home. anywae at home got clarinet. can practise my OWN. =D donno leh~ jus don feel like stayin back in sch dis few daes. u can sae i'm beginnin 2 hate school. bleah! >.< i'm gone.

sian diao lar. =_=`

ytd nvr blog. lol~ went home.. slpt frm 8.30pm till 2dae morning go sch. shuang huh? =p which means i din touch my books at all. hmm.. 2dae quite a simple dae. HaH! my math test got back. graph one.. got 15/20!!! sho sho sho happy!! cos its damn rare 4 me 2 pass my math. even if i got pass it used 2 a border line pass sia! dis time 15/20.. WHEE! keke. n dis time my flag raising was better sia i guess! laa.. den came music which was alrite. but got to dace e s2pid tingy again, damn sian sia. -.-`

dats jus e earlier part of my dae sia. haii

e later part of my dae jus sux. i had dis great mood swing? haha. but i'll soon get over it lar i guess. wif ppl irritatin me n disturbin me. whu can bear sia? in e end switch off hp n shut all my sms awae. not replyin liao. =) i went home extremely early as i was meetin my mum 2 go out n eat. n den i got home. slpt till now. zzz. wanna sae sorri 2 zhuen n sarah.. cos kinda attitude 2 em sia.. lol =p haii~ but i hope everyting's okie now.. sOrrii.

on e edge of a leaf. `lies a raindrop.

eek! its e monday blues again! lol! currently writin a compo. well, crappy one sia.. feel like posting my compo here but its definitely too much 4 me 2 type =p keke.. using a lot of e chim words rfm my vocabulary excercise book huh! haii.. tomorrow still got history test. n got band. n got e national day performance rehearsal. yea. n its full-dress. dot dot.. boring! so i guess most of e 2/5ers will not be in band tomorrow. haha! band man-power weaken liao. 2/5 got 10+ members in it sia! hee. AHHH OMG OMG OMG! WTH!!? omg!!! i am so damn pissed by ALL my compositions!!! chinese one teng teng told me wrong format so i hafta do it again. yawns. NOW!? i jus smelt somethin weird. n i lift up my liquid ppr.. wat the!? lol! e whole liquid ppr kinda spilt of burst or wateva it is on my ppr!? e ppr which i wrote my compo halfwae!! n nOw i got 2 start e compo frm stretch again. -_-` ArH. donno y i still bloggin here sia! got 2 pia my S2PID compo!! n den learn history chapt 10. argH. ciao! =_=

quiz~

Message: huh yar?
happy or sad: inside sad outside happie? =/
sleepy or awake: awake. haa.
hungry or full: hungry..
dirty or clean: clean! bathe ardy! muhaha.
single or taken: currently isolated.
alone or with someone beside u: alone
sick or healthy: healthy!

[WHAT]
you last ate: rice lor. normal dinner. bleah
you last drank: aloe vera apple? haha
you wearing now: t-shirt and shorts.
are you thinking of: a lot of things. haii =x and oso bout my math hwk =.=~
are you wishing for: too much things.
do you overuse: handphone, computer.
do you take for granted: maybe theres too many. =(

[WHO]
do you miss the most: my friends, clarinet =p
do you love: family, school :x
do you feel most happy with: myself? haha. some of my friends lar.
makes you laugh like a maniac: most of my friends like sarah, mich, wp, zhen hao. haha! =p
makes u sleep: teachers.
makes you cry: don noe. don wanna noe.
makes you angry: ppl hu damn act lor. act till i bth. =)
enlightens you: hmm.. no idea. me myself n i

[WHEN]
is your birthday: 191290
is your wedding anniversary: single sia. lol
is the happiest day of your life: =/ haha.
is the saddest day of your life: wen i lost my god-father.
did you last swear: hours ago.
did you last have a fight: recently. =)
did you last cry: few minutes ago.

[HOW]
do you break off with someone: chop dwn n break. =X lame lar i noe. jus break lor. =x
do you overcome depression: cry. blast myself wif music. stare at comp
do you live your life: donno how 2 describe =)
do you make friends: greet em lor. =)
do you pass your time: eat, comp, hwk, slpp n slpp
do you pass your exams: study!?
do you find yourself: crazy. alone. split person? =x

[WHY]
do you normally get angry: ppl action lor. or gl. c liao not happy? haha.
are you that who you are: cos thats me. nothin can chg lor. =)
are you doing this survey: cos i wanna ifnd an excuse not 2 do my math hwk =D sigh.

sundae. belligerent

noe wat dat word [[belligerent]] means? it means unfriendly. yea? should i be one of those kind? haha. i realli donno, mayb i ardy m unfriendly. ain't feelin dat good for 2dae. so mite not type dat polite 2dae. whee =) unable 2 articulate n think properli. haha. probably sth wrong wif me. haii.. i hav no idea myself, it seems i'm gettin back 2 e same old me. but i jus can't seem 2 reach 2 dat height yet. sth in me jus can't go back 2 e same. it makes me remain hu i m. sorri =\ haii. its like a raindrop on e edge of a leaf. on e verge of cryin. yay. tears.. =( but nvm. as stated, raindrop is oni on e edge of e leave. it wun drop. it wun drop if i control it. hold it back. =) i'm distinctly seperating myself up. if there is th dat could save me? it'll oni save e other side of me. theres owaes one part of me dat is so deep dat it seemed 2 have vanished. jus asked hakim whether theres test dis week. well theres math test tomorrow all on graph. gosh =/ nowadaes everyting i sae resembles 2 opposite me. hmm. =) mayb some stuffs i rite here mite be wat i wan 2 sae. but i don relli care anywae. done my chinese letter writing. still got math hwk. well how do i do it? haii. jus realized dat for teacher's dae band gonna perform. well i'm not in it =) guess wat e dm told me. i'm suprised she'll tell me dat actually. dead-beat suprised. "oh... cos actualli a few frens mahx den we deciding to play... budden a few not nice.. so we sit together and choose ppl lor... choose those closer to us... de lor.." n she told me dat. wen obviously i not in e performance. well.. how nice dat sounds. sigh. nvm.. i don relli got offended by it. cos practically she wanted 2 imply dat i'm not relli closer 2 her n "i m e few not nice" or wateva. =) i tink all mah close frens r in e performance. =) don relli haf any hard feelings on it.. as long as they're not relli sayin bout me. i no comments. nothin much 2 do anymore. guess i'll stop typin n shut my brain 2 studie. bye

lol~

nothin much 2 sae.. jus wanna post e photo of me n my ex-pri sch fren! shelby! cute hor she.. last time owaes tease her got those -small small eyes- bleah!