haiz. perfect world? lol.

"Perfect World" - Simple Plan

I never could've seen this far
I never could've seen this coming
It seems like my world's falling apart, yeah
Why is everything so hard?
I don't think I can deal with the things you said
It just won't go away

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cause I can't let go
I just can't find my way, yeah
Without you I just can't find my way

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I don't know what I should do now
I don't know where I should go
I'm still here waiting for you
I'm lost when you're not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can't let you go
yeah, yeah

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
You feel nothing, nothing at all
Nothing at all

haiz.

last day as a twofiver ; 2/5er. haiz.. n i din even get to be wif my class. sad case lor` councillor.. councillor.. think its cool? hahz` imagine leadin classes dat r freakin norti and den tryin 2 bear wif all e walkin a paniking here n there. n after all dat e councillors did not even get a a thank you frm any of e principal or vp. freak lor. fine so dis ish how we're like treated as? cool eh? zzz. darn` last day of sch! i badly wanted 2 join in the human chain wif e rest of my classmates like NORMAL students for today de lor. but?! wats dis. haiz` nvm shouldn't complain. wats over ish over as i've said to hakim too. hes pretty worked up too yar. haiz` sad leh 2day. anyway borrowed many chi books frm library lor. like so 1st time x= thanks 2 ciau er! ^^v ahar! den today after "tourguiding" the classes finally can go meet up wif e rest of piglerts. me n huiyi were like so confused wif wat nat n justina wan =.= meet here n there! so wasting everyone's time only. keke =p yeaa.. den me n huiyi went to food court eat wif e rest lar.. but they eat liao lor! sho gd?! n we were like starving frm since 6am till 12pm++ wat r we? free service workers?! haha.. den me n hakim were like in e new sch tokin bout wat if theres no councillors. a lot of possiblities if dat happens doesn't it? hahz. realli regretted not goin wif my class. our last day. as 2/5 leh!! i mean. its relli sad. 2 yrs passed. n here we r carrying on to e nxt yr. haiz` ok anyway =x we den later met ms fu liao` den ms fu gotta go 1st so she frm cwp go out liao lar.. n den we went mac wif ms ng ms chen mdm ko and mr goh.. gav them presents.. and all` showed our appreciations alright. and yea they were happi of cos. den its.. another of e days i wan 2 treasure which ish 2day. =] den after dat we went somewhere.. donno wats dat place called lor!? den sat dwn wif e teachers! hehz. very nice.. tokin 2 em.. they r relli e best teachers i've ever met seriously other den my pri sch form teacher last time.. keke. so.. its a great day spent. =)

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2/5. - the class which brought laffter. cries. screams. madness. everything.
-+- remember 1/5. won the sports day champ.
-+- netball interclass got 1st
-+- national day. took part but din win 1st. it was alright. =>
-+- excursion to vila francis home. we were a grp of kind souls. =X =)
-+- fiesta riverside. the grandest of all isn't it.
-+- flag day. we were like morons dou. but worth it.
-+- all the interesting lessons in the IT room. and we learnt` yea we did.
-+- 2/5.04. won national day perf. 1st. woots.
-+- meteorological station excursion.
-+- against tsung. (period of time)
-+- netball interclass. 2nd.
-+- sports day. 2nd
-+- all e tsung's lesson and e laffter we had. [once again]
-+- the efforts we tried to put in our maths during dat harsh time. [rmb??]
-+-chinese new year decorations.
-+- all the it studies. and msning. =p
-+- moving to the new site. yea.. :'(
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pretty sad rite now.
last day.
2/5er.
skeletons. dogs. big lips. pantys. motogas. gays. crappers. freakers. everyone. 2/5ers.
its.. not the end.
we'll meet. in sch.
=] yea..
2/5.2004.forever.

