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finallie can post. haiz. anyway hu will bother bout my blog? e best no one come read den i can rite wateva bullshit i can. actually felt like deleting dis one initially. but too lazee 2 delete oso. don even hav a mood 2 joke. mood 2 tok? mood to do my stuffs. jus wanna fall into a deep slp 4ever. mite as well die? but die seems 2 cruel. i would rather slp 4ever n not wake up at all. *wonders wat will hapen 2 e frens/family around me if dis realli happens* lol. hu noes eh? i guess no one would giv a damn lor. like wat wp asked me ytd wat would be my reaction if i knew he died. =D hoo.. at least wp noes i would cry lar. ok mayb not cry i'll jus be astonished 1st. =x haix, unpredictable life. lol.. oooooooo` so many fake smiles nowadaes. so wat if its not jus a fake smile all dis while. wat if its a completely fake person. an outerior 2 cover e interior of e true hurt self. =D hey no sweat. not tokin bout myself, but m i? o.O woo! diaon, heck cares lar. i don even care myself hu e hell would care mah? lol. fun thoughts. fun fun fun. tired now. if onli i can slp 4ever. =D zZz.