million questions.

2005-07-17T22:46:00.000+08:00

im so tired.
helped out around e house 2day..
clearin stuffs n such.
mus b too much junk
cleared those stuffs 4 almost 4hours
zzz~ haben even touched a single hwk.
gosh, gonna rest now.
haish.

attitude changes.

2005-07-14T21:37:00.000+08:00

Today arh... Somehow I know it'll end up dis way. dis FREN of mine. always sayin logic n stuffs, i noe u're wise... ya really. e way ur over-confidence puts me off. e way u try 2 act like u're really smart makes me thinks wat's wrong wid u? N den wen i tell u its pure attitude problem that had put pple off repeated, you're creating reasons to cover up. Thereafter u claimed it's cos of them influencing me to dislike you, well think bout it? How many a times had your attitude put me off to that great extent? There were countless times ; n den i realised. how did i put up n forgiv, perhaps not really 4getting so many times? n now u're gettin at it again. you don understand y ppl seems 2 hinder u here n dere, frens startin 2 dislike u n u're askin me why. wen u ask y, there would b an answer, but if e answer wouldnt get 2 ur head den wats e point? u're thinkin ppl r playin pranks on you... disturbing you, hating you.. u never thot why it had happened dis way eh? hab u even asked, "y is it only me?" u noe i feel so pitiful 4 u at times, yet so hateful at times at u too. its e word, attitude. like come on? you can sense it urself right... already been goin on 4 so long, ur disputes wid e ppl im friends with, n den sayin tings 2 make me dislike em, sometimes even repeating? wat the? do not judge ppl. n wonder y i even tend 2 avoid talking in a sense, freely with u? its only to avoide more quarrels. i don wanna b spendin e rest of my yr sitting wid a person who'll quarrel daily wid me? aint dat gonna b so torturous? 2day really made me wondered bout some tings, hmmh... guess so.

Yeah n to really start of with e happenings today, nothing much. had e-math test... was kinda okay in a sense that i CAN past dat is. n theres a-math... yeah wid dat big chunk of paragraph up dere, had dat "talk" wid dat person durin a-math.. guess those in my class or close 2 me shld noe who it is anyway. repeating kelly clarkson's song in my wmp. where is your heart? ROCKS (:

TIRED saturday. so so so SLEEPY.

2005-07-09T23:16:00.000+08:00

Oh well, what a tired day it was today. Nonetheless this blog has been dead for so long... which is something i particular enjoys doing. Making e blog dead 2 ensure no ones come n read. Not that I'm some freak or wat, to hab a public blog w/o havin anyone read it... besides that, mayb its often wen im troubled dat i come blogging. in a sense or so, im using dis blog. HAH! dis blog's dead anyway, its okay 2 use it e right way isnt it... haiz, words cant express my heartfelt feelings right now. Whats e point.................. sometimes i don't get it. may i ask y do u even come... ish it 4 accompany, music? or something else. I don't know... I know im tired of trying 2 ask u all to come continuously. but i noe i wont giv up... i'll never giv up. i`ll keep on asking. just keep on.......

2005-04-21T20:18:00.000+08:00

heh heh. friday ish approaching! woots! definitely lookin 4ward 2 e weekends no matter how bz it ish though. 1stly deres a BBQ on sat.. band one yeas` haha. so today in class.. guang yi gor nvr come =x LOL! so i sat wid wenson! anyway nt much difference lol. den during a-maths lesson. walao it was like messed up =x i bth le! so i've decided 2 use e e-file hidden in my locker 4 ages! den wen i took it out like so weird like dat =x haha! somemore ask wenson 2 teach me how 2 use.. LOL funny sia. kekeke =x after sch.. went mac wid alene n wenson at 883. tok n tok lo.. bout their pri sch dat time.. aldou i not in their pri sch la =x but got many tings so funny de.. bout em =x haha!! yeap. so went back 2 sch n was suppose 2 do e-math project due tmr. den still hav many tings 2 do.. esp 4 band de.. many many tings =x~ lol. at 1st we wanted 2 do powerpoint 4 e presentation.. unfortunately we failed to do so. n den we went out of e computer lab.. realizing something. walao think le can laff =x we forgot 2 take our bags!! but we were almost walkin down liao.. den wen walkin dwn we heard someone calling "amanda.. amanda huang!" so scary u noe.. i turn one big round look here n dere oso no one =x den we all concluded we heard a ghost until we walked back n took our bags liao come out saw li hui jie'mommy n serene! wanna penggg sia! lol. den later went 2 cwp wid wenson n met vanessa n felicia there. so we went mos burger wid em =x they accompany us sia~ so gd! =] so we finally completed e project task 1 at mos burger.. duhh~ =x den wenson met his 1st love dere.. he was smitten wid dis gal yea; keep sayin he very ke ai lol!! =x n u noe e gal shld b less den 5yrs old bah =x hahaha. crap! okay yea~ tired. very- still cant slp sobz. tata n tc 2 all =]

2005-04-20T19:11:00.000+08:00

oo great. i almost scared myself 2 deat thinkin i hadnt brought home my fulscap ppr again today. imagine me bein so paranoid; muz b cos of all e common tests coming dat r gettin up 2 my head. duh, sigh. so i did brought home my fulscap. n i m appearing offline in msn 2 refrain myself frm chattin wid others or playin games. yea i guess dis somehow or rather works, aldou not very well. hah. had band lunch today.. was rather saddening considerin e fact dat e seniors r leaving! esp e ones we r close wif.. e clarinetists... haiz. n den took many pics wid frens n mr er n neo. haha they all very cute sia e poses lol. nothin else worth mentioning. =] gone.

2005-04-19T19:59:00.000+08:00

tuesday! hmm, in e morning woke up n had dsi bad headahce; or not exactly.. its like only a side of it ish pain? internally yea.. mayb im gonna die.. lol. nevertheless it had continued pain-ing on n off until now. duh, how m i suppose 2 do my a-maths hwk which requires great brain-power!? haha. so today, quite fun laa... in a sense =x du xin nvr come! so e 3/8 ppl sat together.. chattin singing =x tokin bout which jc or poly 2 go. all think so far so soon.. hais, time flies. so mayb by e time i decide bout dis, it`ll b 2 late liao. n den dere was physics. haiz so sad 4 dat subject.. cos i failed e recent test, 7.5/30. dat kinda marks? so sarks. feel like i let down ms tan.. aldou i nvr relli liked her. haha; but den now in physic lessons i realize she's observin me more? or m i thinkin 2 much? cos of my sudden deprovement in dat subj bah. but i've a feeling im gonna deprove in many more subjs. haiz... dne now so tired. cos b4 dat juz went 2 lib wid mich yeelu wp n tz.. 2 meet ccss ppl. very duaki sia they =x ask us 2 wait for so long.. 5.30pm den meet lo. crap only. haha, den now donno how 2 do my hwk, feelin so tired n 'brainless' lol. okay dats all im done. =]

2005-04-18T21:03:00.000+08:00

How Did I Fall In Love With You
Backstreet Boys

Remember when, we never needed each other
The best of friends like
Sister and Brother
We understood, we'd never be,
Alone

Those days are gone, and I want so much
The night is long and I need your touch
Don't know what to say
I never meant to feel this way
Don't want to be
Alone tonight

Chorus:
What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
What did I say, what did you do
How did I fall in love with you

I hear your voice
And I start to tremble
Brings back the child that, I resemble

I cannot pretend, that we can still be friends
Don't want to be,
Alone tonight

Oh I want to say this right
And it has to be tonight
Just need you to know, oh yeah

I don't want to live this life
I don't want to say goodbye
With you I wanna spend
The rest of my life

What can I do, to make it right
Falling so hard so fast this time
Everything's changed, we never knew
How did I fall,
in love...
with you

2005-04-15T19:54:00.000+08:00

today. a friday` good or bad~ i've no idea. a mixture of both perhaps; always like dat one! lol. anyway 3/8 chged all its seating arrangements.. so now i no longer sit wif zz! sad leh~ =x lol! zz don sad hor =x haha! but anyway he ish still sorta "beside" me in e other grp one~ so aiya still same 2 me perhaps haha. so now im sittin wid.. gavin n wenson! behind got ali ttk n sy! lol~ can talk talk arh.. den no nid study liao! bleh!! den durin mt sat wid gavin n dansu arh.. =x very sian de leh. cos at 1st ah du keep callin other ppl 2 read.. n den we were like tellin each other how despo we wanted 2 read for e class =x cos ah du nvr seem 2 rmb us! n nvr call us! make us sian only~ haha. den after sch went 4 lunch wid alene dina kx zz n hazel! at 883 mac! haha. den saw mr kok n mrs liew oso` scary sia.. haha! den we ate so much! so funny oso!! lol... after dat went bck 2 sch 4 rehearsal. hais` actually i feel quite out of place in band bah mayb? cos not in syf mah.. but nvm` life always like dat. sometimes u hav 2 juz learn how 2 adapt! learning process sia~ lol.

yeapp.. alene was very sad today.. cos of her md syf tingy.. hais! all e modern dancers danced very well de lo!! don sad le. as long as we sees u guys as a gold wid honour dance grp in our harts im sure it`ll b betta den some idiot judges anyhow judgin u guys wat! don sad le. i noe its hard not 2 b sad! but... juz cheer up =] den vanessa oso arh`!! don nid get so angry n worked up over dat sec 2 gal la. if she doesn't even show respect for us juz cos we not in syf juz scold her! if u don feel like doin so i can do it for ya de la!! as if i like her a lot. dat gal pls noe ur limits la, den today we practically told many of e ppl in 3/7.. some 3/8 de bout her ya! watever onlyy.. s2pid gal; try 2 act 2 us again n u c wat we're do 2 u. zzz

ok don tok bout dat s2pid stuffs le! there was class deco 2 tok bout~ oso! hmm.. love my class =x haha. but e rest of e classes looked great too! hope all e sec 3 classes got prize wor =x dats e best! heehee. tired liao.. yawnz`

2005-04-14T19:46:00.000+08:00

woots!! today so happy. its a great day man in fact!! lol! its band syf today. den as i came 2 sch saw all e band mem walkin 2 e bus liao~ hug em n gav encouragement la me.. =x im so kind de i noe i noe =x haha! n den they went 4 e syf in e bus!-sobz- at 1st so scared 4 em oso.. can c all their nervous faces and how badly they wanted 2 do proud 4 e band lo! n they did! its a silver!!

heehee. den after sch as i went 2 cwp wid alene dina grace wan ying and siew geok 2 buy materials 4 our class deco.. saw e band mem~ den nat arh so forcin me 2 go wid em den later den come back do class deco. so i did went wid em! -winkz- heehee/ undisclosed ty blehh! very very fun lo~ den went back 2 class finally. so fun lo! everyone doin e class deco~ so tired leh run frm cwp back 2 sch 2 times lo me... da bian =x haha! yeap. den went back 2 class 2 deco... its like so nice!!! 3/8 so united n fun lo! we drew sesame streets de ting~ n below e window there got a long stretch of paper n on e corridor got one big bus inside got elmo, ernie big bird n elmo!! haha! so cute right =x of cos la.. 3/8 wat =p heehee. so fun lo~ den we all drew e pictures of everyone! den its like we're suppose 2 paste it all over our class for e mss unievrse n mr hunk pagent... so cool right!!! yea yea we noe we noe =x hahaha! so bhb only arh~ but i don care! lalala. so shuang only!! den me n wenson go n rite on e long stretch of ppr there band~ silver! hahaha.. so purposely~ den e other ccas one all c le oso go n put lo! n i even spelt choir as chior as i helped em rite on e ting!! hahahahaha.. very very fun wor! den 3/5 3/6 n 3/7 de deco oso very nice ya.. haha don say i selfish hor haha! oso help u all say ur classes nice le! keke! aldou they got home street~ we got sesame street!!! woohoohoo! -fun yet tired- heehee. den about 7.30pm den reach home la.. still gt hwk tmr.. aiya don care! whee!

2005-04-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

haha. flooded zz wid all sorts of "haix" sorri arh.. lol` =x keke. nvm bout dat =D yea so tmr ish the big day for band... but i not participating in syf leh.. *quite sad.* haha. but nvm!! if band gets silver or gold i'll b happy juz as well! so band... mus jia you n giv it ur best! no matter wat`!! believe in urselves. =]

2005-04-11T00:56:00.000+08:00

haiz. donno y i come n post dis post arh, but anyway.. juz feel like doin so yea =] went to church ytd[cos now ish 1.02am] n enjoyed e service. gained many valuable msges frm it yea. n after dat went 2 e coffeeshop as usual 4 dinner wid my cg memberz. we were like hungry ppl who haben eat for days lo.. haha, after a meal liao all of us go ordered another popiah. lol; fat le la >.< so after eating e boys played wrestling arh.. play n play~ i think their bones gonna break =x haha!! peter vs weipin vs zhuen vs tianze vs mich lo. but e ultimate champion isn't any of em... its lewis! haha. dat one ish men's champ arh.. haha, so strong like wat only! haha. even weipin oso cannt win le~ =x heehee. den after dat went 2 EC to cut hair wid yeelu wp n tz while e rest went home 1st. was quite fun arh =x haha. keep chattin onlyy.. but... it was juz very nice n frenzly lo =]

hais, donno wat i wanna say. mayb juz dat, e reason y i don trust so easily ish simple. pls looked within urself bah. i hoped u can b a betta n a true you. but, however much i helped mayb.. it juz get worse. so be it bah =] jus don wanna c myself or urself gettin tired over n over again. cos if dis kinda 'life, attitude, character?' suits u... den i donno wat i can do or even say le. im juz so yea.. tired? like who ain't tired all around? me alone? nah.. k la, haiz. i jus wan 2 b alone at times... cos it feels weird bein around someone who treats ppl like dis........................ very weird. okay la no comments le. wanna slp; sigh.

btw: cheer up melissa. :)

SPORTS CARNIVAL 2005.

2005-04-08T20:33:00.000+08:00

sports carnival 2005.

woots. its a great friday today! everything went well in sports carnival lo. so so fun! love my class 3/8 man! it simply rawks. so 1stly in e morning as i woke up n got outta e house. i like missed my 'normal timing' de bus. i was like omigosh will i b late. so s2pid right >.< [walao dis part hor. blogger sarks so mus retype la. zzz] had street bendy lo. so went up 2 e hall 1st. anyway many of e events clashed wif each other leh. den my class de gals like so ke lian! cos only 10 avalible. den they all will very tired de lo` those in netball n streetbendy together. lol! donno ir ite bout wat FAST sprinting la. think ish trojan race we all were like flying in e trojan race liao~ =x haha. cos khairul was so fast dat we didn't even hab 2 worry bout e other 2 teams catching up wid us! in e end of cos we won wor!!!!! at dat time we were like so so so happy. everyone so crazy le arh! den we pia up street bendy n c how was it le. so running here n there only la. haha! okay n den e best part ish coming =x we were like behind e soccer field near qihua there got e long jump pitt n many grass mah. den me jus n vera were like sitting there de.. mayb erhh toking?! haha. so let me tell u a story =x haha!

-- long long time ago, there was a gal name flower grass lady(obviously ish vera) "in chi" haha. she wore a green shirt and had 2 helpers wid her who wore a white n green one respectively. (me n justina) haha. ok n den the 2 helpers knew e flower grass lady had always enjoyed grass n flowers, all e plants by her side =x so they plucked up many many and threw it on her so she could enjoy em! e flower grass lady wasn't e least grateful n even started beating up e helpers! e morale of e story ish [nvr pluck anything for e flower grass lady] THE END.

k.. wasnt dat like so lame. haha!! but u can imagine e fun huh. n den anyway today ish miss karen ong's birthday... sooo... happy birthday to her! haha. huiyi bought her a present somemore lo. den like so act act ps huh don dare giv. bth her sia! haha. den after dat huiyi pam n teng joined me jus n ver at long jump pitt there n den i only said a word of "K O" n den hy so bu shuang! she go n take up sand n started chasing n chasing me. so tiring siaaa >.< den cos we scared of huiyi so ran 2 cheong there. beside him somemore. cos if we near him huiyi wun dare 2 do anything bah. haha! n den cheong was like askin huiyi "ish dat for me" refering 2 e sand on her hands lo.. haha WAT ONLY sia!! den after dat laff like siao again.. haha [i SO LAZY 2 retype la la chicken blog =x]

yeap. den me justina wenson n alvin oso 'witness' the sprinting event. so rubbish de all e timers. but donno la someone so guofen.. and unfortuantely, something juz had to ruin our mood lo, but nevermind dun feel like mentioning it anyway to aviod misunderstanding. =]

den later we got 2 sorta find back our class. so i hanged out wid wenson wahida, ah-li =x marcus n alvin neo. haha! wahaha dis grp of ppl oso very fun de lo. so so so funny! we were like tokin nonsence. 1st say bout alvin keh.. cos we were worried 4 him. hes so boney n den he still play basketball until very rough liddat! den wenson told us if he fall dwn his bones will all break so very dangerous. laff n laff non-stop sia we. really tok so much crap!! haha. n den while tokin ms tan ch was sorta beside us sittin on a chair. haha! over. den played e scissor paper stone game by beating hand de.. 1st played wid ah-li! n den she hit until so pain oso huh..!! sob sob! but of cos i got hit her oso de la =x haha. n den i played wid wenson. ONCE only ok. den he hit one time le i shouted n stop playin! haha! now still like got e red mark on my left hand there or sth. thanks 2 wenson tey ming yang!!! pain!! haha.

so after dat gt teacher-student event. very fun oso arh sit there n c! den tok tok tok again. c all e teachers play like very funny liddat =x mr cheong! haha. oh yea n in e beginning zhuen was like asking cheong something like "mr cheong, y u wear hot pants?" lol! joker sia! so hao xiao lo. den mr cheong was like "zhuen. can u pls" haha. wat only sia. really so funny. keke.. n den right, at e end of e whole ting finally!! was like very late le. shld be bout 6.15pm liao.. den still giv out prizes! anyway we won:

basketball 2nd.
street bendy 2nd.
shotputt 3rd.
boys sprint 2nd.
gals sprint 2nd.

jiayou arh. even if some of us nvr won.. its still a fun n enjoyable experience neh! heehee. every yr liddat shuang liao lo. somemore no studies wor! haha. woohoohoo~ =x okay im so dead tired. gotta slp soon! nite ppl (=

2005-04-07T19:22:00.000+08:00

at e beginning`

haish, today arh. s2pid day. mrs tan came into our class durin form teacher period 2 lecture us arh. den waste 15 mins, gavin gor arh, its not entirely ur fault lo!! don keep reproaching urself k. =)) e whole class ish responsible altogether 4 dis whole incident la in fact. u're still a very good chairperson in fact!! as well as a fren n brother la! so cheer up okay. =] [wen u c dis post le don b touched hor cos im very KIND de right =x heeheehee]

today arh.. so sian de lo. in ss lesson gonna slp liao n ms cy still continue tok n tok non-stop. bth sia! so juz hab 2 crap wid e person beside mi 2 pass time faster lo =x cos i donno y but juz feel dat time passes particularly slower at certain subjs eh. haha; okay. den during e-maths lesson mr kwok was like being so damn lame again. he asked one of e grp 2 pay back anita potato chips cos she was absent dat day n didnt eat it. n den he ask em 2 cut e real potato in2 small slices n go fry it wat crap. OMIGOSH LO! so da bian leh he. da bian! he was like so so so lame!! bth sia. haha, n anyway i don like his lesson at all. its like so damn slowly n e way he toks ish so makin my slpy oso lo. not dat i wanna criticize him la, actually oso like very ke lian mah trainee teacher. lol! =) okay la nth else 2 rite le. read till book 7 of e comics le. reservoir chronicle! mayb i`ll chg skin 2 dat one de =x heeheehee. bleh! :p

2005-04-06T20:03:00.000+08:00

its wednesday. another of my fav. day of e week except 4 saturday too ^^; haha. currently juz stoning on my chair typin e blog. geez im getting relli into dis ting eh =x but anyway.. i got 9 comics wid me now. its all e reservoir chronicle series yea! so damn nice. i love it lo, its a sad storyline de leh. haizh =x haha, den i got e comics 1st cos i sit beside zz =x wahaha. ce ver n justina muz wait huh =p heehee. aiyo but i read so fast one. currently on book 4 ardy. heehee; love all e lessons in class today mayb except 4 mt.. haiz donno how leh my mt.. cannt fail le leh =x sob! but 2day mr du gav us bck our compo we did last time. n i got 33/50! wah improvement frm my s2pid ying yong wen where i always barely pass. haha, n den e gd news ish i don hab 2 do recopy e essay as corrections 4 chi compo!! =x k lame me. haha. den theres jue shi shuang jiao shown on channel 8 today at 10.30pm so i slpt in e afternoon. anyway i guess dat nap wasn't dat long oso. 2 hours lo? =x tmr gotta present e-maths proj. haiz we like nvr really do properly as a grp oso, seperate do de cos very rush huh. nevertheless hope presentation wld b okay lo =s still hab so many hwk 2 do for dis week n nxt week.... zzz don noe wat 2 type le. today i like sian all e way lo during band, juz feeling very sarks 4 e day la, haiz suan le`!! :D

homework : biology tys, chemistry workbook, chinese composition, chinese workbook, a-maths n ss/hist ws.