hey hey hey~~~

ni hao. =s gonna post bout yesterday!!! hehez.. ytd great day. but hectic sial.. -_- cos erhh.. we wanted 2 watch e choir popsicles. den we wanted 2 watch netball inter-class too. n we needed to go band` sian diao lor. lol`!! so anyway; managed to go for everythin`!! =pp cos we ppl power =x lala... kekeke! but hor` regretted greatly for not goin band lor. cos mr er n mr neo all nvr come. instead theres dis relli cute conductor whu came?! i mean.. hes like SO CUTE! =.=~ me n nat totally mesmerize by him on e 1st look =x n den we he start conducting even more cute >.<>red man! haha. den me arh.. =x jus look n look n play lor =x den almost nvr look at scores jus look at him =X haha! hes such an opposite of mr neo!! if mr neo was half of him gd liao lar =x but e cute conductor anyhow listen 2 us oso =.= he said we play until very gd. i was thinkin` wat would mr neo hav said instead lor. i mean he would hav fainted liao =x haha! ok no` mayb he would be so furious dat his hair stand n got smoke come out oso.. =p blehh` den after band went home wif michelle. yishuners man! =x poor ah nat` she was inside e bus herself.. but nvm man ytd we were so happi`!!!!!!!! =x cannot tell why! keke =x *the perfect moment- hohoho.. alright so me n mich sorta went northpoint to collect her jeans frm gio den at e escalator!! shiok man! cos.. i was like disturbin or donno sayin wat 2 her.. yea!? n den i kinda said/shouted the word WAT. lol`! n den theres a man in front of me who just suddenly turned and look at me. i was like.. STUN for dat minute or so!? =x n mich still had e cheek 2 laff sia! its like` his name ish wat or sth? or i mite hav spoken 2 loud? hahz! craze sia.. =x den after dat went home for dat day`~ n onlineeeeeeeeee =x
*the perfect moment-
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kk` den for 2day =x actually was feelin very very restless e whole day. had 2 chat sessions` one wif 1/4 and e other wif 3/2.. 1/4 was like sho quiet until i sian diao.. n by the time it was time 2 go for 3/2 chat session.. i was kinda exhausted =X haha. shooo.. okay nvm =x anyway 2day e sch lib oso gav away free books huh` so shuang =x we all so super kiasu. esp nat 2day. shes totally nuts! can look at e number of books she took lor. siao liao =x den teng oso! eh me too lar =p but not dat many lor` haha.. den after sch went vera house to do e piglerts` project. haha` its undisclosed. (",) keke. n thanks lao da for buyin us lollipops! eh he sounds more like our "piglertsitter" yea? sth like babysitter its e chged version of e word created by ME =x hoho.. den at vera house siao one lor. SIAO ONE LOR =x bthhhhhh haha` kk nvm i go read books liao! wheeee =p buai

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yo. now at mah cousin's house. earlier went for dinner at some hotel restaurant? buffet lai de. very full lar. lol` den b4 dat went chc! hahz, hmm. was very very torturing wif my stomachache suddenly =x like on n off liddat` i suspect ish food poisoning duhh` haha.. den haix. unfateful moment =p vera n zy noe y huh` i keep tellin em.. LOL. siao liaoo =x now very tired lor... soo.. gonna slp soon. i guess! byee
First and Last Meeting.

yay~

hmm.. exams over le. haiz my results seriously sarks lar. on need ask me for it k? not to make me stress. thanks all. 2day in band arh. i've been tolerating neo. if i haben controlled my thots i would hav threw e clarinet on e floor and leave, i was thinkin bout doin dat all along since mr neo said me n said n said me. well. instead i still controlled my tears summore.. was sufferin frm mental breakdwn at dat point of time. definitely not cos of his scoldings.. but mah own stuffs. hais` nvm. life gotta go on.. yeaa, =]
amander huang u can do it!!!

sunday.. tireddz

yoo! jus returned frm chc. hehz =] today tok bout money! $$$ hoho.. yea, but nvm i donno how 2 type here wats it bout oso, haha! hmm, haiyoo everyone askin me 2 watch pearl habour now but seriously im NOT in e least interested. lolz =p den today arh.. frm e train there.

me mich jess sharon ron in mrt.. n den suddenly, so farnie man =x mich kinda fan lian wif sharon! n walk n walk inside e train 2 e end of it. everyone like LOOKIN at us lor so peng tio! i summore run afta her. xia si ren ^^" den liddat n like dis =x aiya i donno how 2 say out e details. heehee den now at home slackkkkkk =x tomorro mus go school siala. monday n tues ish markin days yea noe! its a holiday! n i hafta go sch for both days! YAY IM SO HAPPI. lol =x craps. ciao-

