extremely sad + depressed + unhappy + wateva freakin mood there is rite now.

lol.. another post 4 2day. i felt like i got 2 post sth. wats happen wen ur fren betray ur trust? n is relli very sad case. =( i don wanna noe a ting. jus very sad. on e verge of tears. emotional freak huh me? nvm. tings jus meant 2 be dis wae den i no comments. i'm terribly out of words 2 express mahself dis few daes. she asked me a question which left me kinda dumbfounded. "m i ur true fren" or sth liddat. sure everyone is. but wat left me speechless was wen she asked me 2 tell her y i avoidin her n another of my fren.. lol. prety obvious isn't it? i can't stand bein e "extra" or odd one wen theres 2 ppl. it relli leads 2 nothin. yea? n 4 e word "counselling" i'm like.. wth? if ppl were to be counselled dat easily n understand everyting n try 2 get a hold of their life. tink again. =) e world would be e best planet in e universe if dis ever happened. haha. anyting. wateva. hu cares? =D dats wat i'll rite. or mayb e word "nvm" it gives a great significant meaning 2 a sentence wen u asy dat. never mind. its jus 2 words, but everytime i sae dat. i tend 2 realize i'm actually jus tryin 2 avoid wateva i'm havin in mind. its not dat i don wanna open up 2 u all. but its not time yet. in actual fact i don seems 2 be able 2 accpt u guys. sorri. - someday, maybe.