haix

i jus had 2 rite dis post for today. sarah mite noe the reason why yea. firstly can all e liars, freakers and wateva bi*ches there r in dis world freak off? n i mean yea. can no longer stand it liao. frens not meant to be so fake. its really over. seein thru` a lot of things liao. why? why mus u do dis? trouble-maker. copycat? totally enuff. was it 2 some restrictions i held on to myself dat i din wanted 2 rite dis post ealier, but now? no. its ebsolutely e final straw. i've waited 2 post 4 dis too long oreadi. i guess u jus hav 2 c it now yea? being alone is no sin. i've been alone ever since like donno wen, take example. i think bout 1 or 2 weeks ago, i went home myself in e evenin. alone yea? sat at a corner. look out of e window. thoughts were runnin thru my mind endlessly. like a gush of inspiration? but? e feeling of bein alone sux i admit, but of cos in times of our lives, we hav 2 go thru1 it at least once, till u found e person u feel dat u could realli trust. n wen u;ve found dat person cherish him/her be it ur fren or partner. y cant u seems 2 understand it? y mus u break up a perfectly normal innocent frenship by telling lies? is it fun? does it benefits? if it benefits u? how bout e fren u wnted 2 cherish? do u think ur fren will be happie? why. tell us e reasons why for once? i'm like e kinda person uh can go along wif anyone. why mus we jus stay put on one? ne reasonable. u mean u're jus gonna be alone if e onli 2 fren u can get along wif don come? wats dis seriously? theres so many ppl in dis world. so many yet u chose 2 ruin a frenship jus cos of.. jealousy? phobia of being alone? afraid? r dis all worth it? bad-mouthing n all, how do ppl manage dat? how would u feel if e victim was u? i'm realli disappointed rite now. feeling damn lousy. i had tot dis problem was over initially. din expect it 2 return as bad as ever, i'm tired of dis yea? can ppl jus try 2 understand it for once. pls. i've had enfff.. jus can all dis stop once n for all. let us take a break.. aldou i wasnt relli upset cos of dis. u made me as upset now after all u did. disappointed, sad, haix.. watever i had written here post no offence. i realli donno. dis is my blog i say wat i wan as usual, n pls.. to dat person. stop it, u can always tell anyone bout ur problems.. enuff.