25minutes- mtlr

BECAUSE U LIVE! YAY

alrite. here 2 post. hopefully e 60seconds darn virus thingy don pop up i suppose. alright so ytd ish seriously e most meaningful day of my life. felt so great man seriously. n nvm so for today wanna wish jUsTiNa a very HaPpI 14tH BiRtHdAy!

heehee`!! okay so to noe e details wat happen ytd? theres simply too much. n of cos NO WORDS can explain the feeling ytd. a joyous occasion. relli. =] thinkin of it oso can cry`! =x okay so i`ll summarize it out. ytd we threw a great big suprise to justina! me vera nat ciauer stayed at sch at 1st to design a GIGANTIC card for justina!! i drew e 8 piggies one.. den we gav some of e teachers sign on e card too.. feel so successful after drawin finish e card oso.. haha n den many things happen lar.. but i wun reveal e details *wInK* =p n we actually r celebrating her bday one day earlier which was ytd lar. den she kinda had no clur to wat we were doin wor! wen we went her house she summore was slpin! we so evil huh e suprise =pp theres more to come. hahz! alright den we blindfolded her k.. =x me nat vera ciauer went 2 her house 1st while pam teng huiyi n pei wen were at her house dwnstairs plannin treasure hunt. exciting hor! =p okay so while justina was blindfolded. nat n ciau er were bz at e kitchen cookin` den me n vera entertained justina while she was blindfolded ^^" but some time later vera donno walk here walk there`~ left me tok nonsence there oni! lol.. yea! den finally everyone came up.. n we put properly everythin lar.. den unblindfold justina! n ta-da~ we sang bday song to her and blew bubbles?! yea we did.. lol =p n i guess everyone at dat point were so touched.. =] justina cried wor! don cry kk.. wat we did was all for u ya! so be happie! frenz forever piglerts =D okay! n den we had our lunch which was prepared by nat n ciauer.. maggie mee! haha.. aldou not relli fillin or anythin.. but its e effort ya! eat liao oso very happie one! cannot understand right u all? =p so nvm~ haahz` k den after eating finish` we watch e movie flash done by vera! very very nice one.. got e song because u live as bg music, n in e movie got a lot of jesse mccartney's foto n our fotos too of cos! ^^v very very nice flash.. c liao all got tears welled up in eyes liaoo.. =] e song brings back so many memories.. too many memories back in fact. :') yay! so afta dat we ate her bday cake.. chocolaty =p n we went to play treasure hunt! yay.. =pp FUN hor.. so she finally solved e treasure hunt n found e prezzie =p its a fluffy and pink piggy foto frame! wif e card we made of cos. worth it? definitely. =] a day treasured forever- and of cos theres other things followed up after e treasure hunt.. but` nvm.. as long as its in our memoriez. :)
because u live ; jesse mccartney-

You are Brown Tiger, who get in touch with others with calm attitude.
You are both pure and friendly, and have the atmosphere of motherly tenderness.
Your character seem flexible and gentle, but you are actually someone who has their own opinion, and do not like to lose.
You are not scared of things.
You can steadily lead life to accomplish your goal.
You have the big sister sort of character.
People around you may push you to become their leader, but your sense of organizing people and action is not that strong.
You are confident, and can put to action with perseverance and guts.
You are dedicated to many things.You can carry out things calmly and steadily at your own pace.
You don't worry about things so much, and possess the talent to combine many factors together to create a new thing.
You are well balanced person.Nevertheless, you possess feminine atmosphere and are dependent person.
You lack self-support, and therefore you will be good at working in the back-ground.
Men are attracted to your mysterious atmosphere, but you tend to be very careful, and not fall in love too easily.
You are weak on favors, and can not turn them down.
Once married, you will stay at home and be obsessed with children's education.
http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/fortune.php
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kinda crap. but anyway` for e fun.. tomorro history and dnt paper. lol` all e best everyone for ur eoy. =D

lyrics!