2005-04-05T22:18:00.000+08:00

- new blog skin -

probably sick of mentioning i've chged my blogskin le. cos so many times liao haha. went for CIP in red cross home today at 2.45pm n so we missed the STD talk; like so duh huh haha. den we were like so xia dao wen we 1st entered!! LOL. den its funny how e whole class can almost squeeze into one lift =.= one step into the room and then heard someone shouted and we all jumped le. =x over`!! but its pitiful 2 c em like dat. imagine being disabled and den u're so helpless like dat. haiz very sad de, n anyway it was 3/8's 1st 'group dating' huh. haha; so character development. heehee bleh! okay n den we were tokin 2 dis man in a wheelchair. he was fren'ly! perhaps the only one who could really communicate wid us students. n den he asked for all our birthdates n he will like tell us the day it ish on. eg monday frida watever de ya. =x n den everytime he guess very accurate! okay mayb not all. but 90% all correct leh! so clever right. den we told mdm saro she got opponant in maths liao =x hahaha. funny!! n den took many many pix. in cameras n hp`~ =x everywhere arh. haha! so after dat went bck 2 sch n met band memberz, den went 2 cwp wid mich 2 buy earings 4 my sis?! haha`!! den now waste time here. sian diao de leh...

anyway right now. doing a-maths hwk lo. n oso got new hobby! ish read e reservior chronicles comic. its like omigosh so so so nice! thanks 2 ah zhong man =x haha. i sntached frm him n saw it de lo wahaha. dat comix ish like NICE!!! :p okay lar now bth muz do hwk le. or else can't slp at peace =x LOL. ciao!

erh.

2005-04-04T22:40:00.000+08:00

wahaha. im posting le wor`!! but it feel shuang posting lo. =x cos i guess no one's reading already? ain't dat great. LOL! lame me. haish! =s how hard it ish huh nowadays. esp today. it mus b a bad monday for all e sec 3s. donno y but i feel sec 3s aren't coping dat well. haiz y huh? W H Y!? darn monday. its so freaky e way tings happen one after another n u nvr wanted any of those 2 happened. eg. 3/8 today. our class funds got stolen!! imagine dat. $100++ leh. our treasurer kx arh oso very ke lian lo. cos he will get suspected n den blamed if it doesn't get found. but thank god it was found n i guess onli $20 was lost? lol. anyway it should b someone in our class who did it. why would dis happen over n over again? it happened in 2/5 too. hai, n stealing was e main cause once again. come on lar, y r ppl so despo 4 money? ppl r despo 4 so many tings. accpt e fact dat u've ardy got everythin u relli need. wats dere will b dere. wats not dere would nvr be dere. haiz. raining heavily today, feel like singing some sad song 2 go wid e cool cool atmosphere eh. =X but neway... during band, haiz. r frens still considered frens wen they don trust each other so easily? 2 e extent dat e words of an outsider can affect it so much in juz a second? i've no idea already.. i used 2 said i nvr wanted 2 care. i've tried so hard. so so so hard. i guess dis ish it... hopefully everyone on dis earth has got a real fren who would b dere 4 u wen u're down.. cos i can imagine e feeling of not havin one. or having one but feeling fake on it, its hard not 2 dwell on e past. but... its so hard 2 let go. kx u understand? lol. heehee, okay la think i rite too much le huh. haha.. read until go blind liao keke. :D take care to all e whoever who comes n read =x heehee!

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ps..

thanks 2 u guys who had been dere juz 4 dat one moment even though. i love ya guys!! :D
ce zz km gor ay kx!

2004-12-29T01:47:00.000+08:00

wow. a new post finally. donno leh, maybe cos of inuyasha's blogskin made me wan 2 post again. I love it man! love dis skin`!! ^^ ANYWAY 1.47am now. Quite early liao =X rise and shine. :) keke. there'll be OGL meeting and band later. haix, i wan a break. although dec holidays break long enough lar i noe! =X haha. and then now ish wednesday! I'm so happy. but theres still like 10 more hours before inuyasha ish sown on central. =.=!!! keke. any info on inuyasha i`ll glandly answer it all. :) byebye!

:)

2004-12-13T13:41:00.000+08:00

inuyasha blogskin. and kagome n inuyasha r definitely so cute together. but den` they r.. so sad. hais` =x a love that transcend time. and the script below` ish a conevrsation between the two of them. Inuyasha and Kagome. hehz tata. :D

woohoo!!!

2004-11-10T16:47:00.000+08:00

whee! dis few days` quite happy liao huh! okay 1stly let me rite bout ytd. went to school to see e results of my class option.. got into 3/8`! haha most of e ppl noe liao ; by some evil sources.. =X haha.. cos i haben tell ppl my class they noe liao huh? anyhow! alright. at 1st thot i din even hav e chance 2 go dat class! cos i failed my maths lor. xia si ren.. lucky still hav a maths! =s n pure bio?! dats e good points. hehz` but e bad thing ish.... im e only gal frm 2/5! to enter into dat class! like.. wth?! e rest of 2/5ers hu entered e class r : zhuen, kaixun, imran, khairul, shung hua and last but not least hariram. man! wat ish dis. lol` but nvm lar.. as long as got into a class like dis den happy liao!! but i seperated frm all e piglerts huh.. sad case :( hmm.. den after lookin at my class liao.. mdm ko ask us to help her wif some packing of things. being as helpful as usual.. =X we helped her of cos! we all in high spirits i supposed? haha.. after helpin out e teachers for at least 1 hour, me n vera went takin fotos all over e sch. yea`?! she wans to hav a memory of e fotos lor.. get it? lol` de s2pid sia! walk e whole sch take pics liao she still not enuff! nvm later i continue rite bout 2day den u're noe =X after dat me vera ce teng pam took 962 to cwp.. but pam n teng went home.. huiyi oso went home. nat met us at woodlands int n we went swimmin complex! keke.. fun huh? haha` swim bout 2hours or more there. play all sorts of crappy games! n den float arh n swim`~? haha.. den justina at 1st oso goin de.. but she lost her hp or sth.. den after swimmin rain very heavy lor. it was "showering" yar. n den we like run until like siao! its like after running and reachin e bus stop. we were like wat we were wen we came out of e swimmin pool; drenched frm head 2 toe. den later still went lib wif em.. cold sia! very very cold. rainy day mah :D haha..

ok den today! went sch esp for vera. wanna noe why!? because she wans to take more pictures of e sembawang rss. argh! in e morning call me wen i was slpin peacefully lor. wat she wans!? lol` anyhow only! so went to sch n met her lar. den took e pics liao go civic centre! n den! wen we were walkin thru`cwp to civic and we walked pass dis guy. he was so black!! n his eyes were RED lor.. totally! lol` n wif his black skin liao he wear a white shirt! which makes him look so significant! n den we saw n walk pass him oso quite shocked? haha` alright den as we walk pass him n continue walkin until bout e kfc there, vera lie turned behind n she still c him there! he was like lookin at us!?!?!! i turned n c liao oso realized it man! so we faster go in kfc there to avoid. we were like scared lar.. lol` somehow! so wen we entered e kfc he was still standin there lookin.. until we grab a seat n pretend we were eating there den we faster go out again wen he wasnt there! n den went library! keke.. s2pid sia! like some ghost or wat.. c c c! freak =x den in lib walk here walk there lor. haha` den found a lot of interesting books huh.. but nvr borrow.. cos ardy got book in my hand. :) heez. den after dat went mac eat somethings.. n den went home liao!! woots! =p tomoro going for sharkmarine! haha.. 12pm at plaza singapura watchin sharktales! n den after dat got games.. =s n oso a korean bbq dinner at marina south park! woo =p anyone hu wans to go pls imform me by T0DAY. so dats all! bubye

cough dao`! haiz..

2004-11-05T18:57:00.000+08:00

haiz.. went to c doc liao in e afternoon. sian diao` donno wat sorta medicine e doc giv me sia. like wat lar. imagine takin those medicine syrup w/o drinkin any water. can puke rite. zzz! right... n now currently rotting at home. dis few days were boring compared to sch days. sian`.. later sg idol gonna show results liao =x hopefully they all don out =x oni e leandra out! cos i don like her.. =x keke`! e rest very good huh! =p lol now feeling very vex! hahz, oso writing a combined fanfiction of different series wif ce, ver, nat. keke.. donno can make it anot =x its in chinese summore.. haha. suan le`!! arh!!!!!!!!

yoyo morning ai ni` =x

2004-11-05T09:48:00.000+08:00

yoyo.. morning! gonna c doctor later.. cough wat. crap man. okay no mood 2 type le.. gonna rite my chinese story =x keke =p

lol

2004-11-04T19:50:00.000+08:00

changed my blogskin. ;) its a very big change actually. cos its like frm a extremely black layout to white lor. black vs white. keke =p den now.. coughin non-stop. like mad liddat` den mom keep sayin wan go c doctor. but i don like to c doc man. =s hahz` den take e cough drop oso still like sai. e taste of it seriously sarks lar` like how i hate mint sweet liddat lor. those relli mint one i eat liao feel so gross. =x hahz no offence. today din went for e nyaa. in my state of condition right now.. theres seriously no way i can go anywhere. : haha. okay dats bout all. don wanna post any furthur. bye.

rmb to tag! =D

lalala

2004-11-02T20:05:00.000+08:00

in a perfect world` u'll still be here.. =x haha` listening to e song perfect world once again. keke` very nice leh. haha.. =x

okay so 2day went for band. yea wats more interesting huh? but sadly e sec 2s had 2 go for basketball prac lor. for some crappy nyaa tihng. wats wif e award man.. zzz sian diao. den play for like 1 hour plus plus lar.. x= very hot lor. den now` feel very warm oso =.= fever liao..? hahz. watever lar.. sick sick sick =x mentally and physically. cough cough cough in band today. freakin. 2day oso now out set piece le.. =s one word to describe it lor. sArKs. :) haiz` very no mood.. sad oso` but nvm.. =x 2day durin our lunch break.. siala can nvr guess wat happened to us!? we saw.. one of e sg idols. SyLvEsTeR`!! omg lor!? at 1st ish me n nat come out of sch 1st one.. cos we wan pia to meet michelle.. =x den we cross e road 2 take bus. saw a guy in black. i noticed him liao lar =x den thot dat he look like sylvester lor. except dat i din noe it was him at dat time.. =x keke` den nat oso c liao say look like lor! he was like quite some dist frm e bus stop.. so we got on e bus liao. thinkin dat e person we saw ish jus someone hu LOOKs like him only lor.. but boy were we wrong!! we inside e bus den standin mah.. so e bus got drive pass him. n we saw. ITS HIM.. =X haha! so afer much consideration nat n i got dwn e bus n walked back.. LOL`! actually nat n i saw him smiling at us wen we were in e bus liao? lol.. but i din lar.. maybe he not smiling to us wor? keke!! =p den nat gav him our neoprint to sign on! sweet huh`! haha.. n oso shaked his hand! den tok tok.. he say he stay near our sch dat area? haha.. but donno real not.. =x like so fake. cos if he does stay near there y we oni 2day den c him!? haha.. n den he later said he was gonna take cab to mediacorp lor.. sad :'( haha! we even asked him to take bus wif us =x but of cos he wun de. =x haha... cool!!!!! heehee.. 2day so shuang lor!! but its like so unreal. or unbelievable. nvr thot to c him. actually outside our sch?! haha.. eh but rss moving to woodlands liao. x= ahakz..

haha` ok another thing. =x jus realized readin chi books r so cool. =p its relli nice. e description everythin seriously. well hopefully my chi can improve too lar. haha.. so.. cya dats all for TODAY! whee! xp

"Crazy" - Simple Plan.

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look, I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
And won't stop till they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshop pictures in magazines
Telling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like its World War three

No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Is everybody going crazy?

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving big SUVs
When kids are starving in the streets

No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's not fair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something, something is wrong

Is everybody going crazy?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on?
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

haiz. perfect world? lol.

2004-10-31T22:42:00.000+08:00

"Perfect World" - Simple Plan

I never could've seen this far
I never could've seen this coming
It seems like my world's falling apart, yeah
Why is everything so hard?
I don't think I can deal with the things you said
It just won't go away

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through, yeah
I wish that I could bring you back
I wish that I could turn back time
Cause I can't let go
I just can't find my way, yeah
Without you I just can't find my way

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

I don't know what I should do now
I don't know where I should go
I'm still here waiting for you
I'm lost when you're not around
I need to hold on to you
I just can't let you go
yeah, yeah

In a perfect world
This could never happen
In a perfect world
You'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all
You feel nothing, nothing at all
Nothing at all

haiz.

2004-10-29T22:46:00.000+08:00

last day as a twofiver ; 2/5er. haiz.. n i din even get to be wif my class. sad case lor` councillor.. councillor.. think its cool? hahz` imagine leadin classes dat r freakin norti and den tryin 2 bear wif all e walkin a paniking here n there. n after all dat e councillors did not even get a a thank you frm any of e principal or vp. freak lor. fine so dis ish how we're like treated as? cool eh? zzz. darn` last day of sch! i badly wanted 2 join in the human chain wif e rest of my classmates like NORMAL students for today de lor. but?! wats dis. haiz` nvm shouldn't complain. wats over ish over as i've said to hakim too. hes pretty worked up too yar. haiz` sad leh 2day. anyway borrowed many chi books frm library lor. like so 1st time x= thanks 2 ciau er! ^^v ahar! den today after "tourguiding" the classes finally can go meet up wif e rest of piglerts. me n huiyi were like so confused wif wat nat n justina wan =.= meet here n there! so wasting everyone's time only. keke =p yeaa.. den me n huiyi went to food court eat wif e rest lar.. but they eat liao lor! sho gd?! n we were like starving frm since 6am till 12pm++ wat r we? free service workers?! haha.. den me n hakim were like in e new sch tokin bout wat if theres no councillors. a lot of possiblities if dat happens doesn't it? hahz. realli regretted not goin wif my class. our last day. as 2/5 leh!! i mean. its relli sad. 2 yrs passed. n here we r carrying on to e nxt yr. haiz` ok anyway =x we den later met ms fu liao` den ms fu gotta go 1st so she frm cwp go out liao lar.. n den we went mac wif ms ng ms chen mdm ko and mr goh.. gav them presents.. and all` showed our appreciations alright. and yea they were happi of cos. den its.. another of e days i wan 2 treasure which ish 2day. =] den after dat we went somewhere.. donno wats dat place called lor!? den sat dwn wif e teachers! hehz. very nice.. tokin 2 em.. they r relli e best teachers i've ever met seriously other den my pri sch form teacher last time.. keke. so.. its a great day spent. =)

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2/5. - the class which brought laffter. cries. screams. madness. everything.
-+- remember 1/5. won the sports day champ.
-+- netball interclass got 1st
-+- national day. took part but din win 1st. it was alright. =>
-+- excursion to vila francis home. we were a grp of kind souls. =X =)
-+- fiesta riverside. the grandest of all isn't it.
-+- flag day. we were like morons dou. but worth it.
-+- all the interesting lessons in the IT room. and we learnt` yea we did.
-+- 2/5.04. won national day perf. 1st. woots.
-+- meteorological station excursion.
-+- against tsung. (period of time)
-+- netball interclass. 2nd.
-+- sports day. 2nd
-+- all e tsung's lesson and e laffter we had. [once again]
-+- the efforts we tried to put in our maths during dat harsh time. [rmb??]
-+-chinese new year decorations.
-+- all the it studies. and msning. =p
-+- moving to the new site. yea.. :'(
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pretty sad rite now.
last day.
2/5er.
skeletons. dogs. big lips. pantys. motogas. gays. crappers. freakers. everyone. 2/5ers.
its.. not the end.
we'll meet. in sch.
=] yea..
2/5.2004.forever.

hey hey hey~~~

2004-10-27T19:05:00.000+08:00

ni hao. =s gonna post bout yesterday!!! hehez.. ytd great day. but hectic sial.. -_- cos erhh.. we wanted 2 watch e choir popsicles. den we wanted 2 watch netball inter-class too. n we needed to go band` sian diao lor. lol`!! so anyway; managed to go for everythin`!! =pp cos we ppl power =x lala... kekeke! but hor` regretted greatly for not goin band lor. cos mr er n mr neo all nvr come. instead theres dis relli cute conductor whu came?! i mean.. hes like SO CUTE! =.=~ me n nat totally mesmerize by him on e 1st look =x n den we he start conducting even more cute >.<>red man! haha. den me arh.. =x jus look n look n play lor =x den almost nvr look at scores jus look at him =X haha! hes such an opposite of mr neo!! if mr neo was half of him gd liao lar =x but e cute conductor anyhow listen 2 us oso =.= he said we play until very gd. i was thinkin` wat would mr neo hav said instead lor. i mean he would hav fainted liao =x haha! ok no` mayb he would be so furious dat his hair stand n got smoke come out oso.. =p blehh` den after band went home wif michelle. yishuners man! =x poor ah nat` she was inside e bus herself.. but nvm man ytd we were so happi`!!!!!!!! =x cannot tell why! keke =x *the perfect moment- hohoho.. alright so me n mich sorta went northpoint to collect her jeans frm gio den at e escalator!! shiok man! cos.. i was like disturbin or donno sayin wat 2 her.. yea!? n den i kinda said/shouted the word WAT. lol`! n den theres a man in front of me who just suddenly turned and look at me. i was like.. STUN for dat minute or so!? =x n mich still had e cheek 2 laff sia! its like` his name ish wat or sth? or i mite hav spoken 2 loud? hahz! craze sia.. =x den after dat went home for dat day`~ n onlineeeeeeeeee =x
*the perfect moment-
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kk` den for 2day =x actually was feelin very very restless e whole day. had 2 chat sessions` one wif 1/4 and e other wif 3/2.. 1/4 was like sho quiet until i sian diao.. n by the time it was time 2 go for 3/2 chat session.. i was kinda exhausted =X haha. shooo.. okay nvm =x anyway 2day e sch lib oso gav away free books huh` so shuang =x we all so super kiasu. esp nat 2day. shes totally nuts! can look at e number of books she took lor. siao liao =x den teng oso! eh me too lar =p but not dat many lor` haha.. den after sch went vera house to do e piglerts` project. haha` its undisclosed. (",) keke. n thanks lao da for buyin us lollipops! eh he sounds more like our "piglertsitter" yea? sth like babysitter its e chged version of e word created by ME =x hoho.. den at vera house siao one lor. SIAO ONE LOR =x bthhhhhh haha` kk nvm i go read books liao! wheeee =p buai

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2004-10-24T22:15:00.000+08:00

yo. now at mah cousin's house. earlier went for dinner at some hotel restaurant? buffet lai de. very full lar. lol` den b4 dat went chc! hahz, hmm. was very very torturing wif my stomachache suddenly =x like on n off liddat` i suspect ish food poisoning duhh` haha.. den haix. unfateful moment =p vera n zy noe y huh` i keep tellin em.. LOL. siao liaoo =x now very tired lor... soo.. gonna slp soon. i guess! byee
First and Last Meeting.

yay~

2004-10-23T20:40:00.000+08:00

hmm.. exams over le. haiz my results seriously sarks lar. on need ask me for it k? not to make me stress. thanks all. 2day in band arh. i've been tolerating neo. if i haben controlled my thots i would hav threw e clarinet on e floor and leave, i was thinkin bout doin dat all along since mr neo said me n said n said me. well. instead i still controlled my tears summore.. was sufferin frm mental breakdwn at dat point of time. definitely not cos of his scoldings.. but mah own stuffs. hais` nvm. life gotta go on.. yeaa, =]
amander huang u can do it!!!

sunday.. tireddz

2004-10-17T19:32:00.000+08:00

yoo! jus returned frm chc. hehz =] today tok bout money! $$$ hoho.. yea, but nvm i donno how 2 type here wats it bout oso, haha! hmm, haiyoo everyone askin me 2 watch pearl habour now but seriously im NOT in e least interested. lolz =p den today arh.. frm e train there.

me mich jess sharon ron in mrt.. n den suddenly, so farnie man =x mich kinda fan lian wif sharon! n walk n walk inside e train 2 e end of it. everyone like LOOKIN at us lor so peng tio! i summore run afta her. xia si ren ^^" den liddat n like dis =x aiya i donno how 2 say out e details. heehee den now at home slackkkkkk =x tomorro mus go school siala. monday n tues ish markin days yea noe! its a holiday! n i hafta go sch for both days! YAY IM SO HAPPI. lol =x craps. ciao-

25minutes- mtlr

BECAUSE U LIVE! YAY

2004-10-16T11:46:00.000+08:00

alrite. here 2 post. hopefully e 60seconds darn virus thingy don pop up i suppose. alright so ytd ish seriously e most meaningful day of my life. felt so great man seriously. n nvm so for today wanna wish jUsTiNa a very HaPpI 14tH BiRtHdAy!

heehee`!! okay so to noe e details wat happen ytd? theres simply too much. n of cos NO WORDS can explain the feeling ytd. a joyous occasion. relli. =] thinkin of it oso can cry`! =x okay so i`ll summarize it out. ytd we threw a great big suprise to justina! me vera nat ciauer stayed at sch at 1st to design a GIGANTIC card for justina!! i drew e 8 piggies one.. den we gav some of e teachers sign on e card too.. feel so successful after drawin finish e card oso.. haha n den many things happen lar.. but i wun reveal e details *wInK* =p n we actually r celebrating her bday one day earlier which was ytd lar. den she kinda had no clur to wat we were doin wor! wen we went her house she summore was slpin! we so evil huh e suprise =pp theres more to come. hahz! alright den we blindfolded her k.. =x me nat vera ciauer went 2 her house 1st while pam teng huiyi n pei wen were at her house dwnstairs plannin treasure hunt. exciting hor! =p okay so while justina was blindfolded. nat n ciau er were bz at e kitchen cookin` den me n vera entertained justina while she was blindfolded ^^" but some time later vera donno walk here walk there`~ left me tok nonsence there oni! lol.. yea! den finally everyone came up.. n we put properly everythin lar.. den unblindfold justina! n ta-da~ we sang bday song to her and blew bubbles?! yea we did.. lol =p n i guess everyone at dat point were so touched.. =] justina cried wor! don cry kk.. wat we did was all for u ya! so be happie! frenz forever piglerts =D okay! n den we had our lunch which was prepared by nat n ciauer.. maggie mee! haha.. aldou not relli fillin or anythin.. but its e effort ya! eat liao oso very happie one! cannot understand right u all? =p so nvm~ haahz` k den after eating finish` we watch e movie flash done by vera! very very nice one.. got e song because u live as bg music, n in e movie got a lot of jesse mccartney's foto n our fotos too of cos! ^^v very very nice flash.. c liao all got tears welled up in eyes liaoo.. =] e song brings back so many memories.. too many memories back in fact. :') yay! so afta dat we ate her bday cake.. chocolaty =p n we went to play treasure hunt! yay.. =pp FUN hor.. so she finally solved e treasure hunt n found e prezzie =p its a fluffy and pink piggy foto frame! wif e card we made of cos. worth it? definitely. =] a day treasured forever- and of cos theres other things followed up after e treasure hunt.. but` nvm.. as long as its in our memoriez. :)
because u live ; jesse mccartney-

2004-10-11T19:06:00.000+08:00

You are Brown Tiger, who get in touch with others with calm attitude.
You are both pure and friendly, and have the atmosphere of motherly tenderness.
Your character seem flexible and gentle, but you are actually someone who has their own opinion, and do not like to lose.
You are not scared of things.
You can steadily lead life to accomplish your goal.
You have the big sister sort of character.
People around you may push you to become their leader, but your sense of organizing people and action is not that strong.
You are confident, and can put to action with perseverance and guts.
You are dedicated to many things.You can carry out things calmly and steadily at your own pace.
You don't worry about things so much, and possess the talent to combine many factors together to create a new thing.
You are well balanced person.Nevertheless, you possess feminine atmosphere and are dependent person.
You lack self-support, and therefore you will be good at working in the back-ground.
Men are attracted to your mysterious atmosphere, but you tend to be very careful, and not fall in love too easily.
You are weak on favors, and can not turn them down.
Once married, you will stay at home and be obsessed with children's education.
http://noracom.net/eng/fortune/fortune.php
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kinda crap. but anyway` for e fun.. tomorro history and dnt paper. lol` all e best everyone for ur eoy. =D

lyrics!

2004-10-06T19:42:00.000+08:00

My Oh My. - Aqua
My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To Happy Kingdom, baby, tell me why
My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To rule the country, baby, you and I?
If you were my King..

My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To Happy Kingdom, baby, tell me why
My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To rule the country, baby, you and I?

Little princess in a terrible mess,
a kingdom alone, with no love to confess
Dreams of a prince on a tall white horse,
runs like a spirit by the castle walls.

Gotta steal from the rich, when they don't know I'm coming,
gotta give to the poor, no time for lovin'
My oh my don't you cry, 'cause there's no way I'm staying,
I will leave
Say bye-bye
I'm going my way...

My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To Happy Kingdom, baby, tell me why
My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To rule the country, baby, you and I?

If you were my King..
I would be your Queen...
If you were my King..
I would be your Queen...

Mystery deep in the royal heart Crying at night,
I wanna be a part
Prince, oh, prince
Are you really sincere
That you one day are gonna disappear?

Gotta steal from the rich, when they don't know I'm coming,
gotta give to the poor, no time for lovin'
My oh my don't you cry, 'cause there is no way I'm staying,
I will leave
Say bye-bye
I'm going my way..

My oh my, ohhh
My oh my, ohhh
My oh my, ohhh
My oh my!

My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To Happy Kingdom, baby, tell me why
My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To rule the country, baby, you and I?

My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To Happy Kingdom, baby,
tell me why My oh my do you wanna say goodbye?
To rule the country, baby, you and I?

If you were my King..
I would be your Queen..
If you were my King..
I would be your Queen..

hoho.. dis song ish inspired by huiyi for me to listen. ^^v HAHA~

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2004-10-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

currently appearing as offline in my msn. => studyin geog, don giv me ur comments on it =x i noe its not like me duh` but nvm. i study means i study don care bout me. x= ^^" today had maths retest. anyway my results were pass. 15/25 = 60/100 = B4 = improvement. =x sai.. like wat only e equation =p but anyway e retest for today very special. ish they giv back our original test ppr. den do e corrections again in green pen n teacher will giv more marks based on dat lor`!? =p shiok huh.. *pray get 19 at least.. =x* den my geog test`!! 20/25. hai hao lar. another improvement yea. => n ah teng u can do it`!! ur geog will be e MOST pro. zzz`~ don say le. haiz. =s n now studyin geography n smsin huiyi bout crap too. =x den today oso had my chinese zao ju retest wif justina.. got 13.5 leh! improvement of 2marks`!! n gao lao shi let me pass! wahaha`~ =p shes good! yay.. =x den went back home wif e 8 piglerts =x hoho.. tired tired day. wen reached home bathe liao jus had to slp or i will no energy to do anythin else le. hoho, now gonna drink coffee.. so byebye-
bie zai pian wo le. zzz-
jia mian mu tai duo le-

yay`!!

2004-10-04T17:18:00.000+08:00

yay`!! paisey ytd no post. ytd had a really good time in church. enjoyed everythin n most imptly with God! n later on went dinner wif n238`!! haha. some of e members din come 2day. u guess they got reasons too. => wish em e best in watever they do. den went home wif like the 3i`s =) and tz frm e jurong there lar.. very sian diao huh they all`!! VERY very LAME in fact. haha.. kk. den today very happy wor.. got back sci test ppr and history test ppr. i finally improved on my science test`!! i everytime on e spot pass.. now!? wahha 21.5/30`!! yay~ improvement at last. n den history huh. e source based test.. 12/18 only lor. not even a2?! how 2 go history class nxt yr liddat?! haiz. n today had our maths common test`!! 7questions in half an hour. i guess dats e standard. n my standard i donno.. as long as i can do betta den jus am avergae 50 i improve liao. so all i can hope ish pass wor`!! => n hor we planned so many things leh`!! after exams.. donno yet but not confirm.. a lot of ideas huh` =p hoho.. den recess we went 2 e cloud palace. =x [i decided to call it dat..`!! e idea given by someone lor. lol`!] n den ME ME ME ME noticed sth.. theres like a streak or line of cloud lar.. den its like goin higher n higher.. den i told all of em, in e end we keep lookin at e sky up there` until i think we almost drop dwn liao =x haha cos head stretched out too much =p den donno y.. cos its actually a plane formin dat streak of cloud as it flies up mah.. den i n teng had dis silly idea`!! we run all e way some sort like chasing it`!! n went to e fourth floor there e big space n look at it. shiok huh`! =p so chio de.. but like beri childish huh.. haha, as long as we stay happy nothin considered as childish bah`!! => n ciau er oso enthu in it huh`!! =p she took out her fone n take foto of it too. =x fans of CLOUD liao.. peng! so later me n vera went to e music room 1st. den i started anyhow plannin which row 2 sit n all yea! cos we're watchin school of rock`!! movie liddat.. so i "book" e seats like movie liddat sorta =x den in e end mr low come liao vera 1ST to go in.. i 2ND` lor.. like so kiasu rite haha.. so it goes as our plan. we each kinda sit at e 2 ends.. den e rest of e sit in e middle of us for em de. => we r e great planners of SEATS. =x haha`!! so wif our wonderful seats =XXX we watched e movie finish lor. relli nice` love it =x yea.. den had chinese test after music oso.. e gong han arh.. n den tomorro got RETEST again.. chinese one lor, somemore got wat!? sai.. retest on e zhao ju a.k.a chinese sentence construction. yucks rite =x gao lao shi huh.. haha but nvm lar, i noe she very xing ku teachin our class.. wif our standard of chinese.. den sometimes we don regard chinese as anythin impt at all.. so sorri =x ^^" hehe.. after sch den maths test den yea noe.. everyone panicked as usual.. maybe no relli lar. wish our class all e best we will do in our maths lor. n definitely hope all go into a choice of their class. => now goin off 2 study geog.. n prac maths again. yea`!! n ah teng we love u~ wun slap u 4 nothin de or cos.. so if any c us "abusin" teng.. it goes like dis.. beat ish care~ den scold ish love =p ( a chinese proverb ) lalala.. dats all.. =p
i don care wat ppl may say` i`m running after u..- planet shakers :: runnin` after u.

some watever stuffs.. stfu.

2004-10-02T23:38:00.000+08:00

plagued: u girls betta get tis misunderstandin resolved or else i will step my foot in n take tis case personally, u noe hu u r..im watchin n monitoring.. aights
plagued: call urself christians n yet ur mind is so full of bitchin n gettin behind pples back.. i dun c how this is reflected in ani books of the bible.. so materialistic i wld desribe u, michelle n hueva is tryin to start tis conflict..
plagued: 4give n 4get in the name of the LORD! Amen..

[[ hmm wondering wats dat above? hahz. a person hu donno a thing tryin to act smart and bein concern but resulting in a case of being busybody. yea as simple as dat =) ]]

thanks weipin for taggin so much yea. n sarah too. =) so u guys SEE? what the h*ll ish e problem wif us?! we've no problems against each other. just dat things meant to go dis wat den let it be. wanna hav peace for a moment. showing concern n care for ppl. ish dat wrong too? and to plagued. wat u trying to mean after taggin my board wif dat "wise" words of urs. sorri but it certainly never impressed me a single bit. if u think u're trying to solve our so-called conflict dat never started before? den u might as well don say a thing. there wasn't any conflict formed in the first place and if u could noe about the bible, den does it reflect back to u dat anything mention in the bible has anything 2 do with sayin other people and tryin to act smart like a miss/mr know-it-all? supposingly no of cos. and u say u gonna step into it and take dis case personally? well try me. =) if u think u can, come on? do it. i wanna c how u try in fact. cos no matter how hard u try, nothin ever changes. Who do u think u are? some superhero tryin 2 save e day and salvage the situation n all? hahz. its lame lor. n den u're watching and monitering?? well well. im suprised. what has other's ppl thing concern u a single bit? n we're not even affected or anythin by it. theres nothin to be solve yea. and nothin to be done. so could u gladly stay out n i wanna mention e word. OUT of our lives. cos by doing so, u're saving our time and oso givin us lesser problems too. => and about the bitching around and gettin behind other's back. prove it? did we do it? if we had would we still had fren by now hu trust in us? tell us secrets? or probably u r e one doin all those stuffs and tryin 2 malign others by putting words into ur own mouths too? dats relli pathetic in fact. i've wanted to forget bout everythin u type. but i just can't. its my nature, i don watch myself gettin insulted/malign/said by anyone, n dat includes u. yea.. u're jus a ANYONE. =) n in fact a relli pathetic one. one dat don even hav e guts to speak out ya name and e truth. one dat ish fake and a liar. i relli don wanna pollute my blog writing all dis unwanted stuffs. but thanks 4 making me do dis plagued. its long time since i ticked off someone. and u made me do it.

to everyone else: please don think too much over me and mah friendship wif her. cos i chose it dis way, and seemingly everyone seems happier. and im glad for dat fact too cos im happy in dis way too. so she and i made a decision and the decision ish now concluded to be done and yea it became like dis dat u guys think we're enemies or anythin? but yea no. of cos still friends so don hafta worry so much. =) take care everyone.

yo yo yo yo yo yo yo yo

2004-10-02T21:19:00.000+08:00

Today sian diao day` in the morning wake up liao throat so dry`!! den i testing c can talk anot. still no voice!? haha. i did some maths in the afternoon. mainly on chapt 13. cos im like tryin 2 memorize e formulas as advised by mr goh. den went bookshop myself today`! my house dwnstairs to buy e necessary stuffs needed 4 exams. pencil leads, erasers and pens lor. n den went 7-11 to buy cup noodle for myself too. :( sad case hor, no one help me buy lunch, oni morning ate some sai porridge bought by my mother lor. =x and den on msn chat chat chat.. =x haha. siao liao one lar.. =x hmm. i wanna chg my blog's background. getting sian of dis one liao. any suggestions 4 my next bg? =x haha. okay enuff crapping. -gone-
i`ve learn to be free-

^^ ^^

2004-10-01T16:57:00.000+08:00

ni hao! ytd oni blog bout chris rite de poem. so sian diao! ^^" actually ytd a lot of things oso happened. but nvm! ytd had ardy passed. history liao. =) its sotred at e back of my head all those sad n unhappy things dat happen. i hope n i suppose. ^^! today cold cold day yar. n 2day i am SUPER gek dao by teng n pam! they so purposely yar.. i like completely no voice even if got voice oso e voice like sai dat type one. n den pam purposely say she cannot hear wat i tokin! i try mah best to shout liao yar. but voice still liddat no choice~ lalala.. n den dat teng arh! make me wan slap her liao.. keep askin me to sing ah du song n donno wat sai~ heehee`!! 2day english exams overall was okay bah.. but incident report i hate it lar.. i oways donno wat 2 rite one, all rite rubbish de lor. den compo i like wat i was writing, cos quite suit e atmosphere~ cold cold one. based on a sentence like "standing there helplessly" so shuang huh dat topic. hoho, den afta exams went cwp wif em. we were standin in e bus, considering to move in anot, den huiyi so toot toot one!? she don wan "squeeze" up or sth not like justina so power. =x n den in e end she behind us a little.. until i pull her wif us. =.=!!! hahaz so pengin~

den in e bus so rubbish`!? keep lookin at my hp like inside got gold lor huh!? over! n huiyi so ke lian~ we let her sit dwn but in e end it got `dangerous` sittin at dat seat. if ya noe wat i mean ^^" in e end she stand up den donno wat sai~ so many funny things oso donno how 2 say sia!! =p hao jiu mei zhe me kai xing le.- i guess sum of yar noe wat i mean. esp nat, ver, jus, teng, pam n huiyi. =) thanks 4 all e things i supposed u guys helped me!? okay i noe u guys tried 2 help me but don dare or sth. mei guan xi! now its okay le.. everyone happie den good liao.. don bother so much anyway.. went siao for like.. a 1st time after a long moment of sadness for a period of time i guess.. n dats good! im more like e me i used to be. at least im starting to go back to dat same me. =) thanks man.. den at cwp bought e pig hp keychain led by justina n vera man! haha`!! n oso bought one 4 ciau er =) yea.. n on my way home justina n vera said so many things to me! funny interesting amusing n very CHATTY things.. bout *secret* shh~ lol! =p love u all lar piggies :) i would hav break dwn if it wasn't done earlier. *hope mr goh yang ming don hear dis =p*
wateva happens, happens for a reason.
no one ever dared to speak out.
nor do i.
things just have to be discovered by ourselves.