My Oh My. - Aqua
My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To Happy Kingdom, baby, tell me why
My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To rule the country, baby, you and I?
If you were my King..

My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To Happy Kingdom, baby, tell me why
My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To rule the country, baby, you and I?

Little princess in a terrible mess,
a kingdom alone, with no love to confess
Dreams of a prince on a tall white horse,
runs like a spirit by the castle walls.

Gotta steal from the rich, when they don't know I'm coming,
gotta give to the poor, no time for lovin'
My oh my don't you cry, 'cause there's no way I'm staying,
I will leave
Say bye-bye
I'm going my way...

My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To Happy Kingdom, baby, tell me why
My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To rule the country, baby, you and I?

If you were my King..
I would be your Queen...
If you were my King..
I would be your Queen...

Mystery deep in the royal heart Crying at night,
I wanna be a part
Prince, oh, prince
Are you really sincere
That you one day are gonna disappear?

Gotta steal from the rich, when they don't know I'm coming,
gotta give to the poor, no time for lovin'
My oh my don't you cry, 'cause there is no way I'm staying,
I will leave
Say bye-bye
I'm going my way..

My oh my, ohhh
My oh my, ohhh
My oh my, ohhh
My oh my!

My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To Happy Kingdom, baby, tell me why
My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To rule the country, baby, you and I?

My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To Happy Kingdom, baby,
tell me why My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To rule the country, baby, you and I?

If you were my King..
I would be your Queen..
If you were my King..
I would be your Queen..

hoho.. dis song ish inspired by huiyi for me to listen. ^^v HAHA~

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currently appearing as offline in my msn. => studyin geog, don giv me ur comments on it =x i noe its not like me duh` but nvm. i study means i study don care bout me. x= ^^" today had maths retest. anyway my results were pass. 15/25 = 60/100 = B4 = improvement. =x sai.. like wat only e equation =p but anyway e retest for today very special. ish they giv back our original test ppr. den do e corrections again in green pen n teacher will giv more marks based on dat lor`!? =p shiok huh.. *pray get 19 at least.. =x* den my geog test`!! 20/25. hai hao lar. another improvement yea. => n ah teng u can do it`!! ur geog will be e MOST pro. zzz`~ don say le. haiz. =s n now studyin geography n smsin huiyi bout crap too. =x den today oso had my chinese zao ju retest wif justina.. got 13.5 leh! improvement of 2marks`!! n gao lao shi let me pass! wahaha`~ =p shes good! yay.. =x den went back home wif e 8 piglerts =x hoho.. tired tired day. wen reached home bathe liao jus had to slp or i will no energy to do anythin else le. hoho, now gonna drink coffee.. so byebye-
bie zai pian wo le. zzz-
jia mian mu tai duo le-

yay`!!