... =)

2004-09-30T18:18:00.000+08:00

today- hmm wanna put dis poem in mah blog written by christian.

Lonely n 4gotten
U were there to comfort me...
Every minute...every moment
u were there with me...
U were the best...
a guy could ever have...
U cheered me up...
turned my frown upside down...
Wanna let u know how great u are...
for just bein who u are...
makin people happy...
and not at all sappy...
Thks 4 all the care u've shown...
for all tat u've shared...
written by: Chris
"4 all my frens who've been there 4 me =)"-christian.

2004-09-29T22:36:00.000+08:00

hey today ish e worst wednesday ever huh? i not siao or wat.. i noe a moment ago i was sayin wednesday ish my fav. day of e week too.. but.. not dis particular wednesday which is today. its a sad wednesday. a day wif many decisions made n many things happening. even dou i wasn`t in sch.. i noe wats going on.. dudes` wif sources here n there. well i got 17/23 for dnt which ish very sarks yar. nvm, i always sarks. hahz.. so today i heard we had literature test.. =x aww man..!! 2 bad i din go` =x e best no need 2 take e test.. haiz-

n now donno y m i bloggin.. should be doin my science hwk n studyin for mah chinese retest =s 9.53pm liao. i started writing frm 8pm somethin one lor.. den i stopped to watch charmed! yay.. okay thanks everyone for missing me in sch 2day wen i nvr come =x esp sarah huiyi n many many many more..! =x sounds like i dyin mah!? =.=~ den huiyi say me not there she raise flag weird weird de!? ooo.. mei xiang dao huh` jk.. i think ish she c too much of her fav teacher liao lar.. so anyhow oni! hahz den got ppl sms me summore so gan dong! ^^" jk bleh.. zzz` so as i was sayin. many things happen today.. so 2day i mite rite a long post..

1st. michelle! haiz.. mai sad sad le. maybe hes not worth it for all ur efforts lor seriously. he takes u 4 granted? n flirt lor. as u said u hate flirts right! hate him. its NO wrong =s and den as for dat girl.. its her prob if she wanna be so "bytchy" doin all those things.. i cant believe wat i heard. ish there a lot of benefits gettin e guy u wan thru underhand means n all those.. its like omg` so sarks.. n i bwg. wen dat gal grow up will she continue bein like dis? if she does she sure regret one wat.. so no need 2 care bout her de! i`ll be dere wen u need me.-
n christian.. lol` my jie mei liao. nvm =) i oso noe u very sad lar. mayb its my fault for tellin u dat in e 1st place. but its betta noein now n stop rather den bein hurt deeper n deeper n donno a thing? at least now u noe betta den later noe.. so don worry. n yea, i will oso be dere ok! right behind u wen u need me. lol!~ cheer up. jus now u were so sad.. n all den i oso got influence by a lot of ppl.. including my own prob.. made me cry oso =.='' mayb no one noes.. but, haiz. no comments.

argh! i actually wan type much more. i jus cant bring myself to say a lot og things. too many things in fact. haiz, listenin 2 broken on perfect 10. jus wen i need 2 song =) haiz. okay i think i got one of my problems off my heart. mayb not relli off.. jus said it out finally afta all dis times i`ve been bearing wif it. =s mayb yes maybe not. donno how 2 say oso. haiz. really sad..
*let me go if its ain`t true- yea.

2004-09-29T11:36:00.000+08:00

omg.. im very happie =X not cos i nvr go sch 2day yar. i wan go sch one lar =.=!! hahz, hehe! its cos i kinda "clean up my comp.. now feel dat e comp so fast n betta liao -_-`'' lol =p summore 2day is wednesday! my fav.day of e week other den saturday n sunday duh`.. cos got flag-raising which i kinda like`!! hahaz. n den 2day got charmed.. pls rmb 2 watch it everyone! especially OON weipin! always come n "scream" at me wen he din watch! say i nvr remind him! OVER. hmm den 2day ish mah jiemei`s birthday which ish zHuEn`!!

Happy Birthday to Chay Zhu En. =D
//Jie mei`
//woodwind buddy
//2/5ers.
__________________________________

haiz. now i understand..
i relli do.
so stop evrything.
let me go-
or no. i`ll go myself.

2004-09-28T19:25:00.000+08:00

da jia haoz. =x aldou i don feel hao =s haha. 2day! 1st lesson geog. sianzation! n mr lee suddenly added one more topic to test man` siao one =x but okay lar. dat topic was easy.. =x about recycle reuse n reduce crapp de haha. den had pe. went up to hall wif huiyi to play badminton lor! me n huiyi ya noe. den very tiring one play wif her. =x shoot high angle low angle wateva sai all got =.=~ n she told me sth.. which i din expect to hear frm her. she said e way i am now isnt e same as last time.. hmm` okay lar. n she says i look DEPRESS. x= eh i frm last time until now ish actually liddat de. n den she oso say wat i like got a lot of probs liddat` maybe lar.. donno` or huiyi tink too much!! ^^~ den after pe got english. siala my incident report pass rite on e spot.. 15/30 HAHA` =p recess liao den went sumwhere lor.. wif sarah =x talk like wat only.. den went back class got 3we tot no assembly! mr low oso lar.. =x n he let us c e class foto 1st sia. haha` very nice =) 2/5 rawks. =D but e formal pix hor. everyone look extremly dao. =x hahz, den got maths!! learn a lot again! ^0^ den we had art. aiyo dat art teacher mr goh damn crap CRAP! bth lor! cos we like siao siao shout across table to talk mah.. =x den i tlel huiyi "wo ai ni" den me goh go n say a lot of crap to us say its abnormal donno wth lor. =x peng only! n i drew a durian n apple. side by side. =x contrasting mah` den looks weird. lalala.. haiz =x den nOw SICK lar. i don wan sick DON WAN sick.. -___- but it seems my fever high liao =/ haben take temperature.. heck care!? hahz. den sorethroat, donno wat to do. cant seem to concentrate on anyting. wan explode le =.=!
-a thousand miles-vanessa*

2004-09-27T18:27:00.000+08:00

todays a great day. supposingly. =) certainly tired as usual.. haiz. =x zzz`!! den durin` pe ish like one of e lessons i enjoyed e most. =D funny sia they all. played badminton wif vera zhuen n huiyi.. den i teamed wif zhuen[don ask me why i oso donno lol.] ok so we pplayed against huiyi n vera! we hit so funny one lar.. =.=~ u noe wen we serve.. yar den zhuen go n serve it in his so called "girl's way" s2pid! den at one time.. e shuttlecork fly to e tree there!! den huiyi summore go n chiong to hit it! in e end she bang into e tree. LOL =x peng! den for a minute or so we were laffin until cannot hit properly liao lor`!! so over only, den huiyi keep sayin me.. say i keep missin n i nvr use my HEART to concentrate! =x over! den she say zhuen n vera oso nvr concentrate keep missin only, overation man`!! in e end she miss oso like siao liddat! wahaha. farnie scene!! so zhuen said 2 huiyi he wan use his heart to play! (yong xin wan) den he go n throw e shuttlecork n rleli use his HEART there to hit?! understand not.. haha nvm =p FUNNY. omg lor laff till siao liao` very long nvr laff until so `real` le.. =x nvm suan le =D hoho.. den after sch needa stay back 4 maths file check. haiz` 15 marks over 20 nia.. a1 liao but still not good lar.. haiyar donno man` =.= but did evrythin dat can be done liao! bout 4pm den can go home. tired tired day man =x still got chinese retest tml.. confirm one! today jus did e test haben mark but i noe i will fail le cos out of 100words i oni got like less den 50words. =x kweel huh!? hahz lalala.. oh yar! i nvr rite bout wat i did in malacca 4 dat sat n sunday.. okay gonna rite it!
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1st wen we reach malacca! check in the hotel. 3 stars nia` sai =x i mean i care a lot bout e hotel we stay in one lor. =x i don like those lan lan de.. at least 4stars mah`.. or e best 5stars lar! giv us 3stars de so sai` aldou its okay n pretty neat.. but donno lar jus don like it! =p so we went to some places of interest like st.peter church. a relli old church.. yet nice, wen u go in n look around its e presence of god dats still around. theres like no one there.. except 4 two old person hu kneel and prayed. e chairs r those wooden one. its e relli old n traditional one. wif e big cross in front of e whole church. =) very nice. okay! so we even went to eat "nonya" food. curry spices! all e hot stuffs. ^^~ i love it =x hahz`!! n at nite we went to e pasa malam there.. bought a lot of crap stuffs =x hoho` but i bought a bag oso` heehee.. walk until leg pain lor. cos its a long stretch of pasa malam.. after dat finally went back hotel to SLP! whee! e air con so freaking cold man =x its like in e morning wen i woke up i went to look at e temperature its 17degrees celcius or sth!? siao sia, donno hu adjust it so siao one.. n sunday! in e morning went to a shoppin centre opposite our hotel lor.. big big one.. =x den bought some stuffs there too.. no needa elaborate liao lar, so sian diao only -_-`.. okay den ate lunch man`!! very nice de chicken rice balls?! =x haha!! relli nice man.. RELLI nice. =x oni go malacca den can eat dao dat type one` siala! relli nice huh`.. haha`!! so nxt went to e bus n started on e jorney back 2 singapore.. in e bus at 1st i tot i got no sms man! =x cos we reached e singapore custom there liao? den got reception mah. =x i kinda expected sms to be recieved in e 1st place!! but i waited long long oso no sms liddat lor! i so sad man =x tot no one sms me one.. =xx keke`!! okay so in e end my hp was relli laggin! it started recieving about 8sms! -__-` read till siao huh =p keke.. okay den went dinner at bout 6pm n WENT HOME N STUDY. YEA STUDY! actually i studied chinese but wonderin y i still fail rite?! cos ytd so tired study liao no use de` morning wake up forget everythin. muhaha` siao liao =p
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den now! gonna do history source based worksheet which was supposed 2 be hand up 2day.. but i think we nvm liao lar. miss chen wun scold de.. or will she!? haiyar heckkkk =x den later gonna learn chinese AGAIN n oso geography.. yawns gonna pia/chiong/rush!! =p
-don say u love me- m2m*

ZZZz

2004-09-24T21:52:00.000+08:00

___On the edge___
Have u ever feel like breaking down.
Lock youself in your room.
Where no ones hear you screaming in you heart.
On the edge of breaking down.
And no ones there to save you.
Sick of being left out.
Loneliness resides in you no matter wat.
-nothing feels alright.
Telling youself you're gonna be okay.
Feel like you've been pushed around.
And you're trying to pull youself back.
When the stars go blind.
Darkness starts to flood your eyes.
Close your eyes.
And you'll wake up to another day.
When you're falling behind.
And believe you can stand up.
You fall again.
Deeper each time.
Until you no longer fall.
As your hopes..
are no longer there.
__________________________________________
erm.. its not sad or anythin.
im okay seriously.. so don come rushin n askin me wats wrong.
cos im fine.
=)

...

2004-09-23T20:50:00.000+08:00

today is thursday`! hu m i kiddin. i almost wanted 2 post one sentence for my blogpost jus now. but guessed i didnt of cos.. so nvm. as dou hu`ll care yeaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! hahaz.. sci was interesting wif e eperiments n stuffs.. den had english.. maths, n finally mt for today.. den durin music was fun lor. mr low let us watch e movie sch of rock.. siala` i love dat movie one!! its so NICE. yea` n im appearing offline okay ppl. so don anyhow think i block u or wat =x hahz, appeared offline so as to study 4 zao ju.. don think too much anyway` =D yea. alrite?! cya. [[look wat've u done now - jet))

lalala.. welcome to my life!!!

2004-09-22T19:14:00.000+08:00

welcome to my life- hey.. mah fav song of e week yea. by simple plan, heard it on radio in e morning wen goin 2 sch. =) den theres like a lot of hwk.. flag raising was normal` i guess.. n den went back 2 dnt class 1st lesson` GOT TEST Yea?! n we werent even imform.. i was like jus goin `omg* wen huiyi sms n told me got test oso.. sian diao sia` den sarah was absent` lucky her?! =x haha.. no lar, she mus do e test oso sooner or later. den e test was anyhow.. marjorie sat wif me as sarah was absent.` quite "fun" sia if u noe wat i mean =x aiya.. shes crappy! but interesting lar.. lol` n den mr wong's lesson boring. =.= donno wat he teachin at times man, den e whole class diam diam one.. obviously we were doin other things liao. if we r quiet.. theres only two reasons dat could cause it. either its TOO boring n we r jus so bored to even tok 2 our frenz.. 2nd reason? we r jus tired.. den no energy to tok oso.. haha` yea! den we had form teacher period today!! siala.. selvam came. =.= she came into our class we were all gaspin for air =x hehz.. den had ipw which was as good as free time. =.= i admit was pretty bored cos sarah din come. but den tok to chris aiman`.. den quite crappy too =x wat marroon 5 wat songs` hahz, den muru came my grp i went 2 his grp ^^v so in e end drew some silly things or issit?! on a a4 ppr given by vera.. den she keep tokin bout titanic. too bad ytd i tired den nvr watch it. but i still rmb e story yea!? =) memory POWER BOOST` haha.. yawns`!! after sch huiyi n shirin treated us pizza! at 1st we wanted 2 go cwp wif vera n teng2 to eat e chicken rize arhz.. den huiyi oso` sekali later she say she feel heartpain cos she pay to treat us e pizza den she nvr eat very wasted.. yea i oso wanna eat one sia =x so we were like "happie" in a sense wen vera told us she nvr wait for us but go wif teng liao.. so we were like act act say nvm den we sound so sad. VERY bad hor we all!? we were actually happi cos we get to stay n eat pizza liao.. muhaha`!! crazy galz` den eat e pizza in e council room. hmm.. YUM!! =x i love pizza`!! lalala

ni shi wo de mo li.. =x

2004-09-21T20:19:00.000+08:00

yozZz. =x ytd obviously bloggin sai. wanted to rite sth in my blog ytd but donno wat i was doin den it was empty n i click post. wth huh` den c liao oso pek chek` haha.. i suddenly feel dat e ws teacher gav us very kong bu[scary] i have like EIGHT(8) sets of specimen exam pprs to do.. n its mainly science n maths.. ms fu n mr goh sia.. wat they wan!? 8SETS.. donno how 2 do finish liao` den now so freakin tired after band as usual. 3rd clarinets` 3rd clarinets.. lalala` no need to care over it le lar.. den nowadays so happie liao. cos finally i cant don think bout anything.. be free yea. =D i think THRU le.. its OVER. hee =) alrite den enuff crap 4 now. guess my ipw grp oso kinda screwed sia =s chris n aiman r always.. like donno how 2 do or issit jus me anyhow sayin.. nvm` e frenship is straining. many sad things happening recently too. zhuen arhz take care =.=~ haiya.. donno wat 2 say liao.. boring day in sch oso.. geog lesson.. yawns.. english test..? haiz. den art?! crappie.. =s zzz!! another day gone! tml will be betta.. i guesss..... =D

... lol

2004-09-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

=)

2004-09-19T20:58:00.000+08:00

hmm.. its a sunday today. so went chc[city harvest church] today. wif mich n tz newcomer huh. =D unfortunately sarah woke up late n couldnt make it. but nvm she'll come nxt week of cos =) den teng so funny.. suddenly in msn msg me say she found my dis blogger by searchin in yahoo?! =.= diaon huh`!! =p wah seh! teng very cute oso.. ask me type out all those expressions like -> -_-` =.= =) =D =( o.O O.O <- all this lar.. haha! c liao wan lafff peng! okay enuff crap. today after goin chc went take neoprint wif mich for e 1st time. i mean as in e 1st time onli we two both take! =) hmm.. she kinda `ruin` one of e fotos cos she spelled church wrong. she spelt as "churh" ya in one of e pics.. =x siala! haha` den she so ps wen she c dat foto cos spell wrongly` wahaha.. so dats bout all! =D now studyin n smsin.. n erh instant msgin. =x how huh.. mus off my hp n comp den can study fully.. lala` haha! =p

eeyer! overation.

2004-09-17T22:02:00.000+08:00

ni hao-
yea. added a lot of stuffs 2 my blog eh?
ok not a lot. jus some music n sum lines below there x=
=) hahz, doin my maths yea
realized it'll get fun wen u understand it.
i suppose! =x crazy sial.
today went sch chao early. siansation. =x
den mt teacher nvr come again. hey i yearn 2 learn mt one ok =X
or else our chinese gonna rottttttttttttt like hell..
n den today maths fun fun =D shiok time =x
maths made me so relakzed n happy 2day =x laff until siao man.
crazy mr goh use pam n yy de names in solvin maths. wahaha!!
2/5ers lookin outside of e class like nobody's buiness oso.. haha =x
den c ppl everywhere anyhow woot weet =x haha!! freakin funny =p!!
den during recess huiyi gastric until very cham sia..
i summore bring her 2 council room wif her 2 rest..
den she wanna act cool still wen gastric pain like siao.. almost fainting sia she
den i hold her huh` she ask me don hold! wat ONLY
cos wen she c teacher she ps don wan let teacher c she so weak or wat lor =.=
peng man dat sai huiyi!
den tell me wat if she c ko more den 2 times sure will sth happen 2 her.
yea i guess! lol` den i walk wif her frm council room to 2/5classroom.
it was a TOUGH jorney for her lar..
den i oso mus slowly accompany her..
n den walk back to 2/5 everyone insists she go sickbed.. includin ms lim sc.
so huiyi WENT 2 sickbed
she keep complaining say she wan go spelling n learn english.. siala
she love it huh!! =x ok lar. i oso quite like miss lim lessons =)
she very good huh`.. she don scold me n huiyi de nowadays donno y =x hee hee
maybe oni we will noe why *winks* lalala`
den after sch went cwp wif sarah to eat..!
kfc lor.. haha, but she nvr eat.. i offered to giv her a lot of stuffs 2 eat
but she REJECTED. in e end she only accept a bread frm me
sounds like accept diamond ring or wat sia lol`
ok den zhuen n chris came frm behind.. maybe did some magic hu noes =x HAHA CRAP =x
den they sit wif us n chat n chat n chat.. unfortunately on crap =.=
haha! haiz. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
sorri for dat sentence above. feelin stressed again.
-gone-

science!!

2004-09-16T22:33:00.000+08:00

posthumous - means publish after e death of e author or followin or occurin after death =x
hey.. dats a new word i learnt in perfect 10 98.7fm. =D
love dat radio channel =x rawks man
crap! now doin science wb like wat only..
many pages sia, n summore its a difficult topic?! =x
chemical changes.. i don like dat topic =x
but still mus learn zzz!
den got a few difficult questions donno how 2 do..
haiz. nowadays ppl still havin` so many probs huh?
donno lar. crap irritating. stressed. blured!
=\ wow zhuen relli listened 2 my advice liao den go do his sci wb instead of gbin.
lol`!! jie mei mah. zzz
haiz!! =x i feeeel so sian diao of a lot of things recently.
nvm..! =D gonna work hard in studies..
lalala` mus get into 3/7 nxt yr if i can.. aldou aimin for 3/6 which i noe i cant =.=
so mus 3/7!! HAIX.
but mus work hard like siao lar..
no other way out! =x
cheers haha
eh!! i jus heard quote of e day in perfect 10 too.
its somethin dat goes like dis.
in life theres 3 words jus to describe it. `it goes go.
cool eh!! hope it inspire some of u hu reads it =x
i guess. =D

=.=

2004-09-15T17:16:00.000+08:00

ytd again no post wor. haha, basically too tired after band n yea? so wen i reached home online yet wanna slp. in e end i study sci n lie dwn until slp lor. =D hee, 2day sian oso. in sch 1st lesson dnt liao. =.= liew, cannot make it =.=!! at least ipw maths n pe betta =.= maths i think e whole class paid so much attention including me lar. den we UNDERSTAND it liao!! yea =) n 2dae had class foto-taking. as fun as last time =) imformal one donno wat happen 2 e boys =.= accordin 2 sources muru pulled one of em yea? n den chain reaction? all of em fall backwards frm e bench. (they were standin) lol. nvm, but it'll turn out nice 4 all e fotos i supposed =D yea. den 2day ish bryan bday huh! he in obs` lol. still wanna wish him happie bday. =)

2004-09-13T19:51:00.000+08:00

erhh.. nvr post ytd haha.
so i'll post all about ytd alrite!!
ytd went 2 city harvest church wif sarah chris n bryan.
after such a long period of not goin 2 church..
i feel betta goin 2 dat church ytd!!
hey thanks 2 chris 4 askin us 2 go yea? ;)
ok. so e whole service was great.
e church building was so nice`!! =)
n theres a rooftop garden or sth?
n yea. happie bday 2 a lot of ppl.
ytd was earnest`s bday heh. jus got 2 noe him but anyway,
we all wished him happy lar. lol =)
n they actually baked chesscake for his bday!
(they r all e ppl in e cell grp yea =D)
n of cos we got a slice of e cheesecake too.
its so NICE!! somemore got cookie one. siala! =p
den we took a tour around e whole church..
relli cool yea.
haha, den later went 4 dinner wif em,
n den went seperate ways while me n sarah took neoprints.
so dats all for ytd!!
n *impt* very happy huh!
cos 2dae a lot of ppl wanna come to e church too!
even yong shin, sherillin, n erm shung hua?! haha!
hehe =) 2/5!! =p
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okay. now for 2day.
1st day of sch after a holidays.
kinda normal goin 2 sch =)
2day was great.
nth can ruin my day not even a darn teacher.
(some of u mite noe wat happen yea? =p)
nvm i don wanna write bout it cos i m guai.
don wan ruin mah image =x
wat only. lol`
but its quite s2pid lar e whole ting..
but relli make me seems bad liddat lol`..
HU CARES! =p
lalala..! sci was great 2day,
erhh.. yea bout e notes n stuffs. bleh
n den cam history.
as crazy as ever
miss cheng sia =.=! siao liao
she always wanna fight! =X
haha! den there was music.
COOL STUFF!
we watched out performances n other classes one.
nice sial..
laff till we all peng
n we all came 2 a conclusion dat mr low mite haf somethin haywire goin up there.
n yea. =X (2/5ers get wat i mean? ahem.)
den mt.. go study area.
like shtz. don tok bout it ppl =)
as i said i don wan my mood 2 be RUIN!
=X heehee.. hu cares man.
=pp

2004-09-10T20:34:00.000+08:00

My husband is a scientist by profession, I love him for his steady-being nature,
and I love the warm feeling while leaning against his broad shoulder. Three years in the courtship and now, two years into marriage, I would have to admit, I am getting tired of it, the reasons of me
loving him before has now transform into the cause of all the restlessness. I am a sentimental woman and extremely sensitive and exquisite when it comes to relationship and feelings, I yearn for romantic moments, as though a little boy yearning for candy. And my husband, is just a contrast of me, his lack of sensitivity, and of all, inability of bringing romantic moments into our marriage has disheartened me about love.

One day, I finally decided to tell him my decision, that I want a divorce. "Why?" he asked, shocking. "I am tired, there aren't reasons for everything in the world" I answered. He kept silent the whole night, seems to be in deep thoughts the whole night with cigarette lighted all the times.
My feeling of disappointment is getting intense, a man who can't even express his detainment, what else can I hope from him? And finally he asked :" What can I do to change your mind?" Somebody said it right, it's hard to change a person's personality, and I guess, I have started losing faith in him.
Looking deep into his eyes, I slowly answered : "Here is a question, if you can find the answer in my heart, I will change my mind, Let's say, I love a flower at a mountain cliff, and we both are sure that making you pick the flower will cause death, will you do it for me?" He said :" I will give you your answer tomorrow.." My heart just sink by listening to his respond.

The next morning, he was not around, and I saw a piece of paper with his scratching writing,
underneath a glass of warm milk, It goes..

Dear,
"I would not pick that flower for you, but please allow me to further explain the reasons " this first lines has already break my heart. I continue reading....
"You can only type with computer and always messed up the programs in the PC, and cries in front of screen, I have to save my fingers so that I can help to restore the programs.
You always left the house key behind, I have to save my legs to rush home for opening door for you.
You love traveling but always lose your way in a new city, I have to save my eyes to lead you the way.
You always has the cramp whenever your "good friend" approach every month, I have to save my palm so that I can calm the cramp at your tummy.
You like to stay indoor, and I worry that you will be infected by infantileautism. I have to save my mouth to tell you jokes and stories to cure your boredom.
You always stare at the computers, and that is no good to your eyes, I have to save my eyes so that when we grow older, I can help to clip your nails,and help to remove those annoying white hairs.
I will hold your hand, stroll down the beach, enjoying the sunshine and the beautiful sand.. tell you the colour of flowers, just like the glow on your young face..
Thus, my dear, before I am sure that there is someone who loves you more than I do.. I would not pick the flower, and die.."
My tears drops on the letters, and blurred the ink of his hand writing.. and I resume my reading..
"And now, dear.. you have finished reading my answer, and if you are satisfied with these answers, please open the door of our house, I am standing there,with your favorite bread and fresh milk..
I rush to pull open the door, and saw his anxious face, with his hand holding tight to the glass of milk and the piece of bread..

Oh I am sure no one ever love me as much, and now I have decided to leave the flower alone..
That's life, or some said, love, when one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fade away, and one tend to ignore the true love lies in between the peace and dullness.Love shows in any form, even a very little and corny form, it has never been a model, it could be the most incurious form.. flowers, romantic moments is only the bubbles formed on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of truelove stands.. and that's our life..

>> a story bah. i think in email oso got.. =X
but very nice so post it here..

2004-09-09T21:24:00.000+08:00

- the reason - lalala`!! suddenly wanna listen 2 dat song. haha` read harry potter n e prisoner of azkaban for e erm.. 3rd time? =x siao liao huh`!! but donno leh.. cos i read till headache. PAIN SIA`!! bth le zzz. 2dae i've basically slacked like siao. n seriously i haben touch my hwk. how kweel ^^` haha. mayb gonna do all of it tomorrow lor.. c 1st`.. cos 2dae still feelin sum how sicklish` =X harhar. OvEr`!!

2004-09-08T19:50:00.000+08:00

haix. feel so sarks. stomach pain like ah sai. den fever oso like wat only. its only fever huh. hahahaha` lalala`~ dieee.. sumtimes i jus hate havin fever. but.. nvm =) den tomorrow is sarah's bday! HaPPy bDay aH sOtx!! =pp but so swey of me. fall sick 2dae den tml cannot go celebrate wif her.. =\ haish!! zzz. s2pidddd! den cut my hair sia 2dae.. no comments. brain can`t even work as well =X n hor. enuff of copycats hor. why always liddat one. copy copy` fark sia. tmd =s very wat leh`!! enuff. i don wan 2 state wat dat person do.. but so many times copy n copy. can stop anot? read my blog liao den kinda copy e stuff i rite in my blog n rite in ya own blog. wats e meanin? zzz. freak. haix

2004-09-07T21:52:00.000+08:00

wah! so freakin sick sia! =s keke. again i cannnot rite my blogger in e normal wae. sarks man. =s maybe i can consider writing in my old journal. nicer =) 2dae band so nice huh! mr neo in super good mood bah. love e song celebrations 4 woodwinds n purcussion! nice sial! sad part soo soo sad huH! =x over`!! 2dae relli sick le. currently readin harry potter n e prisoner of azkaban over again verri nice lor =D den read again. haha`!! tml mite not be goin 2 my math remedial liao lor. haiz. =\ sadden.

haiyorr

2004-09-06T18:38:00.000+08:00

eek! my blog sarks!! i oni can rite in html format leh.
den i lazy put html to color some of my words!
haha` but heck lar jus rite =x
hee! 2dae is like one of e best band pracs i went 4!!
its LONG long since i ate lunch outside durin band..
summore last time is wif wp zhen hao they all mah`..
very fun.. miss them in band! =(
but 2dae!
new generation =X
become me sarah nat zhuen n chris go eat lunch at e coffeeshop!
muhaha!! ^-^v
den me sarah nat n zhuen name ourselves e 4 jie meis
keep hi-5ing each other until hand pain arh`!!
den christian is our PAPA!
he somemore treat us drinks 2dae.. siala!
haha!!
very "kuai le" in a sense compared 2 all e unhappiness dat happened sumhow recently..
keke`!!
den at 1st mr neo like "almost" gonna eat lunch wif us..
but we sort of run away?!
WAHAHA! s2pid!! =x
peng!! but actually mr neo can be good wen his mood is good
but wen his mood bad like sai liao lor.
=X haha rubbish!
okay! den 2dae wen we eat finish liao wan go back sch mah..
den we walk back!
while walkin back so fun huh! =X
at 1st me sarah nat..
wan pluck e leaves of e "trees" arh..
ya noe those sort of small small one..
den pluck a lot! go throw zhuen n chris
den we started runnin behind them cos they walk quite fast..
n edn zhuen donno y he go n run!
den chris toot toot dwn there let us throw e leaves on his head =.=!~
n den e shock part happen siala!!!
=X heehee nat im sorrrrieeeee
ok! nat was like runnin gonna chase after zhuen!
den she fall dwn!
alrite but i din c e part wen she fall dwn
all i noe was dat she did fall n she landed FLAT on e grass!!
i c liao.. i like.. WAH PENG`!!
her face smack on e grass liddat..
very chio de position =X
den dat zhuen can still cross road liao!
n nat was lying there. DOTZ
den wen we go help her.. all laff till peng lar!
so kong BU =X haha!!
hee. =D
jie mei rawks. lol

2004-09-05T21:34:00.000+08:00

haiz. realli nth 2 sae 2dae.
okay maybe not.
jus dat i choose 2 post in another blog of mine.
more personal in a sense.
hah. dis time no one even noes..
better lorh.
byebye

wo men dou mei cuo zhi shi bu shi he

2004-09-04T21:11:00.000+08:00

wat a great saturdae 2dae =x everyone so freakin sick.. den i keep wonderin y i haben get sick.. LOL =x cos i usually will get sick de!! wat only huh! enuff! 2dae band sian diao.. i 4ever sian diao de lar in band. cos of mr neo lol. he sae we go back cop. sai` laa.. crappie lol. mr neo keep sayin dis sux dat sux. wateva sux lar. lol i sux! =X keke. haiz, chris arh.. don be so naive liao. some things too obvious le =p hiak hiak =x haiz haix haish hais haizx
siao sia meee =s
nth much 2 type. or u could sae not relli in e mood actually..
so.. suan le. =D

=) =( over? on off? crap

2004-09-03T17:36:00.000+08:00

to on` or to off`!!
dats a big question up there huh`..
haha`!! over. haix
okay`.. so 2dae it =s a whole dae of questions..
yea.. keep askin dat question until we over oso =.=
i wan type out everythin bout it leh`!!
but cannot =p
haha.. currently dis mite be too big of a secret lor.
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okay`!! so 2dae was e last dae of sch b4 e sch one week holidae
planned 2 buy same bag wif sarah too
haix.. tomorrow got band.
wanted 2 miss it de yea?
cos.. hate it? =s
headache bah..
since i came back` =(
no idea whether wan go anot yet
haix..
verie funny lor.
i started by sayin i mite not go band de 1st..
den sarah sae she wan oso if i pon..
den went sch n tell nat..
nat oso sae she feel like not goin =s
apparently mr neo criticised her like crazzee
den zhuen oso sae he feelin sick n he not goin
liddat all not goin like so s2pid hor..
haha`!! but guess wat we said in sch =X
"band makes no difference w/o us."
well i guess so. =D whee =s
diaonz.. =X
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ok! 2dae got back report book sia`!!
haha..
i rite e marks here again!! =x
english = 52 haix i noe it sux.
chinese = 61 ^-^v improvement liao =x
maths = 50 sux sux sux.. =( haiz
science = 50 hate dis result.. mus work harder sial
geography = 56 no comments..
history = 81.8 ^-^v hoho!!
literature = 80 hu noes wat tsung is thinkin
dnt = 67.5 =)
art = 71 mr goh jus cant giv an a1 for anyting =.=~
now for e remarks`!! s2pid de..
amanda has been taking a more active role in class activities. she is involved as a student councillor and has a pleasant attitude. she will now need to concentrate on her studies and prepare for the end of year.
->>> haha s2pid yar. =s

haiz

2004-09-02T22:47:00.000+08:00

i feel broken up`..
too many reasons why.
i cant seems 2 concentrate on anyting 2dae.
absolutely =)
haiz why?
i cant hold on for too long.
haha..
feel like givin up liao`!!
chris.
sarah.
zhuen.
should i let go liao. haha..
nvm..
gonna try 2 concentrate on doin mah hwk yea.
buai.
nitezy..

sians`...

2004-09-02T20:46:00.000+08:00

haix.. 2dae donno y, feel lerthagic huh =x like wp liddat` harhar.. return 2 sch as usual den i 4got whether i got go spot check anot` ocuncillors de =s lol`!! die man if i nvr.. or did i? i havin short term memory.. sux sia`!! den math books all done le`!! after all e stayin up till 3am huh!! haha.. haix`.. nothin much 2 sae liao.. anywae.. wan sae thanks 2 chris n sarah 4 listenin 2 my "probs" huh.. aldou they oso a lot of probs.. they told me le huh`!! =D the sims rules yar.. family listen 2 each other probs =D me((mom)) sarah(daughter)) chris ((grandpa)) den aiman((son))!
n to zhuen oso.. thanks n sorrie too!
sometimes we jus cannot get along lar..
so sad yar.. haha.
zZz!
crappie`!! byex.

haix

2004-09-01T15:39:00.000+08:00

i jus had 2 rite dis post for today. sarah mite noe the reason why yea. firstly can all e liars, freakers and wateva bi*ches there r in dis world freak off? n i mean yea. can no longer stand it liao. frens not meant to be so fake. its really over. seein thru` a lot of things liao. why? why mus u do dis? trouble-maker. copycat? totally enuff. was it 2 some restrictions i held on to myself dat i din wanted 2 rite dis post ealier, but now? no. its ebsolutely e final straw. i've waited 2 post 4 dis too long oreadi. i guess u jus hav 2 c it now yea? being alone is no sin. i've been alone ever since like donno wen, take example. i think bout 1 or 2 weeks ago, i went home myself in e evenin. alone yea? sat at a corner. look out of e window. thoughts were runnin thru my mind endlessly. like a gush of inspiration? but? e feeling of bein alone sux i admit, but of cos in times of our lives, we hav 2 go thru1 it at least once, till u found e person u feel dat u could realli trust. n wen u;ve found dat person cherish him/her be it ur fren or partner. y cant u seems 2 understand it? y mus u break up a perfectly normal innocent frenship by telling lies? is it fun? does it benefits? if it benefits u? how bout e fren u wnted 2 cherish? do u think ur fren will be happie? why. tell us e reasons why for once? i'm like e kinda person uh can go along wif anyone. why mus we jus stay put on one? ne reasonable. u mean u're jus gonna be alone if e onli 2 fren u can get along wif don come? wats dis seriously? theres so many ppl in dis world. so many yet u chose 2 ruin a frenship jus cos of.. jealousy? phobia of being alone? afraid? r dis all worth it? bad-mouthing n all, how do ppl manage dat? how would u feel if e victim was u? i'm realli disappointed rite now. feeling damn lousy. i had tot dis problem was over initially. din expect it 2 return as bad as ever, i'm tired of dis yea? can ppl jus try 2 understand it for once. pls. i've had enfff.. jus can all dis stop once n for all. let us take a break.. aldou i wasnt relli upset cos of dis. u made me as upset now after all u did. disappointed, sad, haix.. watever i had written here post no offence. i realli donno. dis is my blog i say wat i wan as usual, n pls.. to dat person. stop it, u can always tell anyone bout ur problems.. enuff.