yay`!! paisey ytd no post. ytd had a really good time in church. enjoyed everythin n most imptly with God! n later on went dinner wif n238`!! haha. some of e members din come 2day. u guess they got reasons too. => wish em e best in watever they do. den went home wif like the 3i`s =) and tz frm e jurong there lar.. very sian diao huh they all`!! VERY very LAME in fact. haha.. kk. den today very happy wor.. got back sci test ppr and history test ppr. i finally improved on my science test`!! i everytime on e spot pass.. now!? wahha 21.5/30`!! yay~ improvement at last. n den history huh. e source based test.. 12/18 only lor. not even a2?! how 2 go history class nxt yr liddat?! haiz. n today had our maths common test`!! 7questions in half an hour. i guess dats e standard. n my standard i donno.. as long as i can do betta den jus am avergae 50 i improve liao. so all i can hope ish pass wor`!! => n hor we planned so many things leh`!! after exams.. donno yet but not confirm.. a lot of ideas huh` =p hoho.. den recess we went 2 e cloud palace. =x [i decided to call it dat..`!! e idea given by someone lor. lol`!] n den ME ME ME ME noticed sth.. theres like a streak or line of cloud lar.. den its like goin higher n higher.. den i told all of em, in e end we keep lookin at e sky up there` until i think we almost drop dwn liao =x haha cos head stretched out too much =p den donno y.. cos its actually a plane formin dat streak of cloud as it flies up mah.. den i n teng had dis silly idea`!! we run all e way some sort like chasing it`!! n went to e fourth floor there e big space n look at it. shiok huh`! =p so chio de.. but like beri childish huh.. haha, as long as we stay happy nothin considered as childish bah`!! => n ciau er oso enthu in it huh`!! =p she took out her fone n take foto of it too. =x fans of CLOUD liao.. peng! so later me n vera went to e music room 1st. den i started anyhow plannin which row 2 sit n all yea! cos we're watchin school of rock`!! movie liddat.. so i "book" e seats like movie liddat sorta =x den in e end mr low come liao vera 1ST to go in.. i 2ND` lor.. like so kiasu rite haha.. so it goes as our plan. we each kinda sit at e 2 ends.. den e rest of e sit in e middle of us for em de. => we r e great planners of SEATS. =x haha`!! so wif our wonderful seats =XXX we watched e movie finish lor. relli nice` love it =x yea.. den had chinese test after music oso.. e gong han arh.. n den tomorro got RETEST again.. chinese one lor, somemore got wat!? sai.. retest on e zhao ju a.k.a chinese sentence construction. yucks rite =x gao lao shi huh.. haha but nvm lar, i noe she very xing ku teachin our class.. wif our standard of chinese.. den sometimes we don regard chinese as anythin impt at all.. so sorri =x ^^" hehe.. after sch den maths test den yea noe.. everyone panicked as usual.. maybe no relli lar. wish our class all e best we will do in our maths lor. n definitely hope all go into a choice of their class. => now goin off 2 study geog.. n prac maths again. yea`!! n ah teng we love u~ wun slap u 4 nothin de or cos.. so if any c us "abusin" teng.. it goes like dis.. beat ish care~ den scold ish love =p ( a chinese proverb ) lalala.. dats all.. =p
i don care wat ppl may say` i`m running after u..- planet shakers :: runnin` after u.

some watever stuffs.. stfu.

plagued: u girls betta get tis misunderstandin resolved or else i will step my foot in n take tis case personally, u noe hu u r..im watchin n monitoring.. aights
plagued: call urself christians n yet ur mind is so full of bitchin n gettin behind pples back.. i dun c how this is reflected in ani books of the bible.. so materialistic i wld desribe u, michelle n hueva is tryin to start tis conflict..
plagued: 4give n 4get in the name of the LORD! Amen..

[[ hmm wondering wats dat above? hahz. a person hu donno a thing tryin to act smart and bein concern but resulting in a case of being busybody. yea as simple as dat =) ]]

thanks weipin for taggin so much yea. n sarah too. =) so u guys SEE? what the h*ll ish e problem wif us?! we've no problems against each other. just dat things meant to go dis wat den let it be. wanna hav peace for a moment. showing concern n care for ppl. ish dat wrong too? and to plagued. wat u trying to mean after taggin my board wif dat "wise" words of urs. sorri but it certainly never impressed me a single bit. if u think u're trying to solve our so-called conflict dat never started before? den u might as well don say a thing. there wasn't any conflict formed in the first place and if u could noe about the bible, den does it reflect back to u dat anything mention in the bible has anything 2 do with sayin other people and tryin to act smart like a miss/mr know-it-all? supposingly no of cos. and u say u gonna step into it and take dis case personally? well try me. =) if u think u can, come on? do it. i wanna c how u try in fact. cos no matter how hard u try, nothin ever changes. Who do u think u are? some superhero tryin 2 save e day and salvage the situation n all? hahz. its lame lor. n den u're watching and monitering?? well well. im suprised. what has other's ppl thing concern u a single bit? n we're not even affected or anythin by it. theres nothin to be solve yea. and nothin to be done. so could u gladly stay out n i wanna mention e word. OUT of our lives. cos by doing so, u're saving our time and oso givin us lesser problems too. => and about the bitching around and gettin behind other's back. prove it? did we do it? if we had would we still had fren by now hu trust in us? tell us secrets? or probably u r e one doin all those stuffs and tryin 2 malign others by putting words into ur own mouths too? dats relli pathetic in fact. i've wanted to forget bout everythin u type. but i just can't. its my nature, i don watch myself gettin insulted/malign/said by anyone, n dat includes u. yea.. u're jus a ANYONE. =) n in fact a relli pathetic one. one dat don even hav e guts to speak out ya name and e truth. one dat ish fake and a liar. i relli don wanna pollute my blog writing all dis unwanted stuffs. but thanks 4 making me do dis plagued. its long time since i ticked off someone. and u made me do it.