2004-08-31T19:16:00.000+08:00

ok i kinda blur. forgot 2 add in sth!
to all teachers who constantly nvr gav up on teachin us..
Happy Teacher's Day!!!

teacher's dae

2004-08-31T18:36:00.000+08:00

okay theres a freakin lots of ting 2 rite 2dae!!!
i try 2 summarize evryting =x lol.
den ytd nite fold straw hearts!
ya noe dat type one..
n den fold till 12am ++ lor.. =x nvm lar.
gettin used to slpin late huh. lol
~`*~`*~
In e morning i took 2 later 859 bus! cos i olways will take earlier bus one.. den 2dae donno y i so slow lor. maybe cos very tired` den woke up later lor.. bout 6.05am.. usually is 5.55am =x 10minutes difference means a lot huh! haha. so i went to sch! at 1st i tot i could jus stay at parade square n be a normal student for once n enjoy e whole teaher's dae concert wif my fren.. n den! i've got 2 go council room 2 touch up on e awards n stuff yea? lol. i a little sian diao huh.. den at 1st couldnt c huiyi anywhere. almost tot she din come 2 sch.. but im sure no matter how sick she ish.. she will come for e teacher's dae after all e efforts we put in mah!!! keke, okay! so we did evryting n carry everyting 2 e hall's backstage!!
Wen we reached e backstage.. kena shocked lor! we saw our teachers in uniforms!! i mean we knew dat they'll goin 2 do dis item liao la.. but seein them in uniform ish shooo.. SO CUTE! =x seriously lar. lol! n i find it funny dat i can walk pass mr d.goh in e bckstage w/o noein he is mr goh!! cos he look so much like a student.. or perhaps i was blind? LOL.. so fun lor. rite, n i admit mr cheong is cute alrite!! =x a little nia lar.. mayb dats e reason y he won most charmin award mah hor ppl? =p n den e performance, woah`!!! so nice sia evryting!!! c liao oso very gan dong lor e performances. n efforts put in.. hoho! e teachers relli liked e performance too lor i can tell =p hee! all 4 e teachers yea =x
Band got perf.. i watched it! yea i WATCHED it instead of being in it! its great watchin e concert.. cos its been long since i watched a concert frm a stundents pov.. =x haha! quite nice lar.. band played a song for you n YMCA =x cool sial!!! so e awards r as followed let me type it here.. =x i memorized it like siao oreadi..
Most photogenic: Mrs Jalil
Most enthusiastic: Mr Tsung [[W0OH0O!!]]
Most jovial: Mdm Ho
Most fashionable: Ms Yeo
Most charming: Mr Cheong CL
Star-look-alike: Miss Karen Ong
Student-look-alike: Mrs Lee
Youngest at heart: Mr Chantira
Coolest: Mr Guru
heehee.. i siao liao =p of cos siao! teacher's dae is OVER!!! yay!! alle nites spend in stayin at council room until freakin late and stayin up late oso! whee!!! over!! ms chitra sae wan treat us pizze huh.. =x haha` siao liao!! very happie lor! okae n now 2 annouce my personal stuffs.. test results!` =x
Maths: 7.5/15 (how sarks can it get? =x but i will work hard de 4 dis subj)
English: 13/25 (okay another sux de results.. at least i passed)
Science: 15.5/30 (okay wth? i DID studie de lor. haix)
Chinese: 61.5/100 (YAY man! even teacher sae me got improved =p)
History: 9/11 (hohoho! my BEST subj liao huh)
Dnt: 13.5/20 (don relli hav any comments 4 dis..)
Geo: unknown yet =x
now i wan rite another part of my post! =x bout my return 2 my pri sch..
returned 2 yps aka yishun primary school 2dae!! so many my last time de fren all there oso huh.. miss em! =p but hor.. very cold liao leh? donno.. feel weird weird de sumhow. except 4 few of mah frens hu's still as fun as ever alrite! =D hee` den went wif two of my fren 2 go walk walk northpoint nia.. lol!! den we were like sian diao until siao liao! =x so went 2 my fren.. AKA april!!! shes a bball player in her sch sia.. mai siao siao =x so obviously we went her house take bball 2 play lor.. power huh she.. 3 pointer chop like wat onli!! den my another fren shelby so sai! cos in april house play playstation.. den anyhow luan luan lai.. haha. 6pm den got home =) quite fun lar. aldou overall its boring. =x hey yea! wat crap! haha.. yawns. wanna slp le i guess.. I GUESS.. bb

yay

2004-08-30T22:17:00.000+08:00

finallie can post. haiz. anyway hu will bother bout my blog? e best no one come read den i can rite wateva bullshit i can. actually felt like deleting dis one initially. but too lazee 2 delete oso. don even hav a mood 2 joke. mood 2 tok? mood to do my stuffs. jus wanna fall into a deep slp 4ever. mite as well die? but die seems 2 cruel. i would rather slp 4ever n not wake up at all. *wonders wat will hapen 2 e frens/family around me if dis realli happens* lol. hu noes eh? i guess no one would giv a damn lor. like wat wp asked me ytd wat would be my reaction if i knew he died. =D hoo.. at least wp noes i would cry lar. ok mayb not cry i'll jus be astonished 1st. =x haix, unpredictable life. lol.. oooooooo` so many fake smiles nowadaes. so wat if its not jus a fake smile all dis while. wat if its a completely fake person. an outerior 2 cover e interior of e true hurt self. =D hey no sweat. not tokin bout myself, but m i? o.O woo! diaon, heck cares lar. i don even care myself hu e hell would care mah? lol. fun thoughts. fun fun fun. tired now. if onli i can slp 4ever. =D zZz.

2004-08-30T02:07:00.000+08:00

i think im siao!!! to think i hav time 2 post here wen im sppose 2 be doin math like siao yea? =x but i've gone mad ardy.. eben sen many "morning" sms to a lot of ppl! hahaha~ whee.. math portfolio u sux big time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

learn how 2 fly!! haha`

2004-08-29T19:29:00.000+08:00

wah now listenin 2 my current fav.song! break away by kelly clarkson. =) haix.. e songs i like always kinda reflects my thought yea. lol` haix, still need 2 do a lot of math ting 4 my math portfolio which i donno how!? haix. wth lar. tomorrow sure stay back till 7pm liao in sch. haa.. tues teacher's day ya! =D donno whether wan buy prez anot.. =

wanted to belong here, but somethin felt so wrong here. -
haii, dat lyrics so nice.. its really wat i wanted 2 sae.
But when I'd try to speak out Felt like no one could hear me.-
another sentence of e song. =)
smiling e whole way thru` wanna speak out.
felt like sayin everyting out.
but life aint goin so fine thruout.
wanna break away too. =
haix..
forget it.
i'll go on as usual.
n so does life..
every step u make..
chges e future.

haix!

2004-08-28T19:00:00.000+08:00

haiyor, now so slpy yar.. lol!~ cos tired mah` do so many things in sch 2dae, haha.. woke up late but still got to sch on time wor lol.. den went 4 band!! n hor.. actually i go band practise like siao liddat de lor seriously.. den band finish liao wan fall in den i n salleh in our section got call out huh.. cos our sl sae we nvr ask her 4 permission wen we go toilet.. i was like HUH lor, cos i got ask de mah.. den she said dat it was b4 dat ting happen cos i went euphonium section which was like jus beside our section 2 practise lor? haiyar heck lar.. punish den punish but i not pissed off by my sl lar.. haix. =x runnin better den fallin in anywae.. =) so i'll rather get punished yea? at least wen runnin can release stress.. yea! under extreme compressed stress!! hoho! ok! den durin sectionals zhuen giv me one of e gunbound prepaid card huh! =D but use liao lar.. he where got so good until so siao? =x jk.. but i told him i wan e card mah.. den he relli jus giv lor.. very cute huh e card =x n summore now i haben install back my gunbound after reformatin my s2pid comp.. yawnss!! donno y i'm here writin my post.. i still doin my ipw powerpoint! n yea thanks chris 4 doin so much too =) but huh! dat aiman! wan kill him liao! he haben do anyting for our ipw except keepin e file =.=~ haha!! on mondae mus call everyone 2 stay back yar.. =x n i guess i wun be goin hom as early on mondae again, teacher's dae awards HABEN complete sia.. imagine dat haha!! 2dae do e awards until hand wan break sia =x somemore i ardy quite tired after band mah~ b4 band run 2 rounds.. after band oso run 2 rounds.. cool sial~ den durin band mr neo donno sae wat sai 3rd clarinet frm cop become bronze, wan shoot him sia.. like sh!t de leh` den wen he ask me 2 tune hor.. tune den tune lar, mus keep sayin my name out n sae dis n dat huh!? wats wrong wif my name? i noe he tokin 2 me liao mah` still keep mentionin my name.. s2pid sia!!! n oso we played e sai music score [a song for you] its like so s2pid.. 2nd n 3rd is acompliment.. jus keep played 4 beat notes.. plae n plae.. e most shang ever. but den e notes for us so freakin low plae liao mouth pain like ah siao sia.. summore hold n hold!? arghHh. i got ulcer le wat he wan somemore?! zZz. hoho. gonna die rite now. =)

heehee

2004-08-27T20:57:00.000+08:00

haha! jus now i over-concentrated on wat happened 2dae dat i left out some details.. okay!! my chinese ting xie got 102/100!!! HAHAHA~ woohoo!! whee!!! OLEH~ oleh~ OLEH!

WAH TIRED SIA~

2004-08-27T19:34:00.000+08:00

ello!! =x tired tired dae sial.. ytd nite slept at bout 12.40am? cos i was piain my math exercise book lor.. cos book check, den i alwaes don do hwk one.. so now i get 2 suffer lor, i was doin math till 12.40am! sian diao~ its like frm afternoon i've been doin till so late ya noe? =x ok i was distracted in e midst of doin math lar of cos =p haha.. den 2dae mornin i woke up n i was like bLur.. i even panicked!? cos i tot i din do my sci wb hwk!! its supposed 2 be hand up on nxt mondae.. i guess i donno wat i thinkin in my mind until i go siao. =/ haii, n yea i'm still sad over some loss of my songs =x argh.. my avril album, jay zhou, cyndi.. evonne albums.. sial!!! haix, den 2dae in sch was like jus doin hwk like siao lor, even purposely skip recess to go library 2 do math. nvm lar, i'm gettin used 2 goin on an empty stomach 4 breakfast n lunch dese few daes. theres so many tings 2 do. okae at least i'm quite "safe" now. i completes my cme, lit n music proj! now left wif ipw n chinese? =/ haa.. but donno leh` e diskettes nowdaes donno wth is wrong all e comp like cannt open it one lor. s2pid!! sht lar. den 2dae english lesson is so oh man.. FUN!! yay! 1st time eng so fun de lor~ i was like laffin all e wae! hoho! den later on i continued doin math after sch.. finally do finish liao den got 2 eat.. 4 e 1st time!! but oso eat not much de zzz~ after eating immediately go council room arh.. CUT N CUT e ppr~ n 2 think i tot i had enuff frm copyin e math exercise book.. sial~ my hand gonna break liao. somemore tml got band lor, i sure energy half-drained liddat haha. den IF MR NEO SAY ME i will dL 4 sure liao.. he not in rss donno wth we doin oso den anyhow sae we don practise our instru.. think we got so much blardy time 2 prac? i wan 2 prac oso cannt lor, dats y i din even bring my instru home. aiya heck lar. i'm drifting awae frm band seriously. i jus.. not dat into band now jus like wat nat said. its not sth dat i look 4ward to now.. not anymore. =) n i guess frm now on after band i wun be goin out wif em anymore! hmm.. sumhow i feel dat its quite waste time.. n i've NO more time 4 dis.. got to do sth useful.. n so tml gonna stay in council room after band n pia!!! alwaes donno y suddenly jus sneeze n sneeze again!!! wenever i liddat hor.. mite be someone cursin me!!! hmm.. *starts thinkin hu will curse me argh* Zzz!

YESH!~

2004-08-26T18:02:00.000+08:00

yesh!! i finally get 2 post sth. okae so dis few daes my comp's internet was like erm.. sark? lol.. den cannot go internet until ytd.. but ytd 2 tired till fall aslp quite early lor. =sn now here i am. doin my math n half-energy gone.. donno wat i was doin in sch walkin here n there wif huiyi lookin 4 ms chitra n doin e teacher's dae stuffs.. crap =x den in e end huiyi called off e meeting lor, den i ji tao sian diao.. den she complain 2 me sae lunch wat nvr eat.. "as dou i got eat sia" i can go diet liao lor havin empty lunch dese few daes. bless me =x haha.. ok so theres like a whole lot of tings which happen wen i wasn't online but.. no strength 2 continue typin everyting outside oso.. bleh, okay.. so i'll end here. =)

sian day`.

2004-08-19T20:05:00.000+08:00

Today all e lessons very nice! e teachers all very good good one, haha! 1st is miss lim sc~ her lesson onli got test liao den finish! lol!~ summary one, about climbing mount everest one.. hoho, den nxt got mt! actually i like mdm koh teachin u noe, it jus seems better.. BETTER den miss sim our ex-teacher of cos, but den i think she oso very difficult teachin us.. cos not all students listens 2 her, n most of e ppl in our class r anti-chinese =pp bleh! so we managed 2 "tok" mdm koh to postponing out spelling to tomorrow cos 2dae relli very rush lar n everyone cannot make it. haha, alrite now i'm almost dyin cos i donno how 2 do my chinese compreh. =/

nxt was sci lesson! siala!! so interesting sia! was payin so much attetion to sci lor, miss fu is still as good as last time~ okay mayb betta, lol. =) at least i din fall slpy durin her lessons lor. =) but den math can dieee.. donno y lor, mayb ish mr goh's voice make me feel like sleepin liao or wat but relli cannt make it onli wen he teachin e other chapt on e circles tingy den i manage 2 pay more attention as its "nicer"? :D

aiyo n i relli don understand. my ex-pri sch classmate holdin bbq at her block there mah, den its like shes expecting me to call ppl 2 go!? its she organize one den wen become me help her organize one.. wat onli yar. summore on dis sat.. after band. i'll probably be slpin at e bbq =/ if i got go, haben even confirm yet =x bleh!
*things to do. councillor teacher's dae stuff.ipw proj.cme proj.music proj.literature proj.* gosh =.=

haii

2004-08-18T17:35:00.000+08:00

ytd nvr post =x lol! once reach home i jus slp liao. no energy at all, in band i was cryin cos 2 slpy/tired =x den even ask tissue frm vanessa 2 clean my tears =/ lol!! den syu was like laffin den i think some of em c me cry tot wat happen =x.. haha in band yawnin all e wae wen mr neo teachin others mah, even wen he come clarinet obviously wen he ask wat happen 2 us n y we plae like sh!t i wanted 2 tell him we tired wat. lol, run here n there no eat recess or lunch u sae leh. bleah =/ den wen mr neo ask ME whether got bring home clarinet prac anot last wk i feel like tellin him dis "was i even there last practise excuse me?!" liew, s2pid lor. mayb dat dae i got attitude prob wif ME or HIM. dats it =x don wanna sae anyting more..

so e teacher's dae voting tingy had officially began.. well ytd it began. dats y i ytd tired like siao lar!? somemore morning mus go freakine arly 2 pass huiyi voting forms n stuff.. very cham yar?! =\ n 2dae ain't any better, morning about 2 go 1st lesson d&t after e flagraising oso cannot!? a teacher called us n ask us 2 help her run an errand. =/ so huiyi told me 2 help e teacher while she look 4 ms chitra! so i ran 2 music room.. got ava room keys frm mr low.. wen 2 ava thearte pass 2 e pe teacher n den went 4 d&t!! somemore got TEST sia!? lol!~ but lucky is open book test x= muhaha. den in d&t practical classes i quite dL zhuen again. donnon wth sia he sometimes, he say help me drill e donno wat hole den drill until omg lor, cannot make it one lor, somemore e metal rod mus cut until like siao one leh(aldou is kx help me cut de) n den zhuen go n make spoil dat rod!? wtf lor. at dat time i wanted 2 jus take e rod n throw awae in front of him n don care bout e d&t work liao lor. but in e end he got help me make a new one =.=~ dou i still quite bu shuang.. haii =s literature got project liao. =.= script writing den act it out. liew how many project e sch wan giv us? got ipw, cme, literature project liao yar. n i believe still got more liao lar. lol

den ipw quite ok as usual =x very funny laff till peng, but after stayin inside e it resource room for 2 long den e air-con super cold somemore go back class liao feel so warm n wan die =/ e feeling of fever =x damn sux sia! haha =/ haii.. die die.. =x now bth wan slp liao, but many hwk liew. haii ='(((((

SO JIAN!

2004-08-16T19:23:00.000+08:00

2dae so s2pid sia. morning got latecoming duty! yawns. den went for sci lesson! is miss fu teach liao! not mrs chua anymore. aldou we kinda prefered mrs chua now.. ms fu come back make us feel better oso =x lol!~ learn a new chapt lar.. sounds! diaon =x den mus i design council tee.. hz say i must. but i relli no ideas 4 it. = my designs so lousy ask me design~ sekali like sai yar. lol!~ so after sch! i've no idea wat 2 do 1st. we went 4 ipw lessons 1st, mus stay back a while lor - donno y but i find dis yr's ipw sickeningly boring n i'm so like uninterested in it. bleah!!! after ipw i manage 2 grab a bite afterall! =x den realized i left my black file in class.. so huiyi n i ran.. 3rd storey sia.. den take liao ran dwn staffroom find ms lim sc to file tings. we were like SO HOT!! haha. even wen ms lim saw us she was like shocked. cos we were perspiring a lot. esp huiyi lar~ she get tense up freakin easily too =x somemore there was math test oso at 2.30pm. ms lim even told us if we had no time 2 file den nvm.. so g00d huh! 1st time. haha! so we faster file finish liao approach mr goh somemore 2 ask question bout math graph. den president councillor oso there help us fan as.. like i said, we were super HOT/WARM!? haha

finally it was time 4 test yar!!! went in quite excited/nervous. lol! den i donno how i do lar. but not relli dat confident. still got a feeling dat i'll fail =( haii.. after test we went 2 celebrate by eating ice cream =x e auntie sell outside sch one. lol lame lar =x but good tings don always come 2 an end. huiyi looked at me wif dat eyes of hers n i noe wats gonna happen =.=~ she wans 2 paste e poster around e sch!!! liew..! u've no idea how many poster they r lor. somemore mus walk e whole sch n paste n paste!? somemore by dat time was bout goin to 4pm. by donno wat time we finally paste finish(almost) n huiyi finally annouced dat we can go home. ok not "we" initially there were oni ME N HER PASTING. like wth lor?! 4 hands onli.. haha! in e end justina they all come help us out. n i guess we did things faster =) donno y but i still feelin damn warm n fustrated now =x haha!

after pasting n all e rubbish tingy~ went cwp wif sarah. dis time she eat kfc i look at her. wat onli sia. den after eating kfc.. go walk walk cwp =/ go ice lemon tea, x-craft, minitoon.. den at minitoon we wanted 2 buy bracelets. share one~ blue n white. so we bought it n wamted 2 cut e strings to seperate e bracelets mah. den we both no scissors~ n i was like very fan =x so i go n kinda break e bracelet while tryin 2 pull e string =x!? haha!! wan peng sia.. den i xia dao. =x so decided 2 be very jian! we go back minitoons den act innocent n sae we din realize one of e bracelet was broken! so she exchange a not broken one. muhaha! i feel so jian sia.. waliew~ lol!!alrite. so we had another prob after solvin e bracelet probs. we needed 2 cut open e string 2 exchange e colors mah.. so guess wat now!! sarah suggested we go inside some stationary shop den anyhow grab a scissors n use it lor =x at 1st feel so ps 2 do dat ya!?? lol! in e end we did it!! so cheapskate de!! 2dae so enuff! absolutely OVER. =x

wtf =x

2004-08-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

zZz!!! here i m runnin a allergy. i was like sneezin all e wae donno y. but not flu lor. =/ den jus now donno restart my comp how many blardy times as e whole comp keeps laggin wen i open internet explorer. i was like wtf~!? damn pissed ardy lor. jus now ate dinner at kfc wif mich. wen nuts seein some bball guys =x as usual. e white color number 11. bleah =p

den tml i donno wth i goin 2 do. got 2 stay back 4 ipw immediately after sch as instructed by teacher. den after ipw got math test well?! n den still needa c miss lim 2 file e black file tingy. wth!! i donno go where 1st lar, but e math test is a must definitely. still got council meeting later on. well.. i guess i don wan eat lunch, don think will hav any appetite anywae. argh, gonna revise 4 my math now. *sneeze*

lol.. zzz

2004-08-14T20:41:00.000+08:00

alrite. 2dae quite a lot of things 2 rite bout. 1stly! went 2 sch freakin early in e morning! cos 7.20am mus reach n zhuen wanted me 2 meet him earlier cos he cant manage 2 carry e f.horn n basson together. can u imagine how heavy it is?! okie.. so 2dae i had 2 do some ushering 4 e n5 cluster tingy.. a lot of mt teachers frm other schs came 2 attend some sort of a discussion or presentation =/ quite nice lar. it was held in e ava thearte, so me huiyi shirin n hakim were e onli usherers.. n i was e onli one hu din go 2 band! =x bleah! me huiyi n shirin were like wearin e blazers which were.. HOT.wah seriously lar. i almost faint sia cos we were like sitting outside e ava thearte there, being e "receptionist" den poor hakim got 2 go dwn alone 2 do usherin.. hes e onli boy =x lol! finally all e teachers came!! n we finally get our break. sort of.. we went inside e staff room n sat there 4 a while! =x honour sia! cos got one teacher very good den let us inside chit chat.. n poor hakim was still stranded there outside e genereal office! lol.
so it was bout 10am n we r allowed 2 hav our break till 11.45am. but we oso hungry mah.. den teacher let us go sewin room there eat e food sia! so shuang huh.. its actually some sort "leftover" but still hot lar.. n we desperate 4 food liao so jus eat lar!.. after eating we donno wat 2 do.. kind of.. we wintened 2 look 4 miss chitra, but find her like crazy oso cannt find.. in e end huiyi even had 2 call her hp =/ it was a LONG break sia, at 1st we went inside e ava 2 c wat e teacher's tokin bout. in e end we realize we wouldnt be interested in it.. so we decided on goin 2 e council room 2 enjoy ourselves! yea. 2gether wif hakim huiyi n shirin! we sat inside e council room 4 like one hour wasting our time. i listened 2 radio.. shirin made some fone calls.. huiyi drew pics of her fav.teacher.. n hakim was playin games on my hp. Woah =x relli peaceful time there lor. =)
ok! n wen e break was over.. we ran up e ava thearte as we tot dat we were late. instead we were TOO early. e powerpoint presentation was like still goin on n on.. but we went inside n sat there n watch it.. even hakim oso, aldou hes malay n cant understand e chn language.
N den e moment we waited arrived! e powerpoint presentation was over n e teachers were all given a sovenier! wah e sovenier verie big one lor lol!..
so wen everyting finally ended, we went back 2 e council room 2 return e blazers 2 its original cupboard! so HOT lor. overall! e whole event was great lar! aldou feel tired like siao but quite interesting lar. haha, okie.. so dats not on li all. theres a part 2 storie 2 it. wait till i rite it here. ARGH. =x
[[part 2]] terrible sia!! if i wasn't a good fren i will not hav stayed 2 help huiyi!! i sppear 2 be her assistant or wat lor. but no pay lar! lol. we waited 4 miss chitra 2 finish her lessons n handed her e poster 2 photocopy. n ms chitra said e poster was not dark enuff so we cannot photocopy it dats y she wan us 2 go draw over e poster. huiyi n i were like.. HUH. cos its seriously requires lots of effort somemore our energy were like half-draijned due 2 e usherin n stuff. = so me n huyi sat by e piano. n we started tracing over their poster. relli difficult lor. me n huiyi were like laffin 2 ourselves somemore wen we traced over it. we're laffin cos we tot we were s2pid n oso tryin 2 convince ourselves dat we can do it. haii! =x
after doin bout everyting we finally got 2 get back home or wateva. but i went 2 sher's house lar. 2 plae!? =x haha.. so theres still many details bout wat i did in sher's house. but no more energy 2 rite out liaoo.. so 2 bad =x cya

lol

2004-08-14T17:10:00.000+08:00

at sher house now.. her keyboard so small!!! how 2 type fast huh liddat. lol!! played mahjong most of e time! yawns =x 2nite den post more..

ARGH. fustrated!!!

2004-08-13T16:22:00.000+08:00

`+((its owaes e same. wen will it chg?))+ hey i'm askin e question back at myself again i guess.. wateva it is i tell myself. it'll always end wif a question mark.. =/ sounds weird. syu wanna quit band. quitting band. i'm too hopeless n useless to make an improvement.
dats wat she think it is.. certainly not. if u're jus sick n tired of e conductor's scoldin n stuff den dats relli 2 weak of u. a person hu jus sae he/she is quittin jus like dat u think its worth it? if it was me i'll prove e conductors wrong alrite. 3rd clarinets here n there? so wat? wth man. 3rd clarinets not contributing n all e shiddy stuff e conductor told us. well so? as long as u noe u try ur best can ardy lar. so scared 4 wat? wan scold let em scold lar. i noe mr earl can scold until make ppl seems pathetic but one daes if he does dat to me i'll practise n prove him back ok? if it still doesn;t works out i'll stare at e conductor everytime he conduct n diaon him lar? i mean it. even if someone cant plaes don need 2 sae them until like "hopeless" n "useless" dis sorta tings rite? he said dat to one of our seniors. hear ardy oso feel damn angry lar. cos personally i take comments like that very seriously. i relli put it to heart. no offence sia, so if i c someone like scoldin ppl until so lousy i will feel very f up oso. cos dat person hu is scoldin others haben even spare a tot 4 others' feeling. so syu.. wateva e conductor saes, spit at them if u don feel ike listenin 2 their comments? n i mean it gurl, idiots hu don spare a tots 4 others r e most sucky n idiotic moronic f**kin arse in e whole world. cos they simply sux. =) jus practise hard! n sure can make it. don quit over dis. theres relli no reason for dat. u're oni feelin lousy cos of e words of e conductor. jus pretend u r hearin some dogs barkin n everyting is ALRITE. okie? =)

sleep sleep sleep.. zzz

2004-08-12T19:50:00.000+08:00

hi! finally posting a proper post 2dae. 2dae was kinda boring. very normal lor. =X go school study play talk.. den after school went kfc wif sarah lol.. we talked like we wat onli huh!? we stayed there n tok n tok about lots of stuff! yea. a LOT. as dou in sch we sit beside each other liao tok not enuff huh lol.. =x ok ok. den went home n slp like pig haha =x slept for about 2 or 3 hours so shuang huh! den 2dae zhuen's gb acc tio hack oso. s2pid lor.. i was e one hu discovered his acc tio hack =x i said hi to his acc "insanelad" wen i was in gb yet e person in his acc which is e hacker go n say "sht i hackin his acc" cos he replied hi to me!? s2pid rite! so sad yar.. zhuen's robot x 200k gone =/ if is me acc tio hack i will curse dat hacker until he die sia.. i make sure he will not get awae scot-free sia! wth! lol.. still need 2 make another poster for e teacher's dae stuff.. haii.. tired leh!? zzz~ 2dae art luckily i pia =x i hate bringin home sketchbook lor.. den dat mr goh keep sayin if nvr do finish by 2dae mus stay back, wat rubbish onli.. so sad sia sarah =x she sae 2dae wan online finally.. =x but in e end she cannot.. donno wats wrong wif her internet.. aiyo, den sae ish me curse her cannot online de dats y she canot online~ haha! cos i keep sayin she sure cannot online de! =x hoho.. not my fault huh!? =x

yar n rr tag my board askin true frens exist anot? actually i can't relli giv anyone e exact answer. it all lies in urself whether u wan 2 believe dat theres a true fren dat exist in u anot.. mayb its jus dat ppl cant accpt e fact 2 trust in another fren already jus faded cos of reasons? lol. =D go draw poster n do history liao. bubbuai.

... =sss

2004-08-11T19:15:00.000+08:00

todae not relli in e mood 2 update. tired n almost dead =s n so.. wun post anyting liao. BYEBYE!

argh!

2004-08-10T21:41:00.000+08:00

now quite late liao huh.. i need coffee soon! even after slpin in e afternoon 2dae.. lol~ tomorrow sch reopenin liao.. very sian somemore start wif wednesdae. yawns! doin my comprehension like mad sia.. its so difficult.. all about SALT. haha.. as dou i noe a lot bout salt liddat.. s2pid huh!? now so sian diao liao lor.. actually still got math hwk.. but haii.. haben touch it yet.. lol!~ shuai ge =x haha.. n 2 sae e truth, i hate copycats!!! =x arghh.. zzz

2004-08-09T22:20:00.000+08:00

back frm malaysia sia! HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!! came back in time 2 watch e ndp! =) dis yr ndp oso very nice yar.. every yr oso very spectacular de! esp. e fireworks ^-^v ok so actually i went 2 malaysia.. a place call kukup! =S nvr heard b4 rite.. i oso 1st time heard b4 -_-` so i went there by bus, took few hours onli` slp in e bus till very shuang huh.. n i kukup we r actually stayin in a resort. n its not a very posh resort =x one room 4 double-decker beds lor. but got air-con =/ lol! aiya jus pretend dat i'm stayin in a attap house onli dat its like thrice betta den e original lol =x yay! e sky in malaysia is kinda nicer den singapore one! cos its CLEAR. haha. relli clear.. =) absolutely no clouds c liao very nice =/ n den i can directly c e sun u noe! aldou spoil my eyes =/ but relli damn nice ^^" woah ytd i din online a lot of ppl suprised sia! cos i suppose 2 be "online queen" mah.. everydae sure online one! bleah~

well, at kukup i had crabs in my meal 4 almost breakfast lunch dinner n supper. SHIOK huh!? -_-` feelin a little slpy rite now.. cos dat nite wen i had supper.. relli HEAVY supper.. i went 2 lie dwn on my bed at e resort there lar.. den listen radio! yay! i'm suprise dat perfect 10 reception still so good in malaysia. can listen sia! XD n den bout 10pm ++ i got up frm bed den go out 2 e "hall" play mahjong wif my relative till bout 12am++ i plae till so toot liddat sia! haha!~ i oni plae b4 computer one e mahjong =x real one not relli plae b4.. so finally wen i felt slpy n wanted 2 slp.. guess wat? i COULDN'T!? wth lor. e other "tenants" were singin karaoke like theres no tomorrow. serious lor!? i so had enuff! den somemore my bed facin e wall.. its like.. over e wall is e karaoke "singers" singin their HEART out i suppose!? den i totally cant slp! =/until bout 3am or so wen i tink they stop singin? haha. crappy lor.

den dat dae wen i 1st arrived at kukup.. i saw dis guy. he was wearin long sleeve red shirt n a chocker/black necklace lar.. SO handsome + cute sia! omg.. relli c liao can faint =x he ish wat i call shuai to me lar! =p *hu ran hen xiang ni* by evonne. muhaha! SO shuai lor.. cos to me a guy hu wear those sort of necklace r typical shuai ge =X den i like keep lookin at him like some hua chi(idiot) liddat. but i guess he din notice lar. OR did he?! x= keke! i feel dat he ook like toro somehow =x somemore he is those tanned de.. =x aiyo i gettin biantai sia! but anyway shuai is shuai!! ^^" too shuai le!!! omg!~ serious lar.. i don usually go bonkers for shuai ges (exception 4 camp instructor 4 e sec 2 camp) but dats relli oni e time wen i said someone is shuai! =p other den dat.. nah! =x dat time swo concert e nat n sarah go siao 4 e oboist =x but i don like! not shuai =x ahaha! but den hor.. e guy i saw hu was in e same tour grp wif me all along.. waliewwwww!!! =x but i guess now cannt c him liao.. he probably stay somewhere very far frm yishun =(( lol! haii =X

ok so 2dae wen i finally got e chance 2 come back home~ (dis is home~ truely~) haha! singapore! yay! on e bus i almost faint sia.. donno y. headache until i wan cry =/ luckily i got radio 2 listen budden sometimes e radio plae those rap de songs make my headache even wOrse den i die die.. lol!~ den i ewnt 2 e custom.. LIEW. so angry sia tink of it =x e ppl all push push wat sai!? tink wat? fun huh? even if older den me i noe i mus show respect. but behaviour like sai liao i oso heck care =x damn idiot de lor, i scolded dat word lor =x damn angry sia! =x nvm! don tink bout e bad tings.. tink bout dat shuai ge~ XD heehee.. =p

byebye

2004-08-08T07:30:00.000+08:00

haha! i'l goin 2 malaysia early in e morning now! muack! =x miss all ppl here =D be back on mondae.

haha FOTOS!

2004-08-07T20:07:00.000+08:00

in e parade square. redness!
yay! decided 2 post fotos up here as i got them 2dae =)

hoho! me n sarah wearin caps n wristbands! =D taken after e performance! n after we WON! whee!

n e best foto 4 e last.. lol! our class 2/5!

awae for 2daes? =x

2004-08-07T18:25:00.000+08:00

its saturdae! finally 2dae no band can slp late late at home! feel so shuang. lol!~ watched my fav tv show *peach girl* ok dats about all for my boring saturdae! aldou i knew dat sarah n mich went 4 sectionals n yet i din go! feel so shuang =x i biantai liao! =x

haha! kaywen suddenly instant msg me in msn tell me dis..
Dude whatever says:
do u know yor group performace tt day was really nice as they ar at the same time very good co-operation
n den he went offline! bleah! but thanks anyway! feel relli happie =)

haha! bleah. lalala~ okie.. so i wun be posting 4 bout 2daes startin frm tomorrow! goin 2 malaysia.. heehee =x aldou hwk all empty.. oso donno how.. mus either pia/or do it now. oh yar.. check out some interesting urls like dis one =) www.xiaostar.com/proper_use_of_english.swf
haha~ its kinda censored =x but not relli much of a big deal. jus watch it 4 e fun of it? =D yea. n so i'll be gone! don miss me! =p *bhb sia*

happi? =x

2004-08-06T20:25:00.000+08:00

whOo! 2dae celebrated national day in sch! 39th yr sia! it was kinda enjoyable. yea =) everyone was in red! even huiyi's favourite teacher k.o! =p haha =x hmm.. reached sch a little early den usual! bus came early so i went early~ haha! den ytd nite i kinda cannot slp.. donno y.. not cos i excited lar, wats so exciting bout national dae? =X den wen i finally got 2 slp i had dis WEIRD dream sia! let me explain it duh! =p

so e [[dream]] goes..
its a scene where my class 2/5 was kinda in a dilema
we had a battle against monsters! =/ yea!
n i broke my leg unfortunately.. ((in e dream rmb?))
so our class was to sen out a representive each time a monster appear inside another small room.
we've got 2 fight out wif each monster ourself!
ok ok.. so about a few of our class ppl were ardy allocated their room 2 fight each monster!
den left me n a few gals haben yar..
somemore my leg was broken ((in e dream))

so i was kinda reluctant 2 FIGHT!

n in e end i asked sarah 2 help fight e monsters instead.
n den i woke up frm my dream 2 go 2 sch -_-`
*don laff yar. dis dream relli existed in me*

donno wat s2pid dream dis is anywae! lol
sarah ended up laffin like nuts wen i told her bout it!
but seriously i believe dat each dream contains a hidden meanin to it yar! =p

alrite! continue writin bout e national dae celebrations! so as u may noe, our class is involve in e performance yea?! =p all of us were kinda nervous. alamak, natural reaction mah ppl! =p yea! so e dance went on well! i suppose. i was starin at e audience.. donno leh~ i tink i'll soon get used 2 it cos of e flag raising.. den can get rid of my stage fright soon huh. n so after we danced! we got dwn frm stage n watched other classes n e npcc performed. 3/6 was fantastic.. theirs was e one which impressed me lar.. e most.. haha! =p aldou one will owaes tink dat his/her own class is e best mah, npcc's performance was great lor! i mean.. relli! aldou i noe they copy a few of e bb move.. but nevertheless! its nice! :D i found hakim n yeong yuan shuai 4 e 1st time!!! hahaha.. wearin sunglasses den so cool mah.. dotz =p after e npcc perf they started 2 annouce e results! we got so excited wen e consolation prize was not ours.. but den wen e 3rd prize wasn't us either.. we tot 2nd prize wouldnt be 2 bad 4 us. but wen 2nd prize wasnt us either.. we [[SCREAMED]] sia! we were like so totally HAPPY! eben e boys were happi. lol! or so i tot! they should be lar aniwae! yay! n so we got dis big prize 4 our class! 2/5~ so happi! 4 e 1st time in dis whole month i felt glad. jus relli glad. =) heehee..

okok.. dats all yar? gonna watch durian king on channel i soon showin at 9pm! cya! :D

extremely sad + depressed + unhappy + wateva freakin mood there is rite now.