to everyone else: please don think too much over me and mah friendship wif her. cos i chose it dis way, and seemingly everyone seems happier. and im glad for dat fact too cos im happy in dis way too. so she and i made a decision and the decision ish now concluded to be done and yea it became like dis dat u guys think we're enemies or anythin? but yea no. of cos still friends so don hafta worry so much. =) take care everyone.

yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo

Today sian diao day` in the morning wake up liao throat so dry`!! den i testing c can talk anot. still no voice!? haha. i did some maths in the afternoon. mainly on chapt 13. cos im like tryin 2 memorize e formulas as advised by mr goh. den went bookshop myself today`! my house dwnstairs to buy e necessary stuffs needed 4 exams. pencil leads, erasers and pens lor. n den went 7-11 to buy cup noodle for myself too. :( sad case hor, no one help me buy lunch, oni morning ate some sai porridge bought by my mother lor. =x and den on msn chat chat chat.. =x haha. siao liao one lar.. =x hmm. i wanna chg my blog's background. getting sian of dis one liao. any suggestions 4 my next bg? =x haha. okay enuff crapping. -gone-
i`ve learn to be free-

^^ ^^

ni hao! ytd oni blog bout chris rite de poem. so sian diao! ^^" actually ytd a lot of things oso happened. but nvm! ytd had ardy passed. history liao. =) its sotred at e back of my head all those sad n unhappy things dat happen. i hope n i suppose. ^^! today cold cold day yar. n 2day i am SUPER gek dao by teng n pam! they so purposely yar.. i like completely no voice even if got voice oso e voice like sai dat type one. n den pam purposely say she cannot hear wat i tokin! i try mah best to shout liao yar. but voice still liddat no choice~ lalala.. n den dat teng arh! make me wan slap her liao.. keep askin me to sing ah du song n donno wat sai~ heehee`!! 2day english exams overall was okay bah.. but incident report i hate it lar.. i oways donno wat 2 rite one, all rite rubbish de lor. den compo i like wat i was writing, cos quite suit e atmosphere~ cold cold one. based on a sentence like "standing there helplessly" so shuang huh dat topic. hoho, den afta exams went cwp wif em. we were standin in e bus, considering to move in anot, den huiyi so toot toot one!? she don wan "squeeze" up or sth not like justina so power. =x n den in e end she behind us a little.. until i pull her wif us. =.=!!! hahaz so pengin~

den in e bus so rubbish`!? keep lookin at my hp like inside got gold lor huh!? over! n huiyi so ke lian~ we let her sit dwn but in e end it got `dangerous` sittin at dat seat. if ya noe wat i mean ^^" in e end she stand up den donno wat sai~ so many funny things oso donno how 2 say sia!! =p hao jiu mei zhe me kai xing le.- i guess sum of yar noe wat i mean. esp nat, ver, jus, teng, pam n huiyi. =) thanks 4 all e things i supposed u guys helped me!? okay i noe u guys tried 2 help me but don dare or sth. mei guan xi! now its okay le.. everyone happie den good liao.. don bother so much anyway.. went siao for like.. a 1st time after a long moment of sadness for a period of time i guess.. n dats good! im more like e me i used to be. at least im starting to go back to dat same me. =) thanks man.. den at cwp bought e pig hp keychain led by justina n vera man! haha`!! n oso bought one 4 ciau er =) yea.. n on my way home justina n vera said so many things to me! funny interesting amusing n very CHATTY things.. bout *secret* shh~ lol! =p love u all lar piggies :) i would hav break dwn if it wasn't done earlier. *hope mr goh yang ming don hear dis =p*
wateva happens, happens for a reason.
no one ever dared to speak out.
nor do i.
things just have to be discovered by ourselves.