2004-08-05T20:01:00.000+08:00

lol.. another post 4 2day. i felt like i got 2 post sth. wats happen wen ur fren betray ur trust? n is relli very sad case. =( i don wanna noe a ting. jus very sad. on e verge of tears. emotional freak huh me? nvm. tings jus meant 2 be dis wae den i no comments. i'm terribly out of words 2 express mahself dis few daes. she asked me a question which left me kinda dumbfounded. "m i ur true fren" or sth liddat. sure everyone is. but wat left me speechless was wen she asked me 2 tell her y i avoidin her n another of my fren.. lol. prety obvious isn't it? i can't stand bein e "extra" or odd one wen theres 2 ppl. it relli leads 2 nothin. yea? n 4 e word "counselling" i'm like.. wth? if ppl were to be counselled dat easily n understand everyting n try 2 get a hold of their life. tink again. =) e world would be e best planet in e universe if dis ever happened. haha. anyting. wateva. hu cares? =D dats wat i'll rite. or mayb e word "nvm" it gives a great significant meaning 2 a sentence wen u asy dat. never mind. its jus 2 words, but everytime i sae dat. i tend 2 realize i'm actually jus tryin 2 avoid wateva i'm havin in mind. its not dat i don wanna open up 2 u all. but its not time yet. in actual fact i don seems 2 be able 2 accpt u guys. sorri. - someday, maybe.

yay!!!!

2004-08-05T18:28:00.000+08:00

alrite man! tomorrow national day celebrations! Oleh! goin 2 somewhere in malaysia.. hoho! but very tired sia. =.= haii tomorrow early giv us go home but still got councillors meeting huh~ =( 4 teacher's dae celebrations one. jus now slp 4 donno how long again! wen will i ever hav enuff slp lor. haii.

frens r drifting apart.
they're like small island stranded on e vast ocean.
carryin treasures.
but unknown to others.
- hohoho! i'm so crappie!! diaon..

haha. my frens havin sectionals in sch earlier on. but i chose 2 go home. anywae at home got clarinet. can practise my OWN. =D donno leh~ jus don feel like stayin back in sch dis few daes. u can sae i'm beginnin 2 hate school. bleah! >.< i'm gone.

sian diao lar. =_=`

2004-08-04T17:52:00.000+08:00

ytd nvr blog. lol~ went home.. slpt frm 8.30pm till 2dae morning go sch. shuang huh? =p which means i din touch my books at all. hmm.. 2dae quite a simple dae. HaH! my math test got back. graph one.. got 15/20!!! sho sho sho happy!! cos its damn rare 4 me 2 pass my math. even if i got pass it used 2 a border line pass sia! dis time 15/20.. WHEE! keke. n dis time my flag raising was better sia i guess! laa.. den came music which was alrite. but got to dace e s2pid tingy again, damn sian sia. -.-`

dats jus e earlier part of my dae sia. haii

e later part of my dae jus sux. i had dis great mood swing? haha. but i'll soon get over it lar i guess. wif ppl irritatin me n disturbin me. whu can bear sia? in e end switch off hp n shut all my sms awae. not replyin liao. =) i went home extremely early as i was meetin my mum 2 go out n eat. n den i got home. slpt till now. zzz. wanna sae sorri 2 zhuen n sarah.. cos kinda attitude 2 em sia.. lol =p haii~ but i hope everyting's okie now.. sOrrii.

on e edge of a leaf. `lies a raindrop.

2004-08-02T20:32:00.000+08:00

eek! its e monday blues again! lol! currently writin a compo. well, crappy one sia.. feel like posting my compo here but its definitely too much 4 me 2 type =p keke.. using a lot of e chim words rfm my vocabulary excercise book huh! haii.. tomorrow still got history test. n got band. n got e national day performance rehearsal. yea. n its full-dress. dot dot.. boring! so i guess most of e 2/5ers will not be in band tomorrow. haha! band man-power weaken liao. 2/5 got 10+ members in it sia! hee. AHHH OMG OMG OMG! WTH!!? omg!!! i am so damn pissed by ALL my compositions!!! chinese one teng teng told me wrong format so i hafta do it again. yawns. NOW!? i jus smelt somethin weird. n i lift up my liquid ppr.. wat the!? lol! e whole liquid ppr kinda spilt of burst or wateva it is on my ppr!? e ppr which i wrote my compo halfwae!! n nOw i got 2 start e compo frm stretch again. -_-` ArH. donno y i still bloggin here sia! got 2 pia my S2PID compo!! n den learn history chapt 10. argH. ciao! =_=

quiz~

2004-08-01T20:42:00.000+08:00

Message: huh yar?
happy or sad: inside sad outside happie? =/
sleepy or awake: awake. haa.
hungry or full: hungry..
dirty or clean: clean! bathe ardy! muhaha.
single or taken: currently isolated.
alone or with someone beside u: alone
sick or healthy: healthy!

[WHAT]
you last ate: rice lor. normal dinner. bleah
you last drank: aloe vera apple? haha
you wearing now: t-shirt and shorts.
are you thinking of: a lot of things. haii =x and oso bout my math hwk =.=~
are you wishing for: too much things.
do you overuse: handphone, computer.
do you take for granted: maybe theres too many. =(

[WHO]
do you miss the most: my friends, clarinet =p
do you love: family, school :x
do you feel most happy with: myself? haha. some of my friends lar.
makes you laugh like a maniac: most of my friends like sarah, mich, wp, zhen hao. haha! =p
makes u sleep: teachers.
makes you cry: don noe. don wanna noe.
makes you angry: ppl hu damn act lor. act till i bth. =)
enlightens you: hmm.. no idea. me myself n i

[WHEN]
is your birthday: 191290
is your wedding anniversary: single sia. lol
is the happiest day of your life: =/ haha.
is the saddest day of your life: wen i lost my god-father.
did you last swear: hours ago.
did you last have a fight: recently. =)
did you last cry: few minutes ago.

[HOW]
do you break off with someone: chop dwn n break. =X lame lar i noe. jus break lor. =x
do you overcome depression: cry. blast myself wif music. stare at comp
do you live your life: donno how 2 describe =)
do you make friends: greet em lor. =)
do you pass your time: eat, comp, hwk, slpp n slpp
do you pass your exams: study!?
do you find yourself: crazy. alone. split person? =x

[WHY]
do you normally get angry: ppl action lor. or gl. c liao not happy? haha.
are you that who you are: cos thats me. nothin can chg lor. =)
are you doing this survey: cos i wanna ifnd an excuse not 2 do my math hwk =D sigh.

sundae. belligerent

2004-08-01T19:02:00.000+08:00

noe wat dat word [[belligerent]] means? it means unfriendly. yea? should i be one of those kind? haha. i realli donno, mayb i ardy m unfriendly. ain't feelin dat good for 2dae. so mite not type dat polite 2dae. whee =) unable 2 articulate n think properli. haha. probably sth wrong wif me. haii.. i hav no idea myself, it seems i'm gettin back 2 e same old me. but i jus can't seem 2 reach 2 dat height yet. sth in me jus can't go back 2 e same. it makes me remain hu i m. sorri =\ haii. its like a raindrop on e edge of a leaf. on e verge of cryin. yay. tears.. =( but nvm. as stated, raindrop is oni on e edge of e leave. it wun drop. it wun drop if i control it. hold it back. =) i'm distinctly seperating myself up. if there is th dat could save me? it'll oni save e other side of me. theres owaes one part of me dat is so deep dat it seemed 2 have vanished. jus asked hakim whether theres test dis week. well theres math test tomorrow all on graph. gosh =/ nowadaes everyting i sae resembles 2 opposite me. hmm. =) mayb some stuffs i rite here mite be wat i wan 2 sae. but i don relli care anywae. done my chinese letter writing. still got math hwk. well how do i do it? haii. jus realized dat for teacher's dae band gonna perform. well i'm not in it =) guess wat e dm told me. i'm suprised she'll tell me dat actually. dead-beat suprised. "oh... cos actualli a few frens mahx den we deciding to play... budden a few not nice.. so we sit together and choose ppl lor... choose those closer to us... de lor.." n she told me dat. wen obviously i not in e performance. well.. how nice dat sounds. sigh. nvm.. i don relli got offended by it. cos practically she wanted 2 imply dat i'm not relli closer 2 her n "i m e few not nice" or wateva. =) i tink all mah close frens r in e performance. =) don relli haf any hard feelings on it.. as long as they're not relli sayin bout me. i no comments. nothin much 2 do anymore. guess i'll stop typin n shut my brain 2 studie. bye

lol~

2004-08-01T10:55:00.000+08:00

nothin much 2 sae.. jus wanna post e photo of me n my ex-pri sch fren! shelby! cute hor she.. last time owaes tease her got those -small small eyes- bleah!

saturdaes` yawn!

2004-07-31T23:31:00.000+08:00

dis pic very nice hor.. so sad oso =( haha. nothin much 2 rite bah! but i quite happi 2dae lar.. got new mouthpiece n donno wats dat call.. ligerche donno wat. haha! ^-^v band keep playin folklore for sectionals. mr neo sae clarinet section donno doin wat durin sectionals. practising lar. still got wat? but donno y wen he ask us 2 plae clarinets alone we all cannot de. durin sectionals we can plae de lor. haa! hmm.. durin sectionals so rubbish! very funni sia~ oso donno where 2 start frm. nvm.. after band went for lunch wif mei qing. haha! den wp they all went 2 watch sisters. i din watch lar.. cos many ppl tell me not nice.. n i had 2 meet my mother de.. so wat was e endin!? haha! i went home alone as mich din come.. den slept like pig for 3 or 4 hours at home lor. told my mother i too tired 2 go out liao. band practically drained my energy sia dats y i'll feel so tired mah! n den on my process of slpin i 4got 2 put my hp as silent mode.. but donno y i wake up got msg! but wen slpin i din heard my msg alert tone.. somemore i put e level quite loud one. wah~ i guess i'm someone hu will turn deaf oso wen slpin -_-` haha

... =]

2004-07-30T19:32:00.000+08:00

jus decided 2 rite another post. donno y.. jus feel like writin since its a fridae n i'm kinda free dat is.. jus feel like goin back 2 e past sia. in pri-sch. life so much simpler n better =) these daes.. i seemed to be lost 4 words. drowned by myself. even unhappiness towards others vanished in me. i donno. feel no point in gettin all worked up n pissed by others. life is gettin nowhere. haii.. depression? happiness/sadness. all results 2 e same ting. feelings. emotions? everyting above us is jus a mask. i realize ppl nowadaes includin me has multiple masks. hide awae frm e true self. it doesn't matters anywae. i've seen 2 much of dis now.. i hate it myself. but hopelessly, whu would realize? all my actions r e opposite of me nowadaes. saggitaurius r known as happy-go-lucky n optimistic.. n e horoscope is realli correct in a fact. i used 2 be like dat. a true saggitaurian.. lol. but i don even hav a idea wat i'm realli thinkin or feeling. maked by another me. i wonders if i'm tryin 2 isolate myself sumtimes. okie.. maybe not relli. theres still a part of me hu wans 2 go on n be as normal. but my life has chged. relli chg.. i noe it myself.. i found e chg in others myself.. i chged my attitude too. maybe made it worse? hah. for better or worse.. i'm still me, jus dat same me.. realized i'm seriously alone u noe? alone in myself. alone in my heart. alone in my mind. its jus me.. n still me. pour out troubles 2 myself. it takes a great effort 2 even truely smile nowadaes. i don tink i had truely smiled dis few daes. smiling is jus an outerior picture of u. u can smile. but wat happens wen u smile yet in u.. u r actually cryin. theres jus too much of a fake image on e outside. well, i donno. -vOicewithin

finally fridae. bad one?

2004-07-30T18:24:00.000+08:00

haii. s2pid dae again.. its bad fridae huh i guess? not exactly bad 4 me.. 4 some ppl. haii.. my chinese test was averagely alrite i guess. should be able 2 pass dou i left 1 3 marks question empty. whoa. =) n den came geog test. donno wth i was writing. but nvm =D i cant strive in geog one.. den after sch i had 2 take a chi spellin retest.. n den go meet sarah somewhere -_-`.. but couldn't find her at 1st. den i kinda "alone" liao. but nvm i'll get used 2 it soon. hmm.. n i asked natalie they all 2 wait. guess they 2 kan cheong. donno wat big buiness nat had dat she had to RUSH home. n seriously.. shes e only one hu wan 2 rush home mah. den e rest ask her wait a while.. in e end she wan go home wif vera 1st. quite pang sei lar.. but i no rights 2 sae anyting bout her lor.. but i was quite ((donno wat 2 sae)) wen she said she wanted 2 wait 4 me at e piano area while i go staffroom find sarah.. yet wen i at spiral staircase there ramya had 2 convey her msg 2 me dat she has left as she wanna go home.. whee! i was simply feeling GREAT. haha.. aniwae i had my chinese spelling retest n got 80 marks. a1 ardy lar.. cannot expect so much frm me one.. lol, tomorrow got band.. anywae i donno how 2 sideread dat well.. haii.. donno wat will happen 2 e 3rd clarinets. sure no sound come out? hah. den tuesdae practically all e 2/5 ppl wun be able 2 make it 4 band.. got e ndp perf rehearsal. donno wat will happen 2 3rd clarinet.. left vanessa n min min onli. haii =/ syu n me will be gone.. gone frm misery = haha.. hmm.. listening 2 intuition by jewel.. verii nice song =) haii. ppl r often lonely cos they build walls instead of bridges. another of my fav. quotes..

-_-`

2004-07-29T18:42:00.000+08:00

hmm.. i'm thinkin whether 2 rite dis post anot. maybe not? haha. kinda felt more isolated den ever 2dae. donno y. maybe jus cannot make it lor. still needa studiee for chinese n geog test tomorrow. haii` wth? lol. sth happen so unexpectedly 2dae! can u imagine me not bringin my art sketchbook! Lol! SOO freaking malu!! but e ting is i'm not malu cos i din bring e sketchbook! but cos of mr goh n my class. din bring sketchbook mus rite dwn in handbook one mah.. den i was like jus take out n giv mr goh rite wateva he wans lor. haha! n den he said 2 e whole class "i noe amanda is a good gal but still mus rite dwn in handbook if nvr bring" WALIEW!! haii! n den e whole class was like sian diao! cos.. erm.. i NOT good gal mah! :s den imran still sae wat "she got scold bad words sia" i like xia dao! wth he wan! whole class sayin me lor! lol!! so 1ST time man.. den mr goh like giv some s2pid expression on his face! liewww.. like wat onli de lar.. how can my class sae me is bad gal?! haha. n den hor.. s2pid sia.. damn pissed off wif kx or muru lar.. or mayb both of em. 2 tink they hav e cheek 2 rite zhuen love me in zhuen's sketchbook? as dou ppl will believe. me n zhuen close as sista n brudder 2 be called "lovers" lor? sian diao.. n e worse ting is.. y does kx rite dat? i mean i all along tot he quite "good" in a sense de lor. den 2dae he liddat.. i guess dat chg my view of him completely le lar? den murugesh damn fcuk one lar.. he cannot chg his behaviour ardy lar i guess? once a jerk. forever a jerk.

diaon! :p

2004-07-28T19:43:00.000+08:00

writing another post 2dae! =) listening to the song entitled a song for a lady. dat songs nvr fail to make me feel sad. aniwae e song is sad =( sob~ 2dae i was rather malu again. flag raising lar! but dis time huiyi slower den me =s wat is dis huh.. flag raising ocmpeition 4 e slowest flag? ((lol)) e song finish i was like still pullin e flag! argh! mus improve on e skills nxt wednesdae i guess. 2dae many students frm su zhou[china] came 2 our sch! our class onli got one! and e partner is none other den HUIYI! lol! 2dae i quite "happi" in a sense.. got 2 meet my pri-sch fren aka xiao bai aka shelby!! dats her real name. shelby~ nice huh? =x few months din c her le.. so after sch i went to take neoprints wif her! shes so cute.. she still has dat baby face on her lor.. hah! after scannin e pics i'll post it up! =p whee!~woah.. how do u noe if u have like someone.. dats wat mich asked me. well.. i donno how she tinks bout dis de.. but she like so many ppl =.=~ sian diao huh.. so 2 me. defination of likin someone.. u will look out 4 e person 2 make sure he/she is happie.. den u urself will feel veri contented jus 2 do dat den wen u c him/her sad.. u will feel e same sadness in u oso.. cos liddat lar!!! lol~ rubbish lar me.. english 2 lousy? hah.. goin 2 malaysia on national dae leh.. =s quite s2pid hor.. national dae i go malaysia for wat.. should stay in singapore 2 celebrate mah! haish~ but of cos mus go malaysia.. my uncle organized us go malaysia de.. den stay there de chalet.. should be quite shuang lar, well i donno~ mite miss my frens in singapore =x LOL~aldou i'm goin malaysia for 1 nite nia~ s2pid siaaa. x-peace!-x

yawns

2004-07-27T20:30:00.000+08:00

its like 1 hour after i got home frm band 2dae. tired sia, got new music to play.. Overture Jubiloso and Folklore. Quite difficult lar.. i mean 1st time sidereading sure diff mah =x dats y i brought home mah clarinet to practise lor! dou i seriously doubt whether i would hav time 2 prac anot. haii.. theres dis person hu add me in msn frm frenster.. actually i don relli like. i guess i'll jus block him since i don even noe him. hate ppl hu tried 2 chat wif me wen i don even noe em.. n ESPECIALLY if dat person somemore ask u 4 intro.. so slappin. haha.. nOw wat? he still ask 4 hieight weight wat sai.. i block him liao lar. freak sia dis type of ppl.. pui! >.< sai ="s">WTH. haha.. added lots of stuffs 2 mah blog oso? nicer mah? (^-^) hoho.. jk. i guess i go do math liao.. tomorrow got flag raising and a su zhou de gurl come our class study wif us.. hmm.. wish me luck in flag-raising and i guess our class would welcome e gurl wif *warm hearts